GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

I love you I miss you I want you
But how am I supposed to trust you?

Its my fault

I gave everything for you and you betrayed me. I hope to see you suffer with your pathetic life you have chosen while I am driven to succeed more than ever. I hope you regret what you did for the rest of your fucking life. Every day when you wake up in your shitty apartment with your used up whore body I hope you think about what it would have been like to stay with me. I want to hurt you more than you hurt me.

I fucking hate you.

There's nothing special about you, no reason at all I should be with someone like you, but why the fuck do you keep reappearing in my head. It's been almost two years and just hearing your name still bothers me. I hate it, I hate not being able to get rid of you. I wish I never met you, wish you would stop existing.

We were playing games with love, knowing both full well it would never last. But no matter how close we got to the end I only held on tighter. Cutting you off should've ended everything. But all the things left unspoken have just spoiled overtime, and I'm left with this rotting memory of you that's haunting me. No way to reach you I want to scream. I wish I could make you feel how shitty this is, but talking to you again would ruin everything, again. I just want you out of my fucking head.

Why do I miss you.

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I think i'm having feelings for a nigress... I failed/pol/... Should i rope?

Why does it hurt so much?

>used up whore body

Why even care

Damn gave everything and she still fucked someone else? Maybe your everything wasn't enough? Oh yeah, it wasn't kek.

I no longer think about being with you & when I remember the time we were together I just get mad for wasting my time.

Seems like I’m free now, Daniel.

That’s great!

I fucking hate daylight savings time, and I refuse to set my clocks forward. People who set their clocks forward an hour are fucking retarded. I don’t want to wait until 9 fucking PM for the sun to go down. Fuck that shit. God damn I hate daylight savings time. Whose stupid retarded idea was that anyway?????? They should be thrown in jail

Seriously fuck daylight savings time. I won’t set my clocks forward no matter what. Fuck that fucking retarded shit

You are nothing but a waste of time Samantha.

I guess living near the equator isn't that bad.

People who set their clocks forward an hour are all fucking stupid and I’d like to punch them all in the face

I also hate traffic lights and crosswalks. I don’t need some stupid fucking light to tell me when to stop and go. I’ll go whenever i want

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I'm stuck in a job I hate doing exams I don't want to do out, just doing them out of expectations set by other people. I work then go to bed and repeat, the only moments of joy I used to get out of drugs I can no longer do due to crippling anxiety related to them. My life just feels a big fucking joke

groups for last group project of the semester have been announced

yet again I was not put in a group with my crush. thats it. it was my last chance and now its over

Im too autistic to cold approach her and will never have another good reason to interact with her

Yeah fuck traffic lights. We don’t need them. I’ll drive my car whenever i want without stopping, and everyone else will just have to deal with it

I have no fucking clue how to make friends. I met my best friend when I was 10 when I saw him drawing battlefield 2 fan art at school lmao. that was the first and only time I went up and starting talking to a stranger

now 13 years later Im at uni and have no clue how to become friends with the people around me. Im not into drinking or clubbing so that automatically takes away the biggest way people seem to meet here

now the only human interaction I have is on Jow Forums or with my friends from back home (either when I go visit or play games with them)

Go larp somewhere else, twat.

Fuck traffic lights and fuck crosswalks and fuck daylight savings time. I’m so angry just thinking about those things that I could punch a hole the wall. The government isn’t allowed to infringe on my freedom by telling me when to stop my car, and the government isn’t allowed to tell me to set my clocks forward. Whoever invented traffic lights and daglight savings time should be shot

I went to a date with a girl, who is my best friend's sister, after watching a movie we went to a bar, she got drunk and started to tell me that she is attracted to me, she likes me and she kissed me and when I started to feel drunk just told her that we should leave the bar and that I will take her to his house (she doesnt live with my friend) she got mad and four days later I saw her kissing his ex boyfriend. Women are crazy. But I'm happy because I would rather keep my friendship than a crazy bitch.

This moved me

Daylight savings time is a god damn motherfucking government conspiracy. It’s a conspirascy to depopulate the earth by making us lose time.

U dumb? You have the potential to get a job and be a functioning member of society thereby improving the economical standing of your whole country.

The country is doomed if the government keeps stealing time from us. That’s why daylight savings time is a conspiracy

You could like stop reading my mind? That might help /:

I can't get over it. I've said I could get over it but I always think you're talking to him or messaging him when you're not talking to me. You say you're napping but your naps have come more sporadic and frequent. I can't help but think you fell right back into his predatory trap. You say I'm the greatest thing that's ever happened to you and you would never cheat because you were cheated on. You told me that night I brought it up that I'm the only one you love and you wouldn't leave me for him because he took advantage of you, even if it wasnt physically. I guess I just can't trust you without being a control freak and knowing you don't do it. I over think the whole situation constantly. I sincerely hope I'm just stuck in my own head and it's not happening. I guess I won't know until you slip up if there is something happening.

I have a job. I don't see how that job contributes to society. If anything, it contibutes to the degenerace of society.

Okay mate

If you are a tranny or a fag, please do not say "as a gay person" or refer your sexual orientation in your bio. You are a normal person and nobody fucking cares if you like sucking juicy bananas

Don't you know?
You can't possibly be this oblivious.

Simple concepts and idead still take time and effort to understand, before you've understood them.

ffs did schizo change to new retarded shit to schizo over? I hate that these people exist. go disobey traffic laws and get run over you freak. are there no mods on this board? this is spam.

I have a dick bitch. Bigger than yours. fr

I'm so mad I fucked it up. The relationship was taking too much of my time and I was fucking up the rest of my life because of it but I was fucking happy for once.

I raped my gf last night.
Worth it. She didn't know that I had drugged her with sleeping pills. Also I planned it out for a while, waited for when her period would start. She complained about the pain and a bit of blood. "Probably your period babe ".
She never has to know.

We haven't talked since December, well we haven't REALLY talked for quite a lot longer. I know you don't come here anymore, and you want to bury the past. But I hope you are doing alright.

All I want, more than anything in the world, is to forget. All the happy memories are tainted. I don't need or want them anymore. If I could reset my mind I would do it in a heartbeat.

I always try to act like I don't have a care in the world and that things don't bother me, but I'm such a nervous wreck. My friends look up to me to calm them down, but either I'm losing my shit or trying to numb the pain. I can't even look a stranger in the eye without panicking a little bit. I don't know how to be comfortable with myself or be fully confident.

I don't know how to express my feelings for others because my heart got destroyed by close friends and now I feel like a shitty friend for covering up my appreciation for them with shitty jokes.

>If I could reset my mind I would do it in a heartbeat.
I feel the same. If there would be a pill that just deletes your entire brain, like making a rest, I think I will take despite it it meaning that I will die because all that means being me would be deleted. It would be better selective deletion, then I would delete like 80% of my brain and keep the 2 or 3 happy memories, things that I don't regret doing or the little things that I like about me. Unfortunately that is sci-fi. I have read about invasive treatment for the brain to provoke damage to some parts of the brain and then make it regenerate but they sound too much scary and they are very expensive and only a few tens of people have take it.

If you're that curious just reach out. There is no harm in it.

No, don't do it, delete her number right now.

ive been in a realtionship with a girl for a year in mexico and have given her over 45K for helping her "survive" she will be moving in with me in two weeks. i am nervous and am kind of thinking i dont want her here. she has already asked for my hand in marriage and agreed to a prenup. 45k is not a big deal to me as i am doing just fine. maybe im just gittery?

Do acid. It won't reset your brain but it will make you think in different ways, after the trip is over you realize it is possible to think differently and it not so hard.

Just uninstalled Facebook. Just uninstalled all my addictive mobiles games I'd spend all day playing. just uninstalled all my dating apps

Hoping that without those distractions, I can move on with my life and focus on shit that's actually fun and cool instead if addictive and only there out of habit.

Pic related. What I'm trying to achieve.

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>I know you don't come here anymore
I hope you aren't one of those delusional anons who say "here" as in these threads lol.

I'd do anything for you

Fuck you sheriff office

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I wish I could uninstall facebook.

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I wish I knew how to uninstall Facebook.

>spend 9 months sitting around doing fuck all after quitting job
>its ok, im smart, ill be able to just walk into any job
>spend 3 months applying
>1 reply, 1 interview, no feedback
hmm
>rejig cv online
>phonecalls nonstop
>opportunity for 3 month contract, immediate start, that might go full time
>told interest in full time role but still waiting
im thinking just take the immediate job just to fill gap in cv and work to make it full time
but i may be screwing myself out of a full time position in the long run
hmm

I don't care about anything but you.

Thats no good.

Kys

Nobody cares except you huh

Something he would say *-*

That is part of the reason I quit it. I would've quit it long ago but it's just so addictive. And for some reason quality shitposters in content creators still use that platform. For my own good though, I quit it. Besides a lot of those assholes don't think of themselves as content creators and rather as page admins who need to promote their page instead of just shitpost and share memes.

Why can't just ONE girl I like feel the same?

You don't like enough girls.

We actually have run into each other here before and talked about it in private after, but no I meant this website in general.

I think my trip tomorrow is great timing. I don't need to deal with any drama. I was ok wth something casual, but you seem to be dealing with a lot. And if what you say is true, I doubt you're going to follow through and continue our relationship.

Bump
I agree with user what is with people that make their entire life revolve around 1 stupid thing? It's like they're no longer user, they're gay. Like it's some cult.
Note to you: never quit a job without having another to fall back on.
Lmao nice job paypig

When the fuck did I become boring? The sex was great and I teased you into letting you do anything, but from a time where you couldn’t go a week without wanting to get together now suddenly you put so little effort into hanging out. I’m fine if you’re losing interest or at least I will be fine, but every time I’ve tried to be straight with you about it you say that’s not the case. I can deal with you moving on but being stuck in this perpetual state of thinking you’re trying to without me noticing is what hurts.

How does it feel losing the one girl who actually loved you for you and would've helped you to achieve whatever made you happy?

You are the master of reversed psychology.

T.

I know we aren't romantically compatible, for several reasons which I agree are unfortunate dealbreakers. Regardless, I still really care about you, and I'm here for you always. You really touched my heart and you deserve all the good in the world to come to you. I hope that despite me sperging out on a couple occasions, we can be good friends and help eachother out when we need it.
I dreamt last night we hung out and at some point had a nice, long hug. No romantic notions whatsoever, just platonic embrace, and that was perfect. I hope things work out like this, how nice would that be.

Make a thread. I’d like to know as well.

Who the fuck are all these people pretending to talk to someone that isn't even there? Disclaimer: your target audience is definitely not here

"I'm going to go back to my home state and take my BF of less than two months with me."

Uh...good luck with that? People make me wonder sometimes.

No shit. I fully acknowledge that im larping.
You happy?

It is a curse to like someone who is even more shy

I'm not autistic. I am attractive. I am superior. I am diagnosed with Asperger's because they are afraid of my intelligence.
I don't need anyone. I don't need anybody at all. I am fine. I have good writing skills. My father says I understand people. I have been told that I am good at conversation.

And yet I'm diagnosed. I'm diagnosed and there's no way to prove it otherwise

I broke a chair yesterday o the day before. I'm scared of myself. I don't even want to go outside any more because there are people out there who judge me and don't like me because I'm autistic and awkward and a piece of fucking...

Conselor told me to see an asperger's specialist. psychologists offices are al backed up and I don't know how long I can do this they keep denying me service because they're booked or not calling me and i dont know if its me or them or the booking what if theyre lying to me abot the booking im just too difficult to treat what if they hate me what if everyone hates me or doesn't like me and they just say they do
no one except my family loves me and they proably dont even like me as much as other families ill bet ill bet m y sister is done with me because i ask her too many questions and i say too much
the dnd group i found has one girl in it and it makes me not want to go because shes pretty and i fucking hate myself because im 30 and ill see is 20 year olds who think im their age because i age slowly but im not even young any more im just a piece of fucking shit now and i broke a chair like a fucking sperglod from some autism cringe compilation
i bet thats what people see when they look at me

and all i do now is bring people down

i dont want to go outside and just make peoples days worse

i mean the fact taht im not developing friends easily kind of proves it it proves that im better of staying in here.
one of my friends from an old dnd grup was saying im on the spectrum... and then he said aspergers was bullshit too which was weird but he said im on the spectrum and i guess that means something
but i havent found many close friends and i havent found love. peple with AS i was reading usualy never find love and they live at home. the only reason i moved out was because of my terrible sister and her kids coming over consistently and me trying to focus on college
maybe some stupid cunt some day will pity me and she'll think she loves me enough that the illusion will work LOL no that's not likely to happen. Relationships are the exception not the rule. And in any case apparently relationships and sex do absolutely nothing to make life feel less empty in the end which I'm sure Jow Forums can attest to

I just want answers

I would be fine learning I was a worthless piece of shit so long as it is actually proven. I don't want to kill myself only to learn I actually had potential to do good shit. Likewise, I don't want to struggle all my life only to find out I was actually a worthless piece of shit all along.

I hate being blinded to the truth

>Note to you: never quit a job etc
yeah i know
and ive given that exact advice to others
but im such a dick i thought doesnt apply to me lol!
ugh
i have some serious catching up to do with friends, family, ex jobs and everything
all i have in my to do list is
1) secure job
2) go back through everyone in life you know and help them with whatever they need, you arrogant self-entitled prick

you're an adult now
don't think about what your can do for your society but what you can do for yourself

though if you are really wondering you can study politics and vote for correct candidates on local, state, and federal level (America needs a well educated electorate more than anything).

Oof I'm very embarrasing

I need something interesting to write under my Instagram pic in which I believe to look pretty handsome...

I posted some pretty dark shit here months ago about my depression. Just wanted to drop by and say that I feel a lot better now, it's been a slow progress but things are starting to clear up. Back then I wouldn't have believed if someone told me it would get better, it felt so permanent but here I am.

I always considered depression, ptsd, etc to be complete bull, just weak people who feel sad and need labels for it, but I know now how incredibly tough it is, I can't even describe it in words. I hope those among you struggling with this curse can find a way off it too.

Working full time and going to college full time is such a fucking chore. I wish I worked less and chose better majors but at least I'll be graduating with zero debt.

It says “write letters” at the top of the thread dip-shit. It’s totally reasonable for people to write their shit out to try and get a more object view after reading it back. It comes with the added bonus of someone who might be able to empathize responding. How are you this socially inept?

Try not to worry about this. There's nothing you can do about it currently, although there will be in the next few days. Enjoy your time off, you deserve it.

Fuck me for wanting to spend time getting to know them first I guess.

I think im getting depressed,i had my first serious suicide thought today,i was shocked that i imagined it all,i wasnt even passible about me dying,i just felt bad for my brother mother and sister for when they found me,i dont want to ex myself for them and dont want to come to it as a solution overall i was feeling ok some months ago but now i just think of my future and can picture myself spinning in this hellhole of a world like a fucking wheel

I fucking hate you for making us go to motherfucking scotland, you fat piece of shit. LITERALLY ANYWHERE ELSE IS MORE EXCITING THAN YOUR POOR MAN'S ENGLAND.

Hi I'm Chad.

Dont,thats cringe

do what instathots do
make a statement about something else in the picture or about the context of the picture, not yourself