This site has objectively ruined my life over the past 10 years

Sometimes, i wonder how much i want a hot asian wife like (pic).
Like, last night, instead of studying for an important exam, i was watching this
youtube.com/watch?v=Vi7CFqMyyGw

I know, if i actually bothered trying my hardest, i could have a hot 10/10 asian wife, be successful, live and life.
But i guess in the end, i dont really want it.

I guess having an asian wife is not all that cracked' up to be, if it doesnt inspire me to stop listening to creepy horror stories and to actually study.

i mean, imagine people who do drugs
we feel sorry for them because their ruining their life, health, career, etc.
but
what if doing drugs is actually more enjoyable than actually being successful...

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It's like some shitty heroin you can't stop shooting up

Exactly. If you enjoy browsing Jow Forums, then you're already doing exactly what you want. The privilege to be comfy and waste your time on this website is only available to a very few periods on this planet.

You already made it, op.

Periods = people *

Unironically considering joining some catholic monastery for a week/month or more to destroy my dependence on the Internet.
Best case scenario is to have access to the Internet there, but under heavy surveillance so that I can study programming without the temptation of time wasters like Jow Forums.

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Unironically this. OP thinks he's made a realization when in reality he would have been a bum in every generation. True blackpill is realizing you are just one of the many nameless nonexistant humans who will die having done nothing notable.

4pbp

That girl has literally taken bukkake with her eyes open.
If you made a pass at her she would laugh inside, roll her eyes, maybe give you a chance if she could see you had money.
I mean don't get me wrong you should have tried to see more of the game instead of just staying in the newbie village even if the grind is long.. but a chick like that is a "bad end" no matter how you look at it

Literally just destroy your router/computer/whatever it is that allows you to connect to the internet. Yes it’s drastic but it’s what must be done, yes there will be drawbacks but the benefits will be so much greater it won’t matter.

It seems harsh but the fact is when you spend your days online you’re not even really in reality anymore. Every llittle moment of discomfort you experience offline makes you want to immediately get back online, doesn’t it? Like you need another hit? Just destroy it all and don’t look back. You will be forced to check back into the real world shortly after, the sheer number of hours you spent alone in silence in the same location will become extremely apparent without the internet, you’d go fucking insane if you tried to do it without your little stimulation toy. All the shit that happens on here is totally irrelevant to what goes on out there, you’ll soon realize how disconnected from reality you really were. The “memes”, the mentally ill weirdos going on rants about how things really are, the depressed losers who post about how hopeless everything is, it will all seem really sick or funny that you used to take it seriously. Just leave and never come back, there’s nothing you can gain that you haven’t already by being here already. Get a bat, close your eyes and destroy your computer, it’s the only option you have left.

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>Programming
This is like studying HVAC or car repair just fyi

I agree in a lot of ways but I can't say it hasn't been profitable. How many of us would even know about bitcoin beyond maybe the name if we didn't hang out here, especially years ago? Hard not to feel the pull for this place when the information is a lot more varied and interesting than almost anywhere else.

Many of us have been through this and we will remain here, though we do learn things along the way.
It is an addiction, this sites format is like cocaine for the disillusioned because theres no continuity between threads, you can be whoever you want for 300 posts and then morph into somebody else.
You can play the ragie wagie in one thread and in another tab start a topic as a smug whale pulling the markets strings, every creative impulse you have can be unleashed on the board and rewarded with delicious (You)'s.

Its a crutch as many of us know though, its a painkiller, its a surrogate for a real life, the reason we dont have the same impulse to act out what we want is we dont have the motivation, we are satiated like heroin addicts scrambling for the next fix.
Is there a way out? Who knows, after 10 years the pathways in your brain are pretty much superhighways feeding the dragon by now. Why put in all the effort of building a career and family when you can instantly start a new thread about it

I'm in the same position OP. wasted soo much time shitposting. But I learned a lot too, so eh

larp, 4channel only exist recently.

>Even if I get banned
Maybe you should follow the rules for once and stop being an asshole

That was me, I was spamming gore and gay scat porn every minute shouting CLEAN THIS SHIT UP JANNIES. Sorry bout that

At the end of the day we’re all just larpers who shouldve been writing an amazing fiction trilogy but instead we sit here and shitpost because its more entertaining and simpler