Any former chad's here that turned into a NEET?
> be me
> played basketball all through high school
> lost virginity at 15
> Hooked up with all the pretty girls in my school
> was 'that guy' around school
> graduated
> went into banking
> wore suits everyday
> apartment in the city
> gambled heaps
>went out heaps
> would buy all my friends drinks because I made the most money
> took girls to dinner every weekend
> acted in a low budget indie film
> joined the stand up comedy circuit in my city
> slept with 60 girls by 22
> all of a sudden feel like jumping in front of train one morning
> realise I'm unfulfilled inside even though life seems great
> try to figure out what has made me realise ive lived a meaningless life
> cry in front of my boss and tell him I don't know whats wrong with me
> boss sends me to a doctor and they recommend me to a mental illness ward
> Spend one night there and check myself out because I tell myself I'm not like those people
> take an anti depressent they told me to take
> become disorientated and fall asleep on my floor
> wake up 15 hours later and tell myself never taking perception drugs again, makes me feel like a zombie.
> start reading philosophy trying to understand myself
> develop a real pessimistic outlook on life
> start hating society for being so materialistic and shallow (reflection on myself)