So I just masturbated to CP for the first time and I'm wondering if I should kill myself now or just turn myself in and...

Enjoy getting killed by your fellow inmates in prison if you can't do it yourself

If you're not paying money for it, there's no harm done from you looking at CP. Just go on with your life as usual.

Acid wash your motherboard and go become a priest you sick fuck.

turn yourself in or kys.

You need to legitimately seek therapy and be honest and assure them that you really don’t like it and want to earnestly find ways to get around that disorder.

If you've gotten to this point, I can guess you've masturbated to everything else under the sun, it's fine but if you are beginning to feel self doubt and disgust, it's probably time for a change in your lifestyle.

Find some other activities to do, pick up new hobbies, find new people to interact with and begin anew. If you've come this far, I am guessing masturbating is something you do normally which is fine, but as I said if you're digging this deep, maybe it's time to find something else that makes you happy.

You never know unless you try, same as your specific findings here. Go find something out of the ordinary or even contemporary that you find interesting and do it, it'll make you feel better.

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Based and redpilled

you can't be blamed for fetishizing something most people are repulsed by. I'm not saying you should keep doing it, but you're wrong if you think masturbating to it holds the same weight as actually doing it to some poor kid irl. Fetishes are not something under your control, if you feel sorry just forget about it.

Most people in this thread lack empathy and are making a big deal out of something that isn't actually a big deal.

just make sure you're non-exclusive with most of your attraction leaning toward adult figures

Youve crossed a bad bad line user. No more porn for you until your mind cleanses itself of your terrible perversion

Lolis are not real people. They lack the rights.

Im only bumping to thanks for the advice. I'm going to ask for a therapist because this is really bad.

I think the worst part is i just don't really feel too bad for what i did which is what scares me the most. I think the nofap advice is good and something my former pastor tried to get me to do but its very hard. I want more music friends and people to jam with as this is my career path. The last thing i want to bring with me to any sort of fame is this kind of shit and it honestly really scares me. I think i might have been raped as a young child and think that might have something to do with it. Idk

I don't want sympathy just honest answers. Thank you.

Loli is not ok stop defending it people

lol

I have no advice. I know a pedo from school that looked at that shit but he got a degree and dated a 8/10 *shrug* maybe that can be you too if you man up and move on in life.

He used to be like, "Oh man I love those lolis" and how he'd be like "I wanna fuck that teen so much lmao".

You might get V&d so I'd consider that. You could try and see where you are in a few months along with working out and watch your testosterone jump along with your confidence. Try nofapping for a couple of months too. I take this from a former friend who was a pedo openly to me(his former best friend) and I never reported him because he was a genuine dude who actually banged women his age as well. Find God if it really bothers you and hell you'll probably end up fine like him.

>You might get V&d so I'd consider that. You could try and see where you are in a few months along with working out and watch your testosterone jump along with your confidence. Try nofapping for a couple of months too. I take this from a former friend who was a pedo openly to me(his former best friend) and I never reported him because he was a genuine dude who actually banged women his age as well. Find God if it really bothers you and hell you'll probably end up fine like him.

What does v&d mean

"vanned", a term coined in 2011 for being abducted by the pedo police for pedo porn. Basically if you tell her that you're a pedo and or fap to loli she might send you to jail.

Either will be fine, as long as you pay for your filthy mistake you creepy ass weeb

Dude a priest is the last thing a pedo should become

I think it was a joke referencing all of the pedo arrests against priests recently. It seems to be a booming job field for them *laughs*.

That you did this is never going to go away. I would tell you to kill yourself, encourage you even. Try and nudge you towards it. But I'm trying to be a better person, so perhaps you can try too. The fact that you went from loli to CP shows a clear escalation of sexual deviancy. The fact that you haven't hurt a child and feel guilty for masturbating to the rape of one shows that you aren't a complete monster, yet. Get help. Go to a psychologist or psychiatrist or whatever it takes. Desires can be brought under control, urges fought. All of us have to stop ourselves from doing baser things at times. Getting professional help is honestly the most sure way you have to help yourself.

But if it doesn't help, or if you are too ashamed to go, and the desire doesn't go away. And you find yourself continuing to ecalate, I would suggest that you kill yourself before you hurt a child or continue to take sexual pleasure from videos of them being sexually abused. It would be the most honorable option.

IRL children are not "lolis", they are real human beings just like you and me, so you're welcome to stop being a weeaboo faggot at anytime. Surely you wouldn't actually use that term IRL because that's embarrassing as all hell, so get that shit out of your vocabulary right now.
You should be aware that's frequent enough to be labelled as an addiction and you would need help regardless of the content of porn you've been looking at just because that's an unhealthy amount of masturbation.

You need to start asking yourself why you've ended up here and start taking better actions for your physical and mental health. You can punish yourself by taking all porn away for a month and start up regularly exercising for at least 1 hour a day instead. You obviously have the energy to do it, otherwise you wouldn't be spending it spanking it so frequently.

I'm thankful that you aren't far along enough where you can't recognize what you did was not socially acceptable or are trying to be defensive about it, because once you go that far it's no longer "should I turn myself in" but rather "I'm throwing my life away on an act that's permanently scarring other human beings but I'm sociopathic enough to ignore the damages it causes to others" and that's why pedophilia isn't taken lightly. You at least have a chance to turn your life around before making any more big mistakes.

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Infiltrate a CP ring, and then rat them all out. You can an hero after.

If you masturbate to cp while you're underage, is it still illegal? Asking for a friend

cringe
been fapping to loli for over a decade now
just so happens that i fap to and prefer mature bodytypes and as a result, fap to loli rarely
and cp having no arousing effect
just kill yourself pedo

Probably but it's probably also more morally acceptable as long as it is close in age.

You only like it because its taboo, the moment you stop seeing it as such a special thing, kept under lock and key, and realise its literally just sex and no different to normal porn is the moment you stop wanting to see it.

Its only bad because it causes children psychological issues and encourages human trafficking

But in reality, its nothing special, you only enjoyed it because of the taboo, when really there isn't one.

Honest to god truth. This is coming from a guy who is so bored of porn I jerk off to erotic fanfics and my own imagination lol. Porn is boring, don't let it become an obsession, it's not that special.

Literally this

This is also why you get bored of new fetishes and move on to other "worse" things, but when you get to the bottom of it there's nowhere left to go

find a new fetish, dont fap to loli's either

you cant stop yourself from getting diamond from CP but you can redirect that boner force to other fetishes
ignore it until you forget about it

no but you still watched CP

this
cp is still bad tho but yeah

The loli thing is probably a good idea. I think I've probably excused it before because of the whole "well it's just cartoons so it's not really hurting anyone" but I've been reading stories of a lot of japanese doujin artist who use real life examples for their art. I'll stop using that term.

Honestly I think I'm just going to figure out how to shut down the internet all together while I'm at home. i share it with my roommate but i'm sure there are ways to lock myself out.
I only really watch youtube and browse /v/ anyways and i need to finish this album anyways so yeah.
Does anyone have any suggestions?

ur fine
my friend accidently downloaded cp off of limewire when we were younger and fapped to it
hes graduating college now and has a long term gf
ull be fine