Suicidal Thoughts Thread

Tell us why you feel like ending it all, or how you quit feeling this way.

>Share stories, questions, insight.

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>How did tou quit feeling this way.
I’ve numbed out. I also solved a lot of the problems that were contributing to the bad feelings, like maybe half of them.

>Numbed out.

Anti-depressants my dude?

>how you quit feeling this way.

Are you white? If so, read on.

I was in the same spot as you. Suicidal and depressed. Tried hanging myself multiple times since no access to firearms.

2 years later I'm fit, employed, in a steady relationship, and strong.

Join me in taking the NatSoc pill, followed by the God pill.

>Become connected with your ancestors and Creator
>Motivate you to exercise your body and mind to glorify your race and God
>Give your life purpose
>Shed degeneracy (alcoholism, drugs, fapping, self-loathing)

Etc.

Watch the Greatest Story Never Told and read the Book of John. Even if you are hesitant, do it. The documentary is six hours and it will take you 2.5 hours to read the Book of John. This is a very small amount of time which can open you up to new vistas of inspiration.

Godspeed user. Heil Hitler, Deus Vult, and God bless you.

Come to sixteen divided by two chins for further truth bombs once you have completed this preliminary step.

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>saw the exact same post in an R9K thread

is this a copypasta

No, probably a comrade inspired by my post and trying to help others

I just took 7000mg of some pills I found
I'm done with life everyone
IT DOESNT GET ANY EASIER

Imagine a world in which becoming a shit-eating neo-nazi was an actual cure for clinical depression.

You can do the same thing with Socialism user, if you're interested. Start with Marx, come to terms with the superstructure of society and your role within it, do away with the false opiate that is religion. It's great, and slightly more socially acceptable than being a literal Nazi.

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>You can only have suicidal thoughts if you suffer from clinical depression
Clinical depression is way more common than people think, social stigma obscures it.
Suicidal thoughts are even more common than that, and the social stigma is even worse.
This is normal in a healthy society made up by mentally healthy people.

>socially acceptable
What if there's no society I want to be accepted by, because the societal values don't line up with my personal values?

I was suicidal again until yesterday. It comes and goes. All I can do is cope through various strange means. I read some occult/Hermetic texts and felt more relaxed about life as a result.

I can cope with lack of money, gf, status etc. What I can't cope with is having no driving purpose in life and nothing that inspires me. And the thought of wageslavery honestly makes me want to die more than anything. The world is a horrible place unless you can find your own way and escape societal pressures and the corporate grind.

>responding genuinely to an obvious shitpost
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Nazis deserve a bullet and a shallow grave. I recommend building your social identity around that fact.

I know a guy who wants to kill himself because he can't get a girlfriend. How do you stop someone from killing themselves for reasons like that?

Not interested in your brainlet bandwagon hivemind ideolgy. Would literally choose fascism over this garbage

I still have self esteem or insecurity issues and general unhappiness and struggles in life that make me want to die. I was more suicidal but I kept living and I keep going past an age I didn't think I'd make it to and it feels good. As proud as I am I am still amazed at a shit life I pretty much caused.

Not arguing for nazi's here friend.

>Tell us why you feel like ending it all
Because it's a lot of hassle for nothing.
Why force yourself awake? Why eat? Why breathe? All of this is a tremendous lot of effort and it ultimately leads nowhere.
Daily life is a chore. Having to think, blink, walk. The >now< has zero appeal.

Only thing that might justify going through all these pains is the future.
But I have no future. I already chose my path.
I chose to give up and refuse all help.

I'm on a highway to ruin, and I wouldn't want it any other way.
It's already done, I just have to wait for it.
And wait I do.

I made my life a living hell and can't live it through.
That's why I want to die.

I dont have actual suicidal thoughts. my therapist called them suicidal ideation. as I've no real intention of going through with any suicide. I think about it because I feel like there are no more surprises left and all thats left is to slog through life slowly, one miserable day at a time, waiting for the next milestone. a small pinch of joy among the immense, perverse, boring wage slavery life, surrounded by shiny happy empty consumers of garbage culture and garbage products. waiting in line for iPhones and putting 60k cars on a 6 year note.

>tell us why you feel like ending it all
Viewpoint that we, as a society, have developed a governing system towards the greater good. Consequently, have willingly relinquished any freedoms and there is no way to live without perpetuating the system that is driven by money. System only is beneficial if everyone abides by its construct but in reality it caters to those who rely on those who comply. (i.e. antivaxxers rely on remaining population to vax). Premise that majority determined actions ensure greater good, and will mitigate individualized profits, yet this assumes the majority is capable of intelligent reasoning and free from persuasion- which are absolutely false. Also, this system has failed as we still battle the same issues from 100+ years ago: racism, sexism, poverty, theft, rape, etc. Only progress has been to adapt the methods these are carried out. And I only see further downfall in the future. Lastly, there is no one who can explain who the “they” is that justifies living this way. And where “they” have been given this authority.
>how you quit feeling this way.
I did not quit feeling this way and truthfully, still do not have a valid reason to live. However, I am not comfortable with reliable suicide methods. Failed at the “painfree” so unless I somehow find the courage to blow my brains out, I have to suck it up and find a way to keep on.