I think I'm gay. The mind of fag:

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Despite the fact you seem to know what's going on, you seem to struggle with accepting the solution. You need to reject yourself, in the same way any virtuous man rejects the part of himself that wants to do drugs and bang sluts. That struggle is a part of our lives and is what builds the foundations of our character. Casting out the base emotional elements of oneself is an indication self discipline and intellectual mastery. Rejection of self requires you to accept and admit those base elements DO exist, and is not "self-hate" or some other nonsense.

not trying to offend anyone, just noticed this happening to me and felt the need to share it with (otherwise) like minded people on an anonymous basis to see what comes of it.
Just alpreciate it as additional knowledge, a point of view you wouldn't have heard otherwise...

Also you can still be a proud man while being physically feminine. Not everybody is going to fall into that specific masculine physique. Masculinity is more about your principles, your outlook, and your actions.

You're probably bi or something.

Probably a bit too autistic for a relationship right now by the sounds of it, and the gay community is a bit full on. Have a few relationships with girls where you'll be more in control before you commit yourself to something that might be a mistake.

Just my two cence.

Thanks for the thoughts.
Again, I'm quite aware of that but that's something unbelievable hard for me. partly because I discovered masturbation in 2nd grade for some reason and struggled with that addiciton all throughout puberty I think. I mean that can't be good for developement...
I know it's not good but I can't just stop... (tried a couple of times, best I could do was 3days)
Allthough I'm quite good at controling urges generally, I just can't control my sexual urges...

lol fem dudes are fucked, no one respects them, he might as well go gay.

yeah dunno, I mean I still find girls sexually attractive I guess... Just can't bear listening to them tho. All the same boring shit somh...

I don't really struggle with that... I have a quite athletics body and all... maybe a little soft chin but there is nothing obviously afeminite about my body... and I don't walk like a fag or anything. It's just my attitude and demeanor really...

>I know it's not good but I can't just stop... (tried a couple of times, best I could do was 3days)
Then you'll do 4 days next time.
Will you fight? Or will you perish like a dog?

if you think you might be gay then you're gay

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BBC one isn't really promoting it from what I read from the article just now, just some story about a pedo that never acted on his desires and sought psychological help for his problem.

>yeah dunno, I mean I still find girls sexually attractive I guess... Just can't bear listening to them tho. All the same boring shit somh...

Fags are literally no different. It's not like a best friend you fuck, they become women overnight.

You can be fucking gay but you need to get married and raise a healthy white family.

Just fuck boys on the down low like gay dudes did for fuckin eons before the last couple of decades

No, you nigger. If you only like men, you're gay. If you think you might be gay, the jewish mind control is working.

Nice blogpost faggot.

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>actually get the best help I could ask for, you guys are amazing, lot of supportive messages
what were you told?
I don't think that's fair towards a woman. Not fair at all. I've heard about gay parings of opposing sex tho, meaning gay/lesbian, to share the struggle and not be degenerate.

fucking kys you faggot

Get in the bog, Hans

Are you that gay Kraut?

yeah sure but with normal guys you can talk and subsequently my connections are mostly all-male so I really don't have real contact to females for that reason

actually screenshoted it all. Can I dump this here somh?

That's not being gay, that's being a pussy

>t. Actual fag

do you need my permission for that? I don't know then. I'm pretty indecisive.

Post a pic of (You)

When DOTR starts, kill the most degenerate faggots you can find to balance out your degeneracy.

Great post faggot, we need more people like you

So go suck some dicks.
This isn't your fucking blog.

LoL
Gay guys will fuck anything. Most of them are mentally ill out of sexual traumatization. You got "tajen" by one - by onw that'll fuck anything Have you not, in all that sick porn, noticed they will fuck anything?

Looks more to me like you want to be a chick. Fag.

stop downloading and posting homosexual anime pictures, for a start

Haven't you noticed all the women who would fuck anything?

Women in porn**

Okay fag here is what you gonna do. You're going to eat rice, eggs, and chicken everyday for one month, weight lift for a month, wrestle for a month, nofap for a month and if you still feel like being gay, you are gay. If not, then this just made you antigay and into a man. Gl faggot

no, was asking for an easy method, so it stays contained or whatever. don't wanna sage/spam this whole thread to hell...
was pretty intense tho. here's the 1st screencap (I use mimi phone app)

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isn't chicken usually pumped full of estrogen?
also inb4 nofap makes OP crave dick like never before

>chicken
Why not red meat?

I have no idea, but working out and eating chicken increases test and your body aesthetics

That's not bad either, but chicken is better if you wanna get Jow Forums fast and cheap

don't know if I wanna share my face to a post like this...

kek. was doing that to make the post catch the eye

chicken is leaner and fat produces estrogen

OP, try that to know for sure

>wrestle for a month
I'm sure this will help with the gay thoughts

meat is too expensive for my daily life actually... (luv meat tho)
I'm allready working out, allthough not that often or serious perhaps, don't wanna waste money on a gym membership tho, don't think I'd enjoy all the noise and people around tobh

lmao

>meat is too expensive for my daily life actually...
Found your problem, OP.

Okay and try lifting, eating right, not fapping and using your time in a structured way for a month at least. If you still feel gay after it, so be it, but atleast try that route

Don't worry. In 10 to 15 years, muslims will be running your country and they'll throw you off a roof and end your problems.

Prettyboys get plenty of girls as far as I have seen.

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Fuck off commie faggot

You're in Germany. They give out money for not working. How can some chicken be too expensive? Chicken breasts are cheap.

I have struggled with masturbation as well. I have found that keeping myself busy prevents me from thinking about masturbating and/or physical exhaustion. Do not edge no matter what, and try to follow nofap or intermittent fap guidelines. I know different people have different backgrounds but for me the thought of having sexual activity with some hookup is repulsive so that helped me a lot from giving in to my urges.

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dude lack of meat aint makin a nigga gay lol

yeah gonna stick to working out, nofap is the more difficult part (allthough that might be the main problem tobh)

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deadlift, brah. That pencil neck isn't doing you favors

Go get gangbanged by a bunch of tranny's, you're in Germany so you'll have no problem finding legal hookers who'll do it. Afterwards you'll be at peace.

You have no chance against Ahmed from McFit

It sounds like you need relationship fulfillment from women but, because a lot of modern women are shit, you are seeking an escape through men. This plays into what you mentioned earlier about wanting to take the easy way to be showered with affection. Keep in mind that "love" you seek in men is false and unfulfilling.

Decent looking lad

I realized I was gay when I rewatched arrested development and realised Will Arnett is sexy as all hell
Damn it

Used to be the same, but found some quality women to talk to, one of which became my gf. I would say try looking in rightwing/trad groups or hobbies, but you live in Germany.

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>>I know it's wrong but I let him kiss me anyway,
you ought be shot, yes

Absolutely this.

I honestly feel bad for these fags.

This isn't a place to ask for that kind of help OP ,trust me you are born that way and you need to learn to love every part of yourself, don't give a shit about what people tell you is normal,drop that mentality and find a different website

what the hell did that have to do with being gay

oh really?
start lifting now you look scrawny AF, if I looked like you i'd have doubts too

>conversion camp

Jesus doesn't make you straight user.

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Ouch, are you sure Jow Forums is the right place to look for support in your situation?... I actually feel bad for you man

yeah that would obciously be my dream but I'm in a University city so the women material here is pretty on the outside but just dead and rotten on the inside

yes. This is not a healthy lifestyle, this has propably allways existed but people allways managed it somh. (lgbt stuff is very, very recent and obviously part of the destruction of that civilisation and culture I hold dear)

just a rundown of how people get into that shit, a lot of stuff I noticed about myself are things I've heard beforehand and it leads me to believ that it's mostly a feedbackloop of self destructive behaviour

>lmao all aspects of the human mind should be respected and accepted, humans are instinctually well adjusted
We have advanced precisely because we rejected this childish philosophy that tells us that stagnation is natural and chains us to our imperfect present selves, with no vision of the future, no hope and nothing to strive for.

Amazingly it's possible to tell that you're gay just from this picture.

discord gg/xceMCw

add a .

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Ladies and gents: German Boys. There is no Substitute.

I know EXACTLY how you feel and it's good to read it written out. I'm really pretty for a guy, and all I want is to be a submissive bottom. I can confirm exactly what Sam Hyde is talking about is me.

This is a HUGE change from who I was just a few years ago. But I'm going through with it. I have to know what it's like to be a pretty girl, or I will regret it my entire life. I'm already 28 so I won't be pretty much longer anyway lol

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oh god I did not mean to post my fucking photo

That last part really hit me..you can fall into someone’s arms and let them take care of you. I felt that way once. Then pol guided me back to God somehow and now I’m a husky bearded Arab with a gf. She’s a total pain sometimes but I love her. It’s worth all the trouble I have to go through for her. Man was born to sacrifice for the greater good..as Christ did.

you could make a pretty good bottom, i can tell you're already made for it anyways

Dude, dont fall for the fucking Jow Forums meme
Just do the fuck you want, if your not harming yourself ffs
If you let some fucking austistic meme board of the internet control the way you live your life, you are seriously fucking up

>a need for love
There is no love among faggots, only AIDS.

You've simply transformed your laziness into being prison gay. You're too lazy to find love, so
you let the faggots bring you something you convince yourself is some close facsimile.

Just stick to masturbating to porn ... you'll get as much love from a faggot as from a body pillow.

Thanks.. I posted that without having listened to all of what Sam Hyde said.

I don't think there's anything wrong with being completely, utterly degenerate ( as I am ) as long as you make sure to go through the male rite of passage, to remain a respectful member of society and a good influence to others. In the bedroom, it's ok to do whatever.

The way I have been doing this is literally the most red pilled way to be gay. It's in fact, the only way to be gay. Be gay in every way but the voice. You can have fem mannerisms, you can be into fem things and wear fem fashion, but your voice must be normal. That is my anchor and it keeps me basically normal.

Honestly if it were me, I would supress all parts of that and hate that part of myself. The stock of women you have around you are shit, consider yourself asexual before gay. Then you'll meet a woman who will actually do something to you on the inside.

It's just not a practical road to go down, only misery awaits.

this tbqh
just LOL @ all the faggots telling you variations of "just be yourself lmao". are you newfags, or do you just refuse to learn?
you literal faggots are victims of hormone disruptors on the environment srs. you have typical signs of life-long low T all over your face. look into getting roids srs, or ways to boost T naturally. signing up for a gym is probably the best way to begin.
stick to jerking off to porn util you get a real woman and don't go full degenerate if you don't want AIDS and becoming a suicidal loser more than you are now

>In the bedroom, it's ok to do whatever.
that's like saying doing meth is ok. sure nobody gives a fuck, but it's not good for you

>be wh*te western "übermensch"
>be a faggot
thank god I was born a magyar and not as a germshit

you look like a faggot holy shit lmao

>You can have fem mannerisms, you can be into fem things and wear fem fashion, but your voice must be normal.

the best bottoms, at least imo, have a bit of mystery about them. Just a hint of fem, a little touch of deference, wearing fashion that's just a little too fem for the average guy. Drives me insane..

fags who just scream it with all their choices are such a turnoff.

>Just do the fuck you want, if your not harming yourself ffs
You can live a happy life without sticking your dick into asses and taking it up there yourself. Even if you are attracted to men. It will give him no fulfilment, no love, no family ... just AIDS and an early grave.

If he doesn't chase a woman to start a family with he should just get a hobby which gives him less STDs than being a faggot.

All of you have a mental illness.

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>dating guys is as bad as meth

A bit far, I'd say it's as bad as weed or alcohol. That said, it does ruin some people. They are never the same. One must be careful with this sacred fem energy.

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i mean thats just like being a woman isnt it?

Cursed image

> I would supress all parts of that and hate that part of myself
i think that's the worst advice i've ever heard in a gay thread. suppressing emotions you don't like is the quickest way to fall victim to them

I sort of relate to this.

I have so little in common with women that I have considered trying the “other team”. Problem is I want kids :(