i've been severely blackpilled for a year now Jow Forums, to the point were it's taking a massive toll on my life. i see no escape from this rotting modern world. im going to graduate with a biomedical sciences degree in a year and a half. my overall gpa is shit because i completely lost the motivation to study at all. i don't know what im going to do afterwards. I don't want to wage slave in some lab in a polluted city for the rest of my life. i don't want to marry some entitled woman who spends her whole day on facebook. i don't want to send my kids to school and have them get brainwashed and become video game addicted brats.
there are no woods i can escape to in egypt. our rural areas are polluted and slowly becoming less fertile. the ethiopians are building a dam, and the population is increasing at unsustainable rates.
even if i miracuously find a way to get a scholarship abroad, i will have to wage slave under the foot of some jewish researcher for a decade and some before i become a citizen. and even then i will never truly become accepted because i won't be among my people; i don't want the shallow "tolerance" of brainwashed liberals. if i decide to escape innawoods abroad, i will have become too old when the opportunity is available, and wasted any opportunity at having a family.
all i want is to live close to nature, safe from disaster, and raise a traditional healthy family. but day by day that goal seems more improbable. i don't know what to do.
i just want God to take my soul and let me rest. if suicide weren't a sin i would have done it.
Go see the pyramids and ride a camel. I would love to visit Egypt if doing so didn't mean getting beheaded. I visited Paris once and that's as much as the Arab world as I ever want to see.
Lincoln Taylor
user it's time to take your blue pills
Thomas Nelson
easy fix: get on a boat and head to europe. they will pay you to live there and you can find a nice european girl to settle down with and have lots of children
Jacob Murphy
the only reason im waiting it out is god. he is my last hope. lets hope my faith doesn't waiver haha.
also ted kaczynski was right.
Michael Robinson
i've long since OD'd on redpills it's too late im depressed but im not retarded
Jace Gonzalez
How bad are the Ethiopians? The left wants to bring them to my country.
Henry Long
At least you are a baby doomer, imagine being a woke milenial and still remember how society was when it was optimistic about the future.
Austin Jackson
You are living at the moment in history which white people reject genocide and reclaim their God-given place as rulers of this Earth. It's time you start living appropriately. It's time we both do.
Lincoln Ross
Read siege, hunter and mein kampf
Lincoln Watson
semi off topic, but how does it feel living in egypt being surrounded by so many people that seem from my viewpoint like retarded blind ideologues? It’s already pretty hard for me here in CZ, and I’m grateful to have found a god tier group of friends who aren’t the typical retarded pepiks with zero interest in anything cerebral, but how the fuck do you fare in egypt?
Jordan Roberts
libyans to the left of me, somalis to the south here i am stuck in the middle with jews
Liam Richardson
never interacted with them elaborate i managed to find a really small clique of redpilled friends, but most of them live in another city and we talk online. everyone else is an NPC
Benjamin Brown
>left >in chile wtf did you do? pinochet murdered them all and it took you only what 20 years to reintroduce them?
Jacob Martin
Socialism is entropy
Alexander Watson
>be accosted by gypsies and hustlers >see peasants up close >go to pyramid, still be accosted by kids trying to get you to give them money White people might have to go in black face
Evan Ramirez
you will suffer dearly if you take your own lives anons
Go to the coastal areas/Sharm, that's where it's at. The pyramids are full of scammers and they're underwhelming at best. I also like the new developments but I know that's not everyone's cup of tea.
Find how to make money off of lazy people, and be great at it.
If that doesn't work sell your shit and backpack the world for a while. Things aren't as bad as you'd think, and you'll gain a lot of real world experience.
t. Backpacker for 3 years
Andrew Parker
Hey Masri bro, do you have a cute sister or niece? If you do, marry her off to me and in return you can live in Belgium too
Bentley Lopez
Just renounce Allah and your people can behead you and put you out of your misery. Nothing of value will be lost
Leo Adams
stfu go build a pyramid
Hudson Reed
Imagine the mood at Rourke's drift when the Zulu showed up but the fighting had yet to start. That despair prolonged would crush the spirit of all but the strongest souls. Just remember that the despair ends eventually to be replaced by fear, pain, misery, and hardship. Keep your soul strong for such times, it is when heroes are born.
Julian Phillips
me right now except for the alcohol part
Angel Jackson
>egyptian depressed bro just go to somalia and be a pirate. Shoot RPG's n shiet.
Cameron Ward
يسطا زيي زيك، My life is just a bowl of shit and You're like describing me, but in fact I have a BIG plans to do and please man "dm" or anything please let's talk, give me your contacting email or any accounts of yours, anything?!?!?!
Cameron Cox
Very good user, I care so little I didn’t even read your post. God’s speed.
Nathaniel Jackson
Absolutely shameless top kek here's the you, you earned it only coulda been better if you were a poo
Ryan Morales
Didn’t read it sorry. I’m getting down in china town.
