I was molested when i was 13

i was molested when i was 13

i was on a camping trip with my neighbor's. on our second day there a group of older girls, maybe 16-17, invited me into their camper. i went inside and then they surrounded me and held m e down on the floor and then started taking all my clothes off. when i was naked they started laughing at my dick and then started playing with it and the one girl tried fucking me but i was too small. i was crying and then they let me go and spent the rest of the weekend teasing me by calling me baby dick. luckily i never saw them again

anyone got a story worse than mine? as a result of this i'm a 30 year old khv with a phobia of intimacy.

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Whew that's horrifying. Until I was 9 my sister and her friends would do this to me every night when I took baths. They dressed me up like a princess once.

I also had a dude grab my nuts on the way out of a Walmart bathroom once, I was 18 he was like 35 I just panicked and ran.

I just repress this shit waaaayyy back in my head into a little rock and then it's like it never happened theres just blanks in my memory lol.


Also holy god damn fuck is anyone else phoneposting having the problem of the top ad expanding covering their text while typing? I'm ready to shoot up a church over it :^)

Oh and my sister and her friends they didn't try to fuck me, if they did i don't want to remember it, they just diddled me and laughed and I think took pictures once. I don't want to think about it that hard.

And I've had a couple instances where gay neighbors in their +40s were either wearing women's underwear around me or offering to suck my dick. Those experiences were moreso just creepy.

how old are you now? can you look your sister in the eyes?

OP I think you'll be ok. I went through similar to what you did but now when I see women sex is all I think about and when I say sex i legitimately mean imagining my winky on her buttcheeks. Seriously though, I've had so many encounters with women, most of them terrible because i couldn't get hard because I'm waiting for the part where they laugh at me for being a little boy but it doesn't happen. Now I'm just playing it cool, enjoying bachelor life, if I come across a nice girl that wants to do stuff then maybe but I'm really waiting for that friend girl that turns into a girlfriend then wife over the course of years.

Tl;dr: you'll be ok but maybe don't chase sex or women

I'm 25 now she's 30 something. And you know ironically over the years she's pissed me off MORE because of other reasons. So my entire family especially her is in another city right now and I'm cozy as fuck all by myself taking no calls from no one seeing no one. If I ever see my sister again I expect money she owes me, apologies, and quiet respect.

I did show my weiner to one of the girls that diddled me later on when I was 17, then she showed me tiddies, made me a birthday cake that year. She really wanted to fuck me. I kinda wanted to fuck her. But she had 5 kids from different dudes all way younger than her hahahaha. That shit felt good for some reason but also felt weird

I had to lie to lose my virginity. I told the biggest whore I ever met that I had sex before, she never said anything, I couldn't boner, but I at least got it in, I tell her afterwards, later on that day people from my highschool are texting me laughing at me for being a virgin. I just smirk
>Doesn't matter, had sex

I was molested like 4 times or something

>maybe like 6 or 4 something, older kid made me touch dicks with him. Being a dumb kid I didn't even know what being molested was it was only after the fact that I found out what it was.
>maybe like 14 or 15, at cousins' place. Fem cousin drags me out of bed in the middle of the night to "show me something", half-asleep I follow her into the basement where she starts to give me a rub & tug. I'm half-alseep and barely know what's going on but keep telling her to stop and try like slapping her away but she's still pulling and gripping at my dick like a maniac. get caught and everyone thinks I was the pervert.
>be 17, or something, drunk and waiting for the last night bus. Some dude walks over and starts saying just as the bus pulls in and as I go "what" and pull my earbuds out he just totally grabs my dick. I wanted to beat his ass, but also wanted to get home more than that so I just called him a faggot and got on the bus instead.
>19 or maybe 20, EXTREMELY drunk at a club, girl who was mutual friends and stalking/eyeballing me since the first semester of college just sits on my lap and starts humping me or whatever, I actually don't remember much other than sovering up into the evening/night and being like OH NO IT'S YOU

and then one time I was at a urinal at a shopping mall adn this asian dude like 3 urinals over turns to me and says WOW YOU HAVE BIG DICK, I SUCK YOUR DICK and I just started laughing at how brave he was with his dead-ass all-or-nothing cold approach but also because my dick isn't really big at all so that made me laugh even more at how obviously lying he was.... unless it really was the biggest dick he had seen so far. I wasn't mad or anything I just walked away and said "no thanks, you're alright, good luck"

Overall, no intimacy issues with girls whatsoever, I've had sex and been in relationships but if a dude ever slaps me on the ass I get the impulse to punch his face off.

Those all sound pretty normal especially the first one. You never sword fought before? What are you a faggot?

I bet you never peed an X with your best friend before either

oh and also
>be like 8 or something
>walking down the road to the local public pool, up an alleyway
>a bunch of "older" (probably like 15 or something) girls walking down the path coming towards me, obviously comeing from the pool since theyre in their bathing suits with towels around their necks and everything
>giggling like mad cunts
>I'm just staring at my shoes
>HEY KID
>look up just as we're face to face
>one of them pulled her top down to show me her titties
>they run offf giggling
>I stand there for a second
>I just start to cry
>cry as loud as possible, tears running down my face
>I was now aware of what being "molested" was and how it was a bad thing and I thought I was gonna get into trouble or something

>Those all sound pretty normal especially the first one.
Statistically speaking, being molested is actually fairly normal yeah.

You lucky bastard. I didn't see titties IRL that weren't my mom's until I was 17.

Also, you guys remember how awesome boners used to feel? I remember I used to be able to fit the entire head of my penis in the cap of a sample shampoo bottle.

I'd pay money to fap with my dick that small again. I swear to God the smaller your dick is the better shit feels.

Seriously did you not sword fight with anyone before?? When I was 9 I remember getting naked with another 9 year old to play in a little pond. Wasn't sexual we were just really fucking weird. He took a shit in front of me, I still can't unsee that.

>you guys remember how awesome boners used to feel?

When I was a kid who didn't even know how to beat off yet, they were just annoying. it was just like a giant muscle cramp that everyone could see.

>When I was 9 I remember getting naked with another 9 year old to play in a little pond.

That's not the same thing as having a 13 year old gay kid manipulate you into touching dicks with him.

My sister showed me her butt once when I was 9. I cried and ran to my dad and told on her. It was awkward and confusing lol

OHHHH yeah that sucks, damn.
I remember being 7 or 8 and showing my penis to like 3 of my friends
>My best friend; show them the baby to grandpa trick
>Dumbass me: ok!
>Whip out penis
> Baby...
>*start getting boner*
>Daddy
>*Full boner*
>GRANDPA!!!!!
I think my toys had lead paint or something. I can't explain most of my childhood.

Looking back, after all the shit with my sister and her friends and then me just swinging it around for laughs with my friends, until I hit puberty I had the extreme fear of women knowing men had penises. I legit believed most women didn't know what a penis is lol

>I legit believed most women didn't know what a penis is lol
Older user here, and actually before like 2002 or whatever when most people had the internet and therefore porn in their homes, most girls did not know what a proper penis looked like and also guys didn't know what a vagina looked like.

We did have sex ed courses starting as early as 5th grade or something but it was all bullshit like the pictures in our textbooks weren't pictures they were always these weird diagrams that were see-through so it looked like a penis was just a series of tubes and veins and you could a woman's ovaries through her skin and everything, and also for some reason those sketches always put too much emphasis on the asshole for some reason.

Oh and maybe we'd see a childbirth video from the 1970s, just to traumatize everyone in the class.

But it was a good feeling lol. I remember getting boners that felt so good but I had no fucking clue how to touch myself so id just squeeze it and push it down and out and shit like a dog humping air hahaha

Shit I remember being at the doctor once, 7 at the oldest, doctor is touching my dick with a popsickle stick for doctor reasons, I get hard as fuck immediately and panic, I jump off the table and pointed it at my mom like help, and she just turned away and put her hands up hahaha oh god I really didn't need to remember that

Yeah I remember being confused about what pussy actually looked like topologically for years. We had sex ed for same sex in 4th grade then learned both sexes in 5th, same as your situation except this was 2005 and the internet was there but none of us knew how to use it/had 2 hours to spend waiting for *A* website to load

I can't imagine how psychologically fucked zoomers are having smartphones as young as possible. I really can't imagine having internet access that young. There's no way being able to see porn and gore at age 7 doesn't mess you up

It still upsets me that the vaginal hole is away from the clit and all the stuff on the outside is just flaps. Also that it's not closer to the butthole. I remember the first time I noticed women's butts, fantasizing about just sticking it in from behind, literally no fucking clue that it's actually between and in the front

I remember my dick used to get so hard it'd curl upwards and point at my face almost touching my below. Now my full boner just almost points straight outward :(

Some dude molested me when I was 11, I was in line in a bakery buying bread, he started poking me in the ass with his dick then grabbed my balls, this lasted for at least 5 minutes, then mt grandpa showed up cause I took too long, he just ran.

...in front of people?

Being able to poke anyone in the ass with your boner and not get shot immediately sounds like some super saiyan god 3 shit to me

The worst part is how internet porn went from just normal vanilla titties to just all the weirdest depraved fetish shit all just making the front page of the biggest porn sites on the planet. incest, choking, trannies, scat, cuckolding, you name it. Everyone who's like 25 and under thinks that it's totally normal.

I also feel bad for anyone who grew up on this website. Thank christ it didn't even exist until I was like 19, and then I only found about it when I was 22-23, and it only started going downhill these last like 5-8 years.

No one saw, it was really cramb, the line was long plus I lived in a really shitty part of russia, for some reason bread was hard to come by at that time, so there was alot of people, me being a short 11 yearold didnt help me with me gwtting noticed.Russia, there was shortage of bread for some reason at the time, too many people and I was too short to be noticed.

My brother went to a all-boys catholic boarding school and there was just so much gay shit going on there that he would tell me about it just became this wall of noise of which I barely remember anything.

One I do absolutely remember is how the guys had a "game" where they'd go around and sneak behind someone with their palms pressed together, shove their palms finger-first up someone's ass crack (bonus points if they were naked) and then spread their hands apart.


I was just like "wut"

I'm also pretty sure they would unironically circle-jerk with a piece of bread and everything, though I might be confusing him for another kid.

Alright, spill the beans, you got your (You)s now, what doujin did you read that story in?
>/ss/
>gentle femdom
>mindfuck
Come on now, this sounds like something straight outta most user's dream doujin.
What next, a trap?

I grew up with /b/ in 2006, no one else even knew what a meme was let alone Jow Forums, I was in the know. Now it's common knowledge and every captioned digital image is a meme. Theyll never know the fucking thrill of being in a golden thread that gets shotted and referenced for years later or seeing something YOU made blow up with thousands of "likes" on a page you didn't even know had your shit.

I think Facebook is extremely more toxic than Jow Forums. Jow Forums is like being a drug addict with a giant bag of drugs, yeah you can do anything you want, but if you fuck up you fuck up. Facebook teaches you to behave like a robot, those kids that are doing all the liberal shit have no individuality, one of them might even be the next Hitler, but right now all they know is edgy is cool

Do you not remember 12yo girls? Standing in a line, they're all taller than you, the authority figures say
>Yep, you know girls *mature* faster than boys
>I have titty bumps? I'm a mature woman!!
They instantly become entitled, you're just a little boy, they're already women.

>Facebook teaches you to behave like a robot, those kids that are doing all the liberal shit have no individuality, one of them might even be the next Hitler, but right now all they know is edgy is cool

That is literally what Jow Forums does though, moreso eight chan but here still. The irony is that the NPC meme is used by people who are completely unable to express themselves without using Jow Forums memes like "based' "red pilled" "s oy boy" and all that.

You think that all these kids that all have the same pepe pictures in their pepe folder, all the use the same language, all watch the same video and podasts, all use the same copypasta and all believe the same ideas have a ounce of independent thought and individuality between the lot of them?

top kek based and red pilled, as the kids say.

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reminds me of an ancient /b/ pic of some russian girl grabbing a young slav's junk outside of a soviet appartment complex and he's just looking forlorn and confused more than anything

be grateful over the only sex you get you fucking retard

Yeah, that's what I'm talking about. In 2006 shit wasn't like that. Remember that Wendy's commercial..? You know...
> The MEMER!!
That. I blame that shit. Oh the 2015 Tumblr raids totally fucking backfired. /gif/ is Tumblr now.

I think you might be projecting a bit here.
As someone who grew up in this website, what you're saying is true. I spouted everything I read here untill I was in my early 20s.
But then again, I'm thinking, isn't it normal to be influenced by your social enviroment?
So it's very logical that someone with not much social interaction outside this place would easily become a part of the hivemind.
Or maybe I am the one who's projecting.

I um .... I can fap to that.
You're talking about an older woman holding a younger man's penis? Yeah. Yeah I can fap to that multiple times. Please find that and post it.

>/gif/ is tumblr now
Porn, gore, gay porn, more porn, porn, Jow Forums stuff and more porn?
Then fuck, I should've visited tumblr earlier then.

No, he's talking about (was it a gif? can't remember) of a teenage girl, pinning a young boy on a wall and grabbing his balls.
My younger self busted so many nuts to that one.

You're right but its worse in some places more than others, the point I made is that it's worse in Facebook.
Yeah you're cool if you're trendy here, but there's no likes, no shares, almost no rules. Facebook has a system that controls what you post, you HAVE to follow order there-

Okay realize this, do you know how much child porn is on /b/ right now?? At least half a gig dude. Can't do that on Facebook.

Dude there's 5 nigger roach dick and cuck threads all day every day. That's not Jow Forums that's tumblr

NIGGER WHAT FIND THAT SHIT

I don't think I ever opened another tab and typed a website that fast ever before.
Where's all the CP?
Cuck stuff has always been popular here, it all started years ago with NTR doujins and it spilled over.
Cba to browse thousands upon thousands of old /b/ images atm user.

No. It's heavily frowned upon. I've had a small dick fetish my entire life thanks to mentioned experiences, I remember how God damn fucking hard it was to get SPH/cuck/sub shit on /gif/ in 2014 you were lucky if you got one thread like that in a month. The Tumblr raids happen, a year later, /gif/ is suddenly nothing but "BBC" all day every fucking day.

Are you joking?? Look in any thread with nude girls and tell me you don't see any under 18yo

user, why do you think I'm on Jow Forums? And I've been in this website for a very long time.
Do you honestly think I've ever seen a girl naked outside of porn?
I can't really tell, at all.
In the end of the day though, does it really matter if a girl is 18+ or 17, 11 months and 364 days old?

I remember when "traps" was pictures of girl being dumped with everyone being all MM YEAH MOAR SAUCE SHE'S SO HOT and then towards the end the big reveal was that she has a dick, hence "trapping" people.

2019 traps is literally just straight up pictures of dicks.

Facebook doesn't have a "liberal bias" or whatever grandpa likes to complain about, there's loads of angry racists on there and right wing groups and everything, as well all the lefties. There's a wide variety of opinions and beliefs and ideas.

The big difference is that here people all share the same language, all post the same pictures, all have the same memes, all share the same beliefs, all type in the same way - and if you don't then you can bet your bottom dollar that you're going to hear until the end of times about how you're a SJW roastie white knight beta cuck s oy boy redditor NPC normie.

If you're not posting frogs and wojaks like all the other retards, then you don't belong on Jow Forums anymore.

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Yeah, it matters, don't fuck babies dude I'm pretty sure they won't survive unless your dick is small even for a micro. Haven't you seen Serbian Film?
Yeah, good ol days.
Okey dokey. You're telling me the people smoking weed and twerking on Instagram and using 20 emojis in every *sentence aren't liberals? Okey dokey.

That's Facebooks audience dude. It looks conservative but it isn't.
>Zucker((((berg))))

I have no interest in babies or toddlers user.
But I see nudes of a 16yo and I honestly can't tell the difference between hers and the nudes of an 18yo.

>You're telling me the people smoking weed and twerking on Instagram and using 20 emojis in every *sentence aren't liberals?

They very well might be, but that has nothing to do with the site itself.

Jow Forums is facebook's audience? what are you saying

When I was 12 a mentally disabled adult who lived on our street asked me to go on a walk with him.
I thought whatever and went.
Then we walked behind a shed and he told me to take a shit in front of him so I wouldn't need to go later.
I tried to get around him and he grabbed me, so I told him to turn around and then I'd do it.
He turns around and I fucking belt it home, start crying and then my parents called the police and he moved out, end of story.
Probably the closest I ever got to having weird rapey sex stuff done to me, but I got off lucky.
Sorry to hear about your op.

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Holy fucking shit that's awesome. This. This is the type of stuff I'd pay 30$ to see in theaters. Real shit that makes you think, god damn I hope David Lynch hits one more discordant note on his way out.
No, the popular Facebook crowd is mostly liberal and or follows the Jow Forums jew conspiracy, I mean apparently even maga people turned out to be a jew thing according to Jow Forums
my phone keeps trying to capitalize "jew"
>Silly phone, proper nouns are for people not things.

>follows the Jow Forums jew conspiracy, I mean apparently even maga people turned out to be a jew thing according to Jow Forums

I'm thankful I have absolutely no idea what you're talking about

>Not realizing that 16yo is a high School junior
>Assuming every high school nude on /b/ is a junior
>Assuming they're not even middle schoolers
>Spikey evil red erection

Trump is now apparently cucking his wife and kids to some Israeli jew and a terrorist group and sending them our tax money or something I don't know I mostly go on Jow Forums to shitpost

Basically jews owned most of the slave ships bringing over all the niggers abd roaches. They do in fact run the media. They want racial tension. They've been kicked out of many places in the past. The Holocaust is the only historical event illegal to dispute.
Jews are potentially sketchy.

I feel sorry for all those kekistani retards on Jow Forums who thought that Trump was gonna be like ISRAEL: YOU'RE FIRED on his first day in office after publicly executing Hillary. Turns out he was an Israeli/Saudi bootlicker like all the other president before him, who would've known.

whatever does that have to do with facebook or Jow Forums

>lol

women dont commit crimes youre lying

is this a ylyl tread lmao

What do you have against people typing "lol" like they have been for the last like 20 years.

I bet you use "kek" instead

See

Yeah I started drinking as soon as I realized someone is going to screenshot debilitating memories I have and eventually I will see it again somewhere else after I've completely forgotten I even posted it

>
That post is utterly meaningless. Explain yourself. What does zuckerberg have to do with the kinds of people who are on there? You can't just put jew quotes around his name and expect the rest of us who aren't pol NPCs to be like "ah yes, say no more. praise QAnon."

i meant lol as in i am lol

Fucking greatest part about this, it's all dudes in here. None of us went to the police, none of us are going court about it today, we're not out having protests. We're all just sitting here laughing about how are winkies got diddled. I mean hey it's still getting some action at a young age right.

Until someone comes in here talking about being

is ok
i was sucked off when i was 4 yr old. i also sucked off the person. i dont remember who but i started masturbating alot after that. alot more has happened but this one is in response to your story m8

lol i couldnt cum until i was 12. the first time was likw "wow wtf so this is what happens when you go longer"

>Imagine being this dense
He's saying Jews run Facebook

Fucking a, you sucked a dude as a kid? That's some nightmare shit

>EEEYYY THESE FUCKIN BROADS AMIRIGHT? WOMEN CAN'T EVEN BE RAPED WITHOUT COMPLAINING AND MAKING NOISE ABOUT IT NOT LIKE US COOL FELLAS THAT TAKE IT ON THE CHIN AND WALK IT OFF

not the kind of post I was expecting to see in this thread, but then again this is Jow Forums(nel)

and I'm asking, so what?

Ha high five I also couldn't make it work until I was 12. I'll never forget the first time I tried
>On vacation in the spring
>With mom and cool wine aunt
>They're out doing middle age woman shit
>Awesome condo in a pretty wooded private area
>HBO and Cinemax
>Cinemax
>I see boobies and sex for the first time
>Try tugging on my peepee like the way I saw my friend do it once
>Nothing happens
>But wowwwww boooobieeesss

desu idk how to feel about it.

a main source of resource accumulation for women is found theough self victimization

meanwhile half this thread is about how we're victims of Jewish control

If I were you I'd write and paint or something and never explain anything but indirectly spread that fear you felt. That's what I've been doing.

fekin noice

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Meant to

I also VAGUELY remember being at the doctor's and some nurse (young girl NOT the doctor) taking a photo of my erect penis with one of those old shitty bulky cameras and saying
>These are only for the doctor, user

why was your dick hard

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lmao

It was after I saw the doctor, my mom went to the front to sign papers or something, I go into a room led by that lady, it's just me and her, she tells me we have to take some pictures and I have to pull down my pants- yeah I don't remember what happened there, but then im erect and she's taking pictures of it while I'm holding up my shirt. Haa yeaah I don't want to think too hard about that one either, yeah maybe someone could/should be in jail but too late/fuck it/i bet my dick just looked that good even when it was just lil finger

this is why parents need to stay with their kids when they go to a clinic

I do remember thinking about videos I saw in school about similar situations and I said something in objection and that's when she said
>These are only for the doctor, user
God fucking damn it I just realized that's not my first creepy doctor experience
>14
>Doctors office alone with doc
>Pull down your pants user, no all the way
>I pull down my underwear
>Doc says "Nice"
Agh, I don't remember what he did exactly how he touched my dick but he touched my dick and it wasn't a normal "turn your head and cough" damn it. I'm going to get more beer :^)

My mom was in there the whole time with the doctor and the doctor left when my mom left? Maybe I was putting on my shoes or something because why would my mom wait for me at the front but I now believe that woman was waiting around the corner to pull me away for that moment . UNLESS the doctor was in on it and instructed my mom to do so

>a group of older girls, maybe 16-17, invited me into their camper. i went inside and then they surrounded me and held m e down on the floor and then started taking all my clothes off. when i was naked they started laughing at my dick and then started playing with it and the one girl tried fucking me
this is like the fetish fantasy of like 90% of the plebs on here, you realise that, right?

You're avoid the part where people are publicly calling him baby dick

:D

Lol, baby dick

When I was about 4 or 5 I was molested by a retarded adult.
They were a family that we visited quite often and they had a fully grown son who has some form of severe autism, he can barely functional at all.
Anyways he would ask me to hang out in his room, play with his toys and watch movies.
One day he told me wanted to play doctor, began playing with my penis and pour water in my ass.
This happened twice, the second time he blackmailed me into it because I somehow knew it was wrong.

I told my parents and they told me not to let him do it again, after that I just refused to go to his room from then on.
I completely repressed it for about 20 years, never ever even thought about it until I bumped into him in town.
I just froze, it all came rushing back, I felt some intense primal fear and just ran
The guy is in and out of mental hospital and needs 24/7 supervision, he is not allowed back into his family home house because he tried to kill his sister.

I often wonder how much it affected me.
I am a fairly nervous person and terrified of intimacy with women.
I am a good looking guy and fairly charming so I have had offers from women but always made an excuse not too.
I am a 25 year old virgin who has never had a gf.

>I often wonder how much it affected me.
>I am a fairly nervous person and terrified of intimacy with women.
>I am a good looking guy and fairly charming so I have had offers from women but always made an excuse not too.
>I am a 25 year old virgin who has never had a gf.

you sound just like me
hang in there and don't give up!
maybe see a therapist. when you call the clinic tell them specifically what your issue is and they will assign you someone who can actually help you.

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Human beings are just a very advanced form of parrot

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