Realize I could go to Puerto Rico and get a 16 year old girlfriend

here's hoping you off yourself like most of these too

>go out on some dates

Why would I fuck my life up and grab an ugly, 22 year old girl that doesn't think like me because she's a different race?

Then when she sees me in person, she'll immediately drop me because she won't feel any sexual attraction.

>If you wanted acceptance

But that's what consensual sexual intercourse is. It's the closest I can get to acceptance in the modern world I live in.

Why not have it be with a cute girl that isn't that experienced?

Pieces of shit and closet bisexuals love the "everyone is a little x" defense.

No you ignorant faggot, you're talking about validation, and getting validation from sex or other people at all is a HUGE mistake. Everyone gets rejected sometimes socially or romantically or sexually, absolutely everybody, and someone that gets their self worth from sex or dating is going to take it so much harder when it happens. Plus, I speak from experience, it doesn't last. When you sincerely don't like yourself, your mind finds a way to make it not count. "She was drunk, it doesn't count, I am still ugly. I paid for it, it doesn't count. She's not dating me, I must be worthless, it doesn't count. It was six months ago, who cares?" You're advocating the same mentality that you claim drove all of those shootings in the first place. You're dense. Fuck off before you give shit advice to some kid that doesn't know any better.

>Why would I fuck my life up and grab an ugly, 22 year old girl
Why would you accept a date with an ugly girl? Don't be dumb.
>that doesn't think like me because she's a different race?
I'm [spoiler]Jewish[/spoiler] and Mexican and 5'5. If you're having girl problems, it's not because of your race. That's not a snipe at you, that's just what I'm seeing based on your posts.
>Then when she sees me in person, she'll immediately drop me because she won't feel any sexual attraction.
Why? Are you fat? Is your gait confident?
>But that's what consensual sexual intercourse is. It's the closest I can get to acceptance in the modern world I live in.
Not necessarily. You can make a hooker and that's consensual and she's accepting your money. That aside, what did you mean by
>Socializing doesn't make me happy because the people I talk to are my enemies

Your problem is not that you cannot get sex, but that you are obsessed with sensualism in the first place. Stop masturbating and looking at pornography, start exercising, and get yourself physically and mentally well, instead of aggravating your disease by worsening its symptoms.

You're autistic if you don't think his manipulative logic doesn't leak into how he treats people in real life. Don't play retarded.

>When you sincerely don't like yourself, your mind finds a way to make it not count

But I love myself.
I'm the OP on top of this.

You've got problems that I don't have, and I have doubts that you've suffered through a job.

>But I love myself.
hahaha you wouldn't make this thread if you did

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>I'm Jewish and Mexican
>I'm 80-95% European in ancestry

This is what I am.

I would be stupid to listen to you. You have no insight into the way reality is for other races.

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>missing the point this hard
Advocating a mindset that sex will fix you will make most people's problems worse.

>If you loved yourself, you would die a virgin and suffer rather than commit suicide and free yourself from a bad situation
>If you loved yourself, you would get a girlfriend that's as old as a bat

I certainly don't hate myself. I'm just having sexual issues from society.

If I hated myself I would get a white girlfriend and get her pregnant.

I think self-love may mean different things to us.

So you don't want advice from me because of my race? Man, you're a handful and a half. It's not your race that's the problem. It's your character. Gonna leave you with these: Get fit, go on dates, don't date ugly girls.

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>old as a bat
a girl older than 16 is "as old as a bat"?
my man you're going to have a rough time

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The first time I ever realized I wasn't sexually attracted toward other races I was 8 years old.

It was a young white girl at a table, and I couldn't feel anything at all for her even though I knew I should have been attracted toward her. Her nose was too narrow, and her skin looked like death.

Life is disappointing.

There's nothing wrong with me as a person.
People try and force people into being sexually attracted toward racial tribes they didn't evolve next to, and it doesn't work.

You might not hate yourself, but if you truly loved yourself you wouldn't "need" sex to feel accepted. Sex won't fix whatever it is that makes you feel alienated, and neither will a girlfriend or more sex or the next dozen things you try, and then you'll feel even worse because you put all your hope and effort into all these supposed miracle cures that didn't work. You're too stubborn to believe me now, but I hope you will sooner rather than later.

>I'm just having sexual issues from society.
Kekkerino

Do you have a job? How much would it take for you to move to Puerto Rico, because I honestly think that's much more feasible than any of us trying to instill as sense of change in your actual character.
Also not sure how you have any sense of racial tribalism considering you're a self-professed mutt.

I wonder what will you do after you finally have had sex and then
>meh, THIS was it?

Try install tinder first.

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I've had a job since I was 18, and I'm 21 now.

>Not sure how you have any sense of racial tribalism

It's called a sister.

I didn't know how I felt toward my race until I met a Puerto Rican man the other day, and for the first time in my life, I felt as if I had met a human being outside of my family.

okay, so let's get back to the feasibility of living in PR. What sort of skills do you have? are you working towards a degree? are you averse to manual labor? Are you okay with the fact that a good chunk of the island is still without power because of shit infrastructure and a corrupt government?

>what you've been given

Found your problem mate. Happiness doesn't just fall into your lap, whether you "deserve" it or not - you're responsible for your own happiness. Not creeping on teenagers might help too.

>I'm mixed-raced in America, so white women and women of all races except mine are ugly to me.
>all of the people around me think I'm ugly when I'm just a different race from them.

The hypocrisy in this post is halarious.

I don't mind manual labor.
I know the power will get back on, and I can go where ever the hell I want to on the island as I have no roots there.

I'll worry about a degree/skills when I have a reason to keep living on this earth. I'm gonna fuck around first and get a job at a warehouse.

It's feasible.

>Happiness doesn't fall into your lap

It did for my "friends" that were mestizo and white, and they were both dumb. I tried in society the same way they tried, and I got no where.

People are handed things like ethno-states by people that know better, and they take it for granted.

There's no hypocrisy in this post.

It's called real life.

*retards go on shooting sprees over things like this

Ftfy.

I'm mixed race. Never had any of the problems you're describing. What have you actually done to improve your situation?

>I tried in society the same way they tried
wait so either they tried, or it fell in their lap, it can't be both.
>I'll worry about a degree/skills when I have a reason to keep living on this earth. I'm gonna fuck around first and get a job at a warehouse.
have you looked at open jobs in Puerto Rican warehouses, I imagine things are tight over there and job opportunities may be scarce even in construction/manual labor particularly because you have no roots. That's more of a hindrance than anything. Can you speak Spanish fluently, because if not, it's going to be a lot harder to do whatever and "go where ever the hell [you] want".
You might be surprised that Puerto Ricans LIVING in PR want a little less to do with you than you think regardless of your skin color. I'm white as hell and I'd have a better shot since I minored in Spanish.
I feel like you haven't thought this through AT ALL

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How is it not hypocrisy when he's saying he's not attracted to anyone not in his race while at the same time complaining that other races aren't attracted to him?

Are you sure you aren't just ugly?

I've done a lot in the past.
I socialized. I communicated and forced myself to communicate more than I wanted to. I became very popular in public school, but it all lead to no where, so I dropped all of it.

No one ever invited me to anything on the basis of racial discrimination. It sounds like "you've got a shit personality", but it's anything but that. I never hurt anyone. I was never cruel or malevolent. All of the friendships I've had in my life have all fallen apart and unraveled.

I've learned to drive, but I've got no where to go.

Women think I'm ugly.
They lie to my face and say I'm handsome, but their body language/vocal tone betrays how they feel.

I know I'm objectively alright looking as I ran my head through anaface and got an 8.5/10, and my face is very symmetrical, but I also know when people lie about being sexually attracted toward me.

What race-mix are you?
What environment did you grow-up in? I'd imagine you've been well socialized by people that care about your development.

I never had that.

Elliot Rodger wasn't ugly, but he wasn't sexually attractive to anyone, or he would've had something to work off of.

This is how tribalism works.
People prefer familiarity.

I speak some Spanish, but I'm working on fluency.

I've thought it through, and I've decided to grab a girl over there and bring her over here. I know there's no future on that island.

And yes, it is both.
Life is not a math equation. There are so many variables that interplay with one another.

>I've decided to grab a girl over there and bring her over here.
you've just added a whole shitload of factors to your plan and it's just so asinine that I'm not even going to bother with you anymore
eat shit
>working on fluency
so you don't know shit.

>Running over there when everyone is running from the island won't result in anything for me

You're wrong.
People that can think are leaving right now, and they're planning it as I type this message.

I refuse to race-mix and settle for stupid shit like my half-black family member was forced to do.

It does for some people, be it from wealth, looks, charisma etc. It's just random.

Elliot was also an insane sperg, something most people can pick up on and usually avoid.

>I refuse to race-mix
it is literally impossible for you to not race mix considering your mutt heritage. there will never be such a thing as a pedigree in your lineage
you'll be a lot happier once you realize this

Underrated post

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>He was an insane sperg

He was a sperg because he was confronted by the unknown (other races) on a daily basis, and he didn't have the personality (high self-esteem) to do well despite internalized fear.

His half-brother was a social butterfly with friends out of his ass, and they came from the same DNA and had the same upbringing.

A life time of rejection made him an "insane" (a lot of people would do the same thing if not worse if they were to REALLY walk in his shoes) "sperg".

People don't want to understand what happened because they don't care to understand, but I've been forced to live his life, and it's easy to see that if I were a narcissist/envious enough I would probably do the same thing.

>A pedigree

A pedigree isn't needed.
I don't want to get a white girl and have kids that are 85% European.

I had a friend that was that, and he tried to kill himself when he hit 19. He was very intelligent too, but he's lonely.

Why would I do that to my kids?

People should try to get help for those issues. I had an equally shitty life and actually have a facial scar and permanent hearing loss in my left ear due to some guys knocking the shit out of me. I also got rejected by women, couldn't make friends, etc. and felt jealousy toward my step siblings and others for them being better or given shit easily.

I had no money to get help but one day realized my problems were what was driving people away or causing issues. Basically started to address them in my own way and guess what? I'm doing better. Life isn't fair but I'm doing better than I was and people actually want to talk to me now.

I'm glad that you're doing better.
It's not fair that you had those problems develop, but I'm happy you're sorting them out.

I think race-mixing should be banned because of how harsh it is for human beings. I know I'd rather not exist than live the miserable life I'm forced to, so that's why I'm trying to change my environment.

Problems exist on the outside and one the inside. My father always treated me more like I was his step-son than his real son.

I have a scar from him throwing a beer can at my mother and hitting me instead. If he really cared, he never would've chanced it.

I hate that people can't see reality because it's all so easy for them. It takes a genius from their race to see the same thing we do.

>I think race-mixing should be banned because of how harsh it is for human beings.
this is your brain on Jow Forums kids

>Jow Forums

Well, this is my face.
I've lived through this world as a mutt, and I know what the answer is even if you reject it.

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Youd be handsome if you didn't look so scared.

you look normal.
also a little bit of this
just chill. I guarantee you everything you posted about your identity crisis literally doesn't matter and the sooner you accept this, the happier you'll be. just let it go my man

>scared

I guess I may subconsciously be scared and wear it on my face everywhere, but Puerto Ricans suffer more from anxiety (social, generalized, etc) than any other race, so it might come with the territory.

I'm not ashamed to support a racial perspective of the world when it's the most accurate. I didn't pick it one day and think "absolutely wonderful". I accepted that I was born into a bunch of shit, and now I have to live with it.

I only say that because I can relate. That's the look of a man who spends too much time in his own thoughts. An unhealthy world view can manifest itself and become reflected back to you because that's what you look for.

I know it's not healthy, but it's all true.
Every time I go outside, I see it.

White people get along with white people, Mestizos get along with mestizos, and Blacks get along with blacks. They can all be friends if you give them enough time to communicate with one another, but we don't live in that kind of a world.

It's easier to make friends with people that look like you, and I've never had easy throughout my life-span, and I'm alone with my thoughts because of it.

I considered people friends that didn't care about me at all, and it's not even their fault that they feel the way they do. People that are the same race have a hard time making real friends. It's even harder for people like me, and I've only got one person outside of my family I care about at all today because of how harsh this world is.

I'll never go ballistic and kill anyone because I've never been the envious type, but I know I need to leave where I'm living, or I'll probably commit suicide because it's only going to get worse. I'd be a fool to not listen to an "unhealthy" perspective of reality when I know it to be true even if it's not the ideal.

I don't want to wind-up dead because I have nothing but labor to look forward to.

Based, you're alright.
Could be worse. You look like a potential Hispanichad, so I say go for it. At least you're not part black.

get a haircut

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