GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

I hate my employees. I hate every fuckjng one of them.The previous manager let them get away with murder and it's total anarchy because of it.

I work 64+ hour weeks because people don't show up and no one ever picks up shifts and then get screamed at by payroll because I make too much overtime.

I started writing people up and now they all hate my fucking guts and are being openly vindictive instead of fixing the issues. One of them even said to me "What, like I'm gonna get fired?"

Yes. Yes you stupid cunt.

I fired 2 people today so we're grossly understaffed but it was so freeing. I'd rather know I have to work their shift than get a call a half hour into it that they didn't come in. And it's so satisfying to see everyone completely panic.

Fuck all of you too for getting mad you have to work the day after Thanksgiving when I am literally doing a 20 hour shift in Thanksgiving Day so that everyone else could have it off. One of them seriously told me she couldn't come in and I needed to cover her shift even though those 8 hours are my only time to sleep before having to come in to do another 16 hr shift.

I fucking hate all of you and firing each and every one of you will be better than sex.

i dont even want to be rich or anything i just want to break contact with everything and everyone, family, friends, coworkers, everyday people i see, i dont even hate them i just feel like i was placed where i am by the universe and my own unwillingness to live. I want somewhere different where i dont have to think about anything about who i am or used to be.

Honestly, that's between her and God. It shouldn't change how *you* feel and *your* actions in the present. You can't control what other people do or their relationships with God.

>I guess I'm not free of sexual sin either

I'm not sure exactly what branch of Christianity you belong to or what protestant denomination you're a member of so your mileage may vary, but I've always been a strong believer in the five solae. At the very least, it's worth reading just for thought.

All the best, from one Christian to another.

Show these fannies who's boss. They should be grateful that they have a job, many people don't even have that chance.

Being a grad student sucks, I'm so fucking busy all the time. I'd do something else with my life but I have no skills outside of academia and don't really have any interest in living anyway. I'm too much of a coward to do anything about it but also too stupid to have set myself up to do something easier. Fuck.

Large part of being a man is dealing with shit and not complaining

I honestly don't know how to be nice. Like sincear nice. I feel like every time I give a complement or say something kind, that I'm forcing it out, ebven if I really do mean it. Being nice makes me feel vulnerable, and I'm to unwilling to take that risk of opening up.

I’m literally losing my taste for my girlfriend and women as a whole
I got her pregnant when I was 17 and have stuck around since
3 years later and I just don’t love her the way I used to
I threw myself into cars as both a hobby an a sanctuary from my life
I bought a sports car and when I’m driving that alone it makes me more excited than I’ve been with her In the past year
I can’t leave because my daughter deserves a unbroken family so I just fake it hoping I’ll eventually find a reason to love her again.
I’ve been creeping on a crush I had when I was in middle schools Facebook profile and comparing her to my girlfriend. I want to meet her and show her how much different I’ve become. I’ve had fantasies of doing so her realizing how great I am and both of us running away together from this life.
I don’t know what to do.

What kinda hourly wage you making, as a manager?

Your life is about your daughter now, not you, suck it up.

Part of being a person is worrying about your future. user seemed justified in his worry, faggot.

I'm honestly having troubles breaking into the tech scene in Canada as a guy. All the women I know got jobs immediately, but I know at least 3 other guys from my grad class struggling.

He's not justified, retard. His fear are completely unfounded. He's just throwing a victim mentality pity party and it's really pathetic. Go back to Jow Forums, nobody discriminates against men, bitch boy.

Yeah I know
Why do you think I’ve stuck around?
I could’ve just taken the easy route and abandoned her and paid child support
Give me some credit will you?

There are LITERALLY hiring policies in Canada that do this.

No, there are policies designed to reduce discrimination against women. That's not the same thing as discrimination against men.

She is my poison.

doooooo itttttttt

When literally everyone but you: Women, "minority" (now a majority in my city btw) men, faggots and trannies all get a boost in hiring, how is that not discrimination against the one group that's left?

Your just are that thick aren't you? I don't care about this guy or his struggles, I'm saying he's on a thread specifically to vent his frustrations. And you openly mock him for it? Go back to your hugbox on tumbler you slime covered turd.

See

12 an hour. 18 for overtime/holiday.

Give you credit for performing the bare minimum of your obligatory duties as a father? Yeah, sure. Want me to give you points for getting to work on time and cleaning your room too?

Nothing left to say
And all I’ve left to do
Is run away from you
And she led me on, down

It's been 21 fucking hours I want to sleep already god fucking damn it.

I am beyond proud of each and every one of you and what you turned this board into.

Stay Classy.

We won.

Keep the Peace.

I feel like Its too late for anything good to happen in my life as someone in their late 20s. Lost 100 lbs expecting it to fix depression issues etc but despite weighing less than I did as a teenager, it doesnt fix anything. I still feel like I'm out of time and I should have dealt with everything a decade ago.

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Boldy Go Where Nobody has Gone Before Then.

It is the Only Good Fight There Is

If I can't get my job back I'm leaving. If I die on the way to my destination so be it. I'd rather die pursuing freedom than go on living in this prison.

take me with you

That"s pitiful for managerial position. You should ask for a raise.

Those "I met women when I started doing what I enjoyed" stories are absolute bullshit and not good generic advice

This sounds incel as fuck but let me mention I'm not socially autistic and I don't hate women or anything.

But there are very few things that I genuinely enjoy doing, and most of them involve gaming. I'm hardly ever gonna meet a girl by just playing games, but "I'm doing what I enjoy", right?

Fuck off. The real secret is that there is no secret, it's a mix of luck and courage when it comes to meeting women. There's no magic switch, the guys who met girls by doing what they love (anything outside and popular) met them because they had more opportunities to do from that.

It's so fuckin frustrating seeing people toot their own horn and believe the way they met a girl is the "secret".

This is why I hate it when girls say "Just watch 500 Days of Summer. It will Explain Everything."

Naive

In reality it is.

I'm 18 yo and i feel like nothing good is going to happen to me, sometimes i have fantasies about being in relationship or having friends. I'm underweight, no accomplishments, i barly graduate.

You are just starting.

the twenties are the new teens so really you are just a baby.

It seems like I'm back into that insomnia/depression hole even though I'm listening to some really good drum and bass that kind of lifts my soul up a bit. I've been thinking about you and I don't know why I've become somewhat afraid of you. Maybe it's just me, maybe it's the way my mind is working at this moment. Maybe I'm being pessimistic. Maybe it's the sadness talking that I'm pushing you away hence the lack of interesting conversation. I don't think I'm interesting enough and I know this NEET life is catching up to me but no one wants to be around someone like me. I feel like a burden. I'm old enough to do something but something holds me back. I'm not the drunk person who misses you, it's the sober one who's afraid to spill feelings about you. The one that's put on this face of "nothing is wrong with me" when there's everything wrong. I guess I'm just longing for some kind of real connection.

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Can't believe you turned out to be this evil.

It was fortold:

youtube.com/watch?v=2B50RUXbs-8&start_radio=1&list=RDMM2B50RUXbs-8

That said I do my best and my work is revolutionary and will be out for public consumption soon although I don't expect it to take off for another year.

It's Free

Let me just use my safe space to be my asshole self and tell kids to go to their local library.

I judged myself and came out righteous in the end.

Then again I am saying the ends justify the means

Stop chasing girls. Find a woman.

More than one year unemployed. Tonight I dreamed I met my old schoolmates and they got to know the utter failure I became. I woke up and cried for nearly 2 hours.
I'm probably gonna kill myself before the year ends.

Have one

I am out of that game thank god

Sucks to be you.

I am the one funding my first high School Reunion.

Can't wait to see everyone myself

Why does the thought of possible sex make me really fucking nervous and shaky. I'm not a virgin but whenever having just the fucking idea of me being sexual gives me fucking coldsweats.

Cause you have to channel being naughty to do it.

It's weird

Only way around it is lovemaking for babies

Funny huh?

How can I do this?

don't know if i miss you or what we had
don't know if you're still into me or not
thoroughly confused about you
why would you tell me not to tell anyone, that there is someone else who told you he loves you? i'm your ex, what the hell
why do you still tell me i can kiss you whenever?

sent you flowers, even though you wanted some distance
i'm an idiot
i like romantic stuff
fuck me

Pretend you are the Devil Himself When Fucking Her for the Naughty... Although you could end up being just that

To have lovemaking well you need love and that takes two people of remarkable character- that's why they actually get the happy child

Not having a stupid retarded 9-5 job makes you a failure?
Cmon, it sucks but you're better than that

you're crumbling, sadly
you're sadly crumbling

I am a bit angry with you for not giving me the attention I deserved but you make me smile so much and you fill me with tenderness so I can't really be angry at you, plus I know it was all a misunderstanding. Yeah maybe my vision of you was perfect and now I understand you're not, but there are so many things that are far better than perfection... he isn't worth a dime next to you anyway. You're a gentleman.

I'm going to bed now, but I'll say this to the void. E, forever is a long time and I intend on spending it with you no matter what we did as stupid kids.

I'm coming for ya

Now that I'm older, I can understand many things that I coundn't understand in the past, but I still can't get how relationships works.

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I’m happy for you. Wish you the best.

>want to ask a classmate for her number
>due to thanksgiving break I won't see her for two weeks
The waiting game is awful.

What do you not understand user?

I find fucking itself to be rather okay. It's the lead up that has me in a fucking mess.

Also
>does small things like putting her face close to mine when using measuring equipment
>playfully takes my pencil and uses it without asking me
>always goes out of her way to laugh at my jokes
Can't believe I didn't notice it earlier

I don't get how somebody being old means we should forgive all their past transgressions and treat them like a needy baby made of glass. My grandmother has been a huge piece of shit her entire life and now that she's in her late 70's she's pulling the sad-ol-lady-act and trying to reel everybody in more. She tries to get me over to her house with gifts and random crap. I try, I even visited her once, but I can't just un-hate her. She put my mom and relatives through so much heartache and abuse in their childhood- 7 different exhusbands, most of them abusive to her kids, moved everybody all across the country repeatedly. Her kids finally settle despite their mental issues and she can't just be the nice grandma, she has to be a complete cunt to me and my brothers growing up. After the great-grandchildren came from my cousins she started acting like a "nice grandma", though, all sweet and shit to them and later to us. I can see right through her, though, I know who she really is. I remember the horrible shit she said to me as a kid and how she treated us and how many times she made my mom cry. You don't just get to be considered a saint and have everybody love you because you're elderly

I feel an unfillable void in me. I don't know what I'm missing. I have a good job, good friends and family who are supportive, but I still feel like there's something missing in my life. It feels like a cloud overhead that is blocking all the sunlight. I don't kno what to do.

25 year old neet who has done nothing with themselves except drop out of school, due to insane amounts of anxiety , and complications from PTSD from childhood trauma. I find myself friendless and aimless. I want to do better and be better like having friends to do nerdy stuff with and go to school (finally figured out what I want to do) but now I dont know how. I've spent years bubbling myself and now I dont know where to start on top of still coping with huge amounts of anxiety (which I've gotten better at doing) but if I cant figure it out in the next two years I figure I'll throw myself off the nearest and tallest building.

I recently moved out of my parents to live by myself and I thought it would help my depression but it's only gotten worse. I miss my family and I long for the past when I could find joy in life and the people around me. The longing for the past makes me feel like a child who's not ready for the real world. I'm starting to feel like this is true even though I have a job, an apartment, pay all my own bills, and have a gf. When will I grow up? Will I ever be happy or at least content with my life again? Does it get better?

i wish i was better. not in the sense of I'm a perfect human better but just not a god damn fuckin idiot. not a lonely boi who can only stare at an attractive female from afar but be abke to go up to her. not a guy that dreams of becoming something but then procrastinates on everything. i enjoy life but i dislike myself

I don't know...

I've been rooting for you the whole time Dumbass.

I’ve decided I’m ending it soon, significant dates are approaching, if I haven’t changed my mind by then. Should I say goodbye to you? Part of me wants to, it feels like the right way to do it, but another doesn’t really care - I’ll be dead. You’ll also try to stop me, which I don’t want. Maybe a note or a song’ll do.

You know those latina / gypsy type women, a tad darker skin, long black hair, and that "angry" / "disgusted" hypsy face where she's just fucking you for personal gain. That woman loathes you and she's go a crooked nose to boot. A real God damn gypsy nose. Wide hips, an ass that only a latina with the right implants can have. Tight body. Hatred and sexy stuff all mixed into something you'll never be able to understand.

meant to reply to OP

Please don't.

Why did I stop having positive thoughts and why did I start caring about what others think of me? I hate my college situation, it sucks, and there's not denying that, but I know I can bear with it, and when I get home like I am doing now, I should just forget about everything and enjoy myself. Next year everything is gonna change, I don't give a fuck about what my father thinks. I want him to support me and help me, but my wellbeing is number one priority, and I don't need him to feel good about myself, especially when everyone else is with me

Why aren't you hiring new people plenty of workers out there

Dedication>motivation not the same user

My boyfriend has a micropenis (2" erect) and he doesn't believe me when I tell him it's not an issue or dealbreaker for me.

I understand now that I never meant anything to you and strangely or maybe not strangely I just don’t give a fuck.

Every time I get a job my mind drifts from bettering myself to picking up other pet projects. Im currently being offered a job that pays more than any I've ever had before and my mind is reeling at the possibilities because ive only recently started to acknowledge myself as the author of my own story because it always seems to go that my best laid plans get uprooted.
In walks M, a girl who inspires me to be better than I've ever been before, to the point where ive got exes coming out of the Woodwork from so long ago that I didn't even remember some of them existing, and they all want a taste of that sweet "life going well" feeling.

Tl;dr this new girl is Strange and unpredictable and I find myself truly lost for the first time in a life where The Flow was largely dictated for me and now I can choose my own destiny.

Yeah that’s precisely what I don’t want. Like, I’m going to do it, nothing to do about it, but I’d rather hug goodbye than just be told not to do it hysterically.

Recently got a woman's number. She has a live in boyfriend but she downplays her relationship with him and is very clearly sweet on me and has been for a while. I don't see myself as a guy who would creep on another guy's girl but I am really liking her. We hangout and talk after her bf goes to work.. I'm such a scumbag. I know I need to nip this in the bud.

How the fuck am I supposed to practice cool hobbies after job if my medication is making me feel exhausted and drowsy all the fucking time and it's either taking it or having a major fucking allergy and having my skin look terrible and hurt me all the fucking time CHRIST FUCK

Not that user but half my graduating class killed themselves. So. Not everyone is so fortunate.

I'm scared and paranoid af

You don't really want to do it otherwise you wouldn't look for closure.

The fact that you feel you need to say goodbye is the reason you don't want to do it.

Look, ultimately it's up to you. No one can really stop you.

I worked in a psych hospital years ago and at this hospital, they had a patient on the intensive unit in the observation room. Camera on them at all times. Think of a padded room without the padding.

This patient was so determined he ripped off his large toenail and used it to tear into his wrist deep enough to where he bled out. Happened on night shift. Big lawsuit.

The fact is, when someone is in such emotional pain just being alive they will do ANYTHING to get out of feeling it.

The fact that you WANT closure is a healthy sign you're not ready to do it.

I hope you choose life.

I don't want to work today. I will go in but depression is fucking crippling me. I just want a couple weeks off just to cry and be a sad sack of shit.

I can’t stop thinking about her. I’m gunna ask her out Friday evening but she’s always on my mind

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I feel all the decisions I make are somehow wrong. Option A is wrong because reason X, option B is wrong because reasons Y and Z, etc., and not making a decision is just as bad because I should be able to make one. I've always been told I could do anything I put my mind to, but I'm 23 and my options are becoming limited All the choices I haven't made are starting to catch up while I'm still unable to make choices that are currently relevant. I feel like I'm being pulled in a hundred different directions, and each thread that grts cut just jerks me violently around

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Ya, I’m not them but when I was 14 and tried to kill myself I didn’t say goodbye or think of anyone. I just took a shit ton of pills and got in bed and went to sleep. Luckily I woke up vomiting. My mom cleaned it up and we never spoke of it. I say luckily only because I’ve had a few good years since then but I’m ready to go again.

I wish I'd had a shot with K. I pussied out before, even though she'd be perfect for me. I wish we'd have a chance to meet again and take it from there. Christ I fucking wish I'd have a chance.

I'm scared in case she hurts herself, but I can't keep worrying about her life and problems when I have my own to deal with. I'm watching my life stumble and fall while worrying about hers. I can't keep doing it.

Ok. Well. You don't know what lies ahead. You might have some really fucking awesome experiences ahead of you and you're going to miss out.

But again, your choice.

Similar story here but I woke up being taken to the hospital. My mom kept going on about how embarrassed I made her. Hoping this new job I just had my second interview for can pay enough to let me move out finally.

Last month, I confronted the girl I had been dating for 5 months about where our relationship stood. We had met on OKCupid back in June, and had pretty much gone out every week for 1-2 days/week on average. I am 28, have dated a lot but have never had a relationship, and this was my first time having a long relationship with someone. I was pretty explicit about my interest in her and my end goal (if things went well), and also told her that if she was not interested, to call if off ASAP early on.

Anyway, months go by and we progress bit by bit until we hit a peak on her birthday in October where we do a Halloween event and stuff. The next week she goes cold and distant, with one word text responses. I suggest a date that Sunday to go hiking but she deflects. I end up suggesting maybe having a lazy date and watching Netflix and she agrees. We meet but I can tell that she is avoiding being near me and spending time on her phone. By the end of the day, as we are saying goodbye, I call her out on in respectfully by first asking where she saw our relationship going, and if she felt comfortable with me, cause I had noticed her attitude. She pretty much gets like she is about to cry and tells me that she only saw me as a friend and not a future partner (we had kissed, held hands, etc.). I responded pretty simply that "fair enough, it was fun while it lasted and I enjoyed my time getting to know you. I guess there is no point in contacting you any further. I wish you good luck in your life, I really and sincerely do." I got out of there and did not look back.

>1/2

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