Bf needs me to cheat on him

Ive been with my online boyfriend for several years and things are very serious. I love him more than anything but we cant afford to see each other yet.
The distance has been rough to the point where he wants to see me doing something sexual since he cant be here so he can imagine its him.
He feels really bad about wanting that and ive been promising him for months I would do it, but the thought of another guy makes me suicidal. I want to lose my virginity to only him and only touch him. But I always said I would do anything for him and I feel pathetic I cant do this.
Its ruining our sex life because he cant stop thinking about it.I dont know how to help him.
What do I do?

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wtf? I never heard of anyone wanting to get cucked like that. w.e I didnt mean to be disrespectful, its just weird. Dont let another guy fuck you, record it, then send it to your bf for he can beat his shit to it. Just record you masturbating or something and he can imagine hes the dido or something. Its better than actually being cucked.

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Holy shit OP DONT DO IT. Dont give away that experience for something so dumb. There exists a guy who would love you enough to not want other men fucking you.
This is clearly important to you and will affect you deeply. When it makes you feel like this, it is not worth whatever sexual satisfaction he’ll get from you indulging his fucked up fetish.

I would honestly break up.

I know its a strange situation. yeah we do that all the time even with one but he needs more now. he wants to see literal porn of me so he can cum.
He just wants me to get it over with so he can stop wanting it. I know that if I did it I woukd be sick to my stomach for a kong time, but im scared if I dont do it I will lose him.
This whole thing is making him depressed and I feel like its all my fualt.

If he wants you to do something that makes you feel physically ill so he can get off to it and is pushing you to do it - he does not really love you. He is making use of you and is at best attached to you.

You shouldn’t be afraid of losing him. Losing someone who would make you engage in things you are strongly against and hurt you this badly is a net gain. Please don’t do something you will regret forever because of this guy.

Its not your fault. He should accept that he has to wait a little longer just like you have. Have you asked him to fuck another girl so you can imagine your that girl? I hope not. Especially your still a virgin. Your first time should be with someone you love and trust. If he deadass wants to leave you because you dont want to cuck a man you love, then HES the problem not you and if he leaves you for that, then good riddance. You deserve true love just like everyone else on this planet. Dont do what he wants you to do. And if he leaves you for it, then it was never meant to happen. but if it does go sour then dont feel sad. True love is out there. never give up hope.

He realizes that this is bad and has been saying things like how I deserve better. Its not like he doesnt want to change.
He makes it seem like he wants me so much that he only wants to see it happening to me. Because he said that he doesnt want me to cheat but he just needs a visual aid. He said that its also because of his trust issues from the past, so he "expects" for it to happen again.
But sometimes I feel like since he wants that then im not good enough, like what your saying. And that really hurts..
Its just that ive put SO much into him for so long. Breaking up seems so scary because I dont want it to all go to waste and hes just so special theres no one like him he is my dream guy.

you need to make a decision then. only you have the right answer for this situation. if i was you, I would not do it at all. I highly encourage you to think long and critical about this. Only YOU have the answer to this. Good luck user this is hard. Will you cuck your bf in the name of love? Only you will know. desu now he wants you do it but after hes going to regret it if you go through with it. he might not trust you ever again. sounds like he might not 100% trust you right now if he expects you to cheat. Idk user you may love him but think about it in a 3rd point of view.

Your dream guy wants to jerk off to you fucking other men?
Your dream guy takes years to go see the woman he "loves"?

Hes an internet romance. Its fantasy, its not real. Hes manipulating you, your his tool to jerk off too. A pretty girl that will do what he asks over the phone and on cam.

Wake up

People dont cry and scream to have the person they love fuck someone else on video and send it to them

If he needs more, demand he flies over, books a hotel, and fucks you himself.

if you want the advice though add my discord so we can more depth about this: StarGalaxy#6619

You're probably being catfished and he just wants a free custom sex tape.

Abandon ship.

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This is scary weird. Anyone who gets you into a situation that is scary weird is no good. Seriously, he may seem like all you have or whatever but there is no way this situation works out in a way that doesn't really fuck you up. You need to cut your losses and duck out before you get really hurt.

Yeah, this is retarded.

Next thread.

it sounds like you're going to loose him either way you choose... if thats the case then don't throw away your virginity when you don't want to over this... Even if your relationship with him does work out i really think this is something you will both regret doing later on in your relationship

The answer is NO

I had a few online relationships and i NEVER wanted to do something like this with them.

Lmao this is a joke.

A friend of mine did something similar with her now ex husband starting a few years ago, and it ended in abject disaster. He would find her men to Fuck then come home and tell him about it. And she went along. Three guys into it, she feel in love with the guy she was fucking. Who was an IV heroin addict. Let's see since then there has been divorce, the guy she was fucking od and died. Her kids are a mess. And so is she. I swear this is true. TRDL you would be a maniac to do it too

>our sex life
>I'm a virgin
>we didn't see each other yet
You're one mentally ill, retarded woman.

weird cuck but ok

I wish I had a girlfriend like this.
Seriously, hes lucky and a rare girl like you fell into the wrong hands. You know how many guys would kill to be with a girl thats this loyal?
Leave him OP. Find a guy that deserves you because it sounds like this guy has deep deep issues and isnt capable of fully loving you.

hes a psychopath OP ill be your boyfriend instead

So he's into NTR then?

You can accept your fate as the main heroine if you want but fucking another guy will lead to akward relationships from the future so NO.

Do you even know what's going on in his head? He might be tricking you.

Dont do it. It may ruin the rest of your life. I would say wait for a better guy to come around-someone that isnt a cuck.
All the girls ive been with were whores and I wish I had found a girl that was more patient in my earlier years and wasnt such a whore. Because I find myself unsatisfied more easily since ive had sex with so many roasties.
If I had a girlfriend like that I couldnt imagine trying to corrupt her like that for my own gain. You should get out of this mess before its too late.

>online boyfriend
lmao get over yourself

Sounds like a cuck, why don't you just take sexy pics

Worst bait of the week.

I'm a male, here's my advice:

DO NOT DO IT.

- Possible leaking: Mom's gonna freak
- Your smv goes down: You'll be seen as used good by many men
- Blackmail: Shiiieeeeet
- Filming yourself naked is just fucking gay, my dudette: Honestly, build some self-respect.

Fuck your bf, in the "leave him right now" sense of the word.
This guy's a total jabroni.

Find a guy who doesn't ask you to do shit like this.

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You sound really young and your so-called bf is moronic.
I been in a relationship like this and it’s not fun and they are never what they seems.
Your wasting your time and your leaving yourself open to be hurt.
If this guy really love you, he would put in the work to see you, not this fucking nonsense.
The last girl I meet online, I drive 10 hours to see her and we now live together.
What is stopping him?

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One, save your virginity to the one who truly loves you. Its the most precious and valuable thing a woman can give in her entire life. Two, just dress sexy and finger yourself. Three? Profit.

>Its the most precious and valuable thing a woman can give in her entire life

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Have you taken a girls virginity? They love you like no other. Literally the most valuable thing she can give. Its beautiful.