Congratulations, you've come this far. You've taken many tough to swallow pills. You now know the truth about women and how they manipulate guys, alpha fucks, beta bucks, you've learned how White culture has been systematically corrupted, villified, maimed, and hollowed out by MSM and those behind it.
Now it's time for your final pill. The final pill is the thread that runs through all prior. It is "There is no morality, there is only power". This is something that resonates with you well because you know from experience morality is no more real than Santa Clause.
Where was morality on 9/11? or in the Iraq Wars, or in the USS Liberty? Or in anything, ever?
The sooner you realize power is the only factor at play, the sooner you'll realize how fucked you are.