Money didnt cure my depression

i cant fucking believe it desu. i basically wasted all my youth to reach materialistic goals like an amg and audemars from probably listening to too much nigger rap and now im 24 and fucked up beyond repair. i neglected all social contacts for years to be rich and now that i made it the initial euphoria didnt last. it was all just a fucking dopamine spike which slowly faded away. all my life i lived in the future and didnt enjoy the present because i told myself that my "real" life would begin once i made it but the future is now and im the same fucking person with some sort of mental defect.

where do i go from here? first of all i have to stop taking alcohol and cocaine. what then? WHAT THE FUCK IS THE PURPOSE IN LIFE???

everything you do gets boring. you get tired of fucking prime pussy, you get tired of eating sushi and steaks every day, the drugs stop working and you take them just to counter withdrawals.

im seriously starting to believe that ignorance is bliss and simple poor wagies are the most happiest

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alsl mfw i got a puppy and just playing with him and watching some sitcom with my smaller brother is what is making happy nowadays.

what sort of redpill is this lads. a 500$ puppy was all it took?

there is a science of happiness, you have to study it just like you studied how to become rich.
place forth the same level of effort and you will find it user

Shut up, you larping retard.

Real life frenships are underrated
Only difficult thing is finding those people and in your case, making sure it’s organic (they don’t want you just for money)
My experience has been that most people are trash

not a single word was larp. fuck out my thread mouth breather

>money isn't everything
wew we've got a philosopher here, lads. Some real deep original shit. So wise user, thank you for gracing us with your important thoughts

you welcome fren

Dude, get some new goals... visit every fucking place. Drink different kinds of alcohol from every brewery in each state and compare them all. How are they different and which do you like better? Do you like European, Japanese, Korean, Chinese, Mexican, Amerifat, Canuck, or Aussie women the most? Why haven’t you been with them all yet? Dude you are missing the point in life. If you can’t figure it out, give me all your money, go back to wage cucking and I’ll live the life you wanted for you

how would i do that when im too tired to even brush my teeth

Imagine having all your problems while being broke. You turn a depressing life into a miserable living hell.

I think your biggest problem is probably the drugs. Get sober, it sucks for awhile but soon you'll feel accomplished every night you go to bed without getting high that day. Secondly, get active. Fix your diet and take up an enjoyable cardio routine. I recommend just some nice long walks, but cycling or running is good too. Not a gym, gyms are depressing. Lastly, get involved. Do something where you can actively improve the lives of others. I like to volunteer at a charity resale shop run by my church.

I'm broke as a joke but I do all of these things and I live a pretty happy life. If I could find a gf I think I would be completely content living this way forever. Also nice LARP

Why the fuck are you tired? And brush your damn teeth. Get sleep user. If you truly made it, you’re a damn boss and should be able to get as much sleep as you need to not want to sleep anymore because you got shit to do, you gotta do all the things that normies will never get to experience. Want to profit from that at the same time? Post/shill the shit you do on insta and then have people pay you to do/use/go to whatever the fuck you want to do. Win win

kapilguptamd.com/2018/09/24/how-the-super-successful-elite-can-lead-lives-free-of-boredom-and-discontent/

very helpful link. thank you alot.

listen to his solo podcasts on the second page as well

do you recommend the books aswell or is it summarized in the podcast?

i finished the article above but he leaves the answer somewhat open in the end

Did it make you less depressed? Boredom aside, I would have less worries, and that loss of stress would be an improvement in my life any way I look at it

Iknow how you feel user, i did it for materialism also (also listened to rap). Honestly, chill man. Stop the cocaine and stick with weed. Enjoy the present now, youve made it. Your life does start now. Go get a real relationship, make new goals. Have a family,, travel, etc. Theres no single purpose in life. Thats a mistake people think. Life is not based on purpose it is based on experiences. You have a lot to enjoy. Lets be glad were not broke

masters secret whispers is his best one followed by atmatmun. Listen to this regarding his leaving the answer open kapilguptamd.com/2019/01/14/prescriptions-are-for-the-unserious-a-solo-podcast/

i seriously was more happy when i had nothing because i woke up energized with this cope and big bubble in my head that once i make it everything will be bliss and paradise but now i have nothing to look forward to when i wake up. i just go on long hikes with my puppy and watch anime all day.

send that cash to me m8, I accept XMR

will listen now. thanks again

Stop fapping so much

OP its time to train your body take up some martial arts like bjj or bujinkan turn yourself into a temple I highly reccomend watching some of Frank yangs videos on youtube.
Muscle machine that explores life through lifting.
Also add me to discord ill be your friend and introduce u to other dumbdumbs.

I think I can feel where you come from with that. I was already burnt out with fantasizing about "making it" just shortly after my first comfy investments. It's all just a dreadful wait for me now.
You'll find your purposes. Try to be happy for yourself, that you're not struggling just to survive. And do things you never had the time to do like brushing up on hobbies/skills. I know I would.

That's what comfort gets you. Go backpack with 200$ in some shithole country. Leave your money in a safe interest account.

money isn't the only way to make it.
there are thousands of hobbies on earth. finding one you love and getting good at it takes years. it's like trying to make money all over again

money isn't going to buy happiness, it's only going to free you from the drudgery of trading your time for money

you still have to discover what happiness is for yourself

yeah, puppies are good investments.
i used to like novelty too.
then i died.

now you can't pay me.
at all.
not in food, not in water.
you can not pay me.

peace doesn't exist out there.
only inside.

Start making projects for yourself that other people your age group don't have the means for. For example, if I had enough money I'd start assembling people who are into battery technology and make a small research/manufacturing firm.

so he still left it open because there is no simple how to in easy steps and prescriptions are for the unserious.

so basically read the books now to dig deeper?

u need a goal. make a new goal and strive for it

Money allows you to focus on creating the life you want without having to be distracted by wagecucking, you made the first step, now go work on your social issues and be careful with your money, don't en up wagecucking.

I dont fyckin know nigger
Ive got dumped yesterday by a girl i really felt in fyckin love with. I quit drinking, i quit weed, quit cigs, battled hard with porn, and i thought i finally reached the port. But no. Im a the start point for the fifth time in my life. Im fuckin done.

not so much of easy or hard. Prescriptions just don't work. There's nothing you can "do" to be happy. Its hard to explain. I would just start with the rest of his solo podcasts if what he says interests you. This is my favorite one

kapilguptamd.com/2019/02/10/a-life-built-on-shifting-sands-a-solo-podcast/

You really thought money would make you happy just by itself? Gosh, you're really naive. But that's the normal way to see it so there's no need to be harsh.
Money is just a tool to be used to facilitate happiness. I recommend you to study what makes people happy normally and just exercise that.
Mostly what you can do is pick a problem and create a solution. And don't worry, you won't be running out of problems for a lifetime, so yeah. Also you get to learn a lot and know a lot of different people with different points of view. As synthesized and short I've made this, I hope it helps at least a bit. Best of lucks, dude.

All im left with is tona of shitcoins, few gpu miners and neurosis. FUCK THIS SHIT.

how much do you have left now?

As long as you live, you have a chance of turning everything over, again and again. Just learn from your mistakes and keep moving somewhere else, you have yet to know an infinite amount of existence outside of your everyday life

300mg Desvenlaxifine & 30mg Mirtazapine

California rocket fuel bayybeee

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Bullshit. Im done fuckin trying. Its pointless. We r mindless algorithms programmed to survive, eat and fuck. And in the end most of us r just a fertilizer for the society.

Well you have two options. One is to do an hero and the other is to accept what you are and that your time as a human being is inevitably limited aand well, try to enjoy it as best as you can. You can get to learn a lot of things, know a lot of people, even learn how to know people and interact better with them. And since we're just algorithms, doesn't that mean that there is a way you can work your way to create your optimized way of living? If you decide to live on, you can either victimize yourself for being a human when you didn't even ask to be born OR you can decide to do something about it, idk, maybe overcome your humanity, or at least your actual limits.

Oh he’s poor? Never bored!

Do these fuckers who make it and say money didn't make them happy ever give their money to people who need it?

NO OF COURSE NOT.

Case in point, here is a faggot who says he was happier without money, but he won't give his money away, no he'll keep it to himself.

I'm in debt, struggling every day, have nothing to my name, money would change my life, are you going to help me? Of course not. You'll just keep enjoying your sushis and steaks.

He isn't obliged to help anyone out, you know. He could, as we all could do a lot of things. But is it really the way to go? Is there any guarantee that you won't be in the exact situation in a couple of months even if everything is paid now just because you kept the same mindset?

>everything leads to dust
so basically shit doesnt matter so dont chase pleasure or get attached to anything because it will always fall apart in the end. just chill and be happy instead of "trying to do something to be happy" because trying implying there is a goal to achieve because as i said there is no goal and it all leads to dust and we gonna die.

is this correct so far?

man this shit is very interesting but depressing as fuck so far.

I know I wouldn't be, because money is a means to an end for me, not an end. I would make music, travel, stop working a slave job that's eating my mind and my body, repay my debts, help the people I love who are struggling too, study the universe, work on something that would help people, all I can't do because I'm a fucking struggling slave not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel while others complain about eating sushis and steaks every day.

There's no way you can lose your sense of free will and be happy about it. Acknowledging the inevitability of death and the little actions actually do, leaves you in more despair, because you won't cease thinking just because you want to stop thinking.

all the other ones are less depressing

but yes that is correct, however you only know not to be attached and such intellectually. Because of this you will try not to be attached and you will have fallen for another prescription

you must come to the realization of how being attached has destroyed your life

You think you would do that if you were there, how do you know that's actually true? I thought I would be out of my position if somebody helped me out with money but as of now I'm still an absolute piece of shit just because muh monkey brain needs a reason to do stuff that it doesn't see in front of it

(That's all I came to realize once the money problem was gone btw)

Money is everything tho. I would sell all my friends to a human lampshade company for a few million anyday.

Because that's what I did when my parents were there to care for me.

i literally dont know where to go from here and what to do user.

im coming to the conclusion that existence is a literal jewish scam

Literally just read and listen to everything on his website. The podcasts start on the second page.
I think about this shit 24/7

yea basically

Nah, you just a whining pussy.

> I would sell all my friends to a human lampshade company for a few million anyday.
>calls me pussy
kike get out

the thing is i dont know if i wanna dig deeper and possibly fall into bigger despair or stay ignorant on this part

That's one music I made back when I had the time, then my life turned to shit youtube.com/watch?v=GE8gLTmyJY8

Im not a kike, but I do admit I act like one a lot. My friends are shitty energy vampires tho who deserve to die.

idk what to tell you

I know what the option are
Ive travellee the world around for two years, ive seen poverty in damn india, ive talked to people, I've heard their stories, their struggles, ive seen 3 world wonders, i even banged a girl on the great wall of china, ive teached Chinese kids skiing, ive surfed on Dominican Republic, ive reached the Kazbeg peak in winter. Im just so fuckiiiin tired. I dont do an hero as i know matrix doesnt want that. Fuckin fuck its so depressing

I'm pursuing physical health now. Diet mostly. Pretty sure you need to be healthy to be happy. We'll see. Figuring out how to be healthy is fucking hard too.

You'll get better, you're just feeling that way because that girl dumped you, otherwise you would be good. If you loved her and you didn't do anything wrong then she didn't deserve you.

I can relate to this user. Before crypto I worked like a slave doing research for about 2-3 bucks in an hour in Leafland. Worked non stop and was broke. Tons of stress and daily challenges.
Crypto made me (fairly) rich, and I've been miserable every since. I had so much drive before and now I just don't care about anything. What is there to work toward if you already made it? I watch YouTube and browse Jow Forums endlessly every day. No friends or gf, no drive anymore. A year and a half of my life just vanished now. Nothing to show for it, just days on the computer blended together. I quit my PhD for this and now I don't have a desire to go back even though I was much happier then. Just full of apathy now and I know I feel like a pathetic whining cuck for saying it

You have to actually do something with your money to be happy

Also I guess you sold at the top, I bought at the top, so please make better use of my money, it's hard enough to have lost it, hearing that it went into the pockets of depressed fucks who don't do anything with it makes it much worse.

Derp thoughts.

Find out why happiness exists following this guy's post...

What's you're net worth OP?

Stop being a pussy

Happiness is not a fucking diploma, it either is or not in the moment.

>24
bit early for an existential crisis ay young fella

Dude, money can only ring you security. Nothing else is guaranteed. There are shitloads of rich miserable people. The only thing is they are not miserable and stressed out because they can't pay their pills like wage cukcs also deal with. Along with ALL the same shit the rich ones do..shitty people in your life or none, insecurities, genetic failures, lack of tast The list goes on. Quit thinkin money gives or should give you the happies. It should just feel like a warm blanket in a cold world. While all the other fucks are freezin.

my god the typos. Oh well, I just back from out drinking so fuck off. ;)

You completed the game, user. It was supposed to take 40 years but you did it in 5.

start a family and devote all time you have to your wife and kids

there will be no time to even think about the purpose of your life

Read the Bible

>alcohol and cocaine
thats why youre depressed retarded druggy

Do combat sports.

>frank yang
kys hedonist

Feed him a fresh raw diet like he'd have in nature if you want him to live long and actually feel good. Kibble and any pet food is absolute degenerate trash for animals.

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>not feeding your dog the "raw meat and bones" diet
>youtube.com/watch?v=mfXCZcWMUCk

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Megavitamin therapy

they eat some plants and fruit in nature too

>fruit
No. They possibly eat undigested plant matter from the intestines of a killed animal and this is worthy of replication by giving them some greens from time to time.

Dogs’ digestive systems have actually evolved to align more with ours. They can digest carbohydrates 40x more efficiently than their wild wolf counterparts.

So giving them more grains, starches, and vegetables is good too.

The problem is you're a homosexual but you haven't come to terms with it yet. Just live as a full blown faggot and you'll feel better, faggot.

Start eating healthy (well planned vegan diet), start running and exercising everyday, make new friends through a hobby or something. Healthy living balances your brain chemicals, might take 3-6 months though. Don't give up.
Get new big goals in life to get a sense of purpose. Do good in the world. I personally want to fund and advance real anti-aging research to make myself immortal.

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Underrated.

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clean your room

The first step to happiness is eating healthy and exercising

>wasted all my youth
>24

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send me 500 dollars and i'll tell you how to be happy

and i'm 100% serious

If u want attention then post on instagram you fat fuck ,or get a gf and make kids so you have some attention from there. Posting frog memes in a user forum which is full of degenerates and crypto faggots aint the solution you seekin'

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You're still young faggot. Good thing you figured this out early. People usually have these kinds of realizations in their 40s.

If you want a fren, get a doge.

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