Brink of snapping and killing someone
>Me and my sister got in a fight
>She basically destroyed me in terms of roasting
>The hard stuff
>Saying ill die alone, in basically an incell, the works
>I keep running over everything she said and it pisses me off that she might be right
>Legit want to stab her while she sleeps the more i run over the fucked up things she said
>Mostly because they are all my fears
>Downed a pint of rum to calm down
>Didnt work
>But dont want to actually kill/hurt her bc i like my ass hole smol and away from black men
>Long stroy shor all i can do is sulk and its making my mental state worse and im actually fucking imagining how great it would be to fucking end the cunt once and for all
Guys please fucking help me