So, here's my story guys... I don't know if I need advice or just to rant. I've been with a woman 13 years... We were there for each other when our mothers died, we are raising a beautiful son, and I can't imagine living without her. I helped put her through nursing school even, but... there's been no sex for a while now. Honestly, I don't think I want her in that way anymore. She's beautiful, sexy and... about as attractive to me as looking at my hand.
Years ago, she cheated on me. We've been in an open relationship since (and yes, we still had a lot of sex for a while), and I (finally) had a girlfriend on the side. It was great. I crushed on this girl a long time ago in HS, but then after dating a year (and going on trips, and family dinners, etc.) she dumped me a bit over a month ago.
I knew she would. She wants a husband, and... I can't do that. I just don't know how to move on. Do I marry girl A like I planned to? Do I say "fuck my life" and run for girl B, hoping it isn't too late? Do I take a trip into the woods and an hero after leaving a long love letter for each of them?
I don't feel complete without either of them, and I can't have both.
I'm all twisted and fucking broken, what the fuck do I do to move on?