Hey Jow Forums, balding faggot here. I'm afraid my use of medication has caused emotional stillness and memory loss.
For the record though, I have struggled with depression all my life since 5th grade. Medication and therapy rarely helped, if it did, it eventually caused a bigger spiral downward. I've always struggled with motivation because of this.
Anyway, been balding since I was 17. Not the biggest deal in the world but I wanted to try to keep my hair. Started using minoxdil, got growth but didn't stop my hair from noticably thining.
Eventually went on propecia(finasteride) when I was 20 or 21. Great results, sustained by hairline.
Now I'm 25. For the past year I noticed I have trouble remembering things, ranging from stuff I have said, done, shows I have watched, and classes I have taken. And I noticed on and off for the past year that I struggle to feel anything outside of depression. I either feel nothing or complete sadness.
At first I thought it was just my depression, but then I started reading a lot of people complaining about memory loss and emotional stillness because of taking fin. There's no real studies behind it, just a lot of people commenting on the internet. I feel like there's a chance I completely damaged myself. I decided as of last week to stop taking fin, I'd rather lose my hair than my memory. So far, no difference. I feel like there's also a good chance it's just in my head.
Been seeing a doctor, on a new anti depressant that seems to be doing okay. But my memory and emotional stillness seems to be unchanged.
I have taken an MRI, no damage came up.
Seeing a neurologist soon.
I know it's a long shot, but does anyone have any suggestions? Anything to improve either of the problems.