Am i a fucking pedo

words cannot describe how beyond disgusted, ashamed, and repulsed I am at myself. I thought I couldn't get any worse and here I am.

>be me
>19f
>go to my first con ever
>character cosplayer of the same series greets me really excited and adores my cosplay
>really sweet guy
>in fact he's really cute, just wanna hug and cuddle and smooch him all over and hold hands?
>oh fuck
>is this feelings?
>thorough the days of the con, he insists on me tagging along with them and showing me around
>i look like a little duckling following a human around
>god i love this guy
>we even get fairly close, sharing some deep feelsy stuff
>m fucking fw i learn he's 15
>fucking fifteen
>nearly finishing HS while I'm just starting it (stayed many years back cause I'm retarded)

>keep talking to him anyway
>obviously don't have that kinda feelings anymore, feel too disgusted
>still like hugging like i do with all my friends but not sure if i can even do that anymore
>he asks me to hang out with him and show me around his hometown
>i keep reminding him my age, asking him is he not worried, do his parents let him, does he have homework done, etc
>he keeps insisting

What the fuck am i supposed to do and NOT do? cut everything off? Cut the whole friend group off?
Is it legally and morally wrong of me to hang out with minors at all?

I don't understand this whole adult thing. It's so fucking unfair. I don't even know how to tie my own shoelaces and ive been pushed into this "adult"ing rules all of a sudden.

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Yeah i just called FBI, you're fuckt m8

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Sis, he's 15. Look into your country's laws and wait it out. You shouldn't cut him off completely just because he's younger. Get to know him and stay friends with him. No, you're not a pedophile. He's very clearly mature if you couldn't even tell that he was 15.

Just don't be alone with the guy OP, it's cool if you want to be friends with him but you have to remember he's a minor and barely starting HS. Remind yourself of that every time and don't ever go beyond a simple hug.

If for any reason you feel you can't keep your distance then cut the whole group off if you have to, you have to respect these age boundaries OP. Remember, don't be alone with him, it'll make things easier.

based and /ss/pilled
all hail 15yo chad

This

18 isnt some magic number that makes people suddenly become mature and adult, honestly he seems more put together than you. 4 years is not that big a deal and in most states/countries hell be legal next year

Keep him until he's old enough you tardette

What the fuck girl there is literally only a 5 year gap
Chil out

Girl, i looked 14 when i was 19. Haha chill.

Just fuck him. I lost my virginity to a 18f when I was 15. I absolutely loved it and I still think about to this day. She was amazing.

It is legally wrong of you to have sexual relations with him, assuming you live in US, if you live in a more rational country of course he'd be legal next year so I'd advise you to wait it out. But you probably live in the US, I'd like to tell you that it's not morally wrong to hang out with him, of course it's wrong to try any sexual advances on him, or manipulate him in any kind. It is not wrong to be friends with him and see where it takes you from there. Remember, 3 years later and no one will bat an eye. Just don't be a sheep, and don't be an asshole.

nobody cares if the woman is older. dude will be congratulated and lauded for being with you. go for it, fuck arbitrary rules

This, you could even fuck him and then sue him for rape if the sex wasn't good enough and you'd win.

>adults fucking teenagers
>more rational
Predator please

> 18 = Adult who knows what he's doing
> 17 = Minor who can't possibly know the consequences of the most basic thing a human being is supposed to fucking do

>What the fuck am i supposed to do and NOT do?
Depends, are you still attracted to him despite knowing his age? If so, then go ahead and fuck. He's not complaining and we all know women don't get charged for child molestation.

Spoke like a true predator. There has to be a cutoff date and 18 is the best time for it. But even then, you'd still be an absolute predator creep for making sexual advances on a 18 year old even if you're only 25~29. Just not an illegal creep.

The thing is he wants to go alone with me on this hanging out thing. And obviously I don't plan on more than a hug. Hell, even with friends, if they're not comfortable with physical affection like that, I don't want to do it.
>barely starting HS
the one barely starting HS is me, he's going into uni this year AFAIK (different education systems between countries i guess)

Nope, not in the US. West Europe

>are you still attracted to him
sexually/sensually or anything? No. Like I said it disgusts me now. But I still like and want to hug, snuggle, hold hands and all that shit like I do with most people. But that's probably creep territory.
>women don't get charged
But that's fucked up. Fuck that. I refuse to be another one of them.

Things are different for boys and girls. If the roles were reversed I could see a stronger reaction. For guys its different, you getting with him might be the best thing to happen to this guy.

This user gets it

oh boy hes gonna get some adult pussy and he knows it
you gonna put out OP?

Just fuck him. When I was 17-19 I use to fuck 15 year olds all the time since they’re so easy and always virgins so I didn’t need a condom. Now that I’m older I’d never risk it but hell yeah user do it

explain how the fuck this 15 year old is able to go into university and you're just starting high school

>Like I said it disgusts me now. But I still like and want to hug, snuggle, hold hands
then that just makes you a needy, clingy bitch with emotional and mental issues. Check yoself befo u wreck yoself nigga

You're not a pedo, you like his company though. You don't want to fuck him so you're not a pedo. Easy peezy.
If nothing else you could be like his legitimate big sis protector and shit and even if his family gets to know you and they know you just care for him like a sister would, especially if you have no family, that's ok.

Be like that chick in FLCL but also don't fuck him. In a few years if he's still interested in you as a friend you have a lifelong bestie.

Get some help

>older male chasing younger female
>EEWW! Lock that pedophile away! Where's the police! Somebody think of the children!

>older female chasing a younger male
>literally nothing happens

> West Europe
> 15yo starting college
> Wants you
> You want a friendship with him
Go for it. Strengthen your friendship, it's okay. If he makes sexual advances then it's on him. Just don't manipulate him.

I stayed many years back because I'm retarded and kept falling. Now I'm trying to do HS through some online system for people like me.

I'll derail this a bit, what are my prospects for getting a date with a con girl if I don't cosplay or do art? OP's new boyfriend clearly had a leg up in this situation since he already was deep into this stuff, but I'm a shy guy that's still kind of insecure about liking con-tier hobbies.

>just starting highschool at 19
>?!?!?
Wtf OP, sounds like you have much bigger things in life to worry about than fucking comic-cons and a crush on someone a few years younger than you. For real, get your shit together or you're never going to get on in a decent functioning relationship.

no you arent a pedo, you just started liking this guy. Pedos are people who have sex or look at porn of really under age children not teenagers.

>West Europe
Your situation is only unusual in that it's gender swapped. If anything, it's a lot less degenerate than what passes for normal here. Stop worrying so much.

>I don't even know how to tie my own shoelaces and ive been pushed into this "adult"ing rules all of a sudden.
i mean.. this has got to be bait. Who would believe a 19 year old can't tie their shoes

It's not unbelievable, it's usually overparented kids that end up like that

t. didn't know how to bike until my first gf showed me at 18

Fuck you manletfujo, that guy was luckly and you want to fuck with his life?

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So what this person has been wearing velcro all these years? I refuse to believe even over protective parents would teach a child how to fucking tie a shoe.

A lot of people don’t have their shit together and still have a bf/gf, and a lot of people who has their shit together don’t have a bf/gf, so shut the fuck up with your pessimistic bullshit, user. Not OP btw.

Technically hebephile.

But that's not the point, the point is fucking him is great for all parties involved UNTIL he decides to tell his friends how cool he is and his friends let slip to their friends and so on and then a metric fuck ton of exponentially increasing people know about it. THEN it gets shit since stat rape must be reported.

No you're not a pedo because 15 is not a prepubescent age you fucking dumb slut

The ball of intimacy is literally in your court. You’re a woman and practically immune to the age of consent. If he tells anybody y’all had sex, what are they gonna do, report you? You’re 19 and he’s 15. The gap isn’t that big. Just seems like it cause you’re young.

>in fact he's really cute, just wanna hug and cuddle and smooch him all over and hold hands?

how do i get a girl to think this

damn im the same as you except im a dude, except when you're a dude it's not cute so just be happy you're a woman

Had a similar thing happen. I was 18, he was 15. And he just seemed soo fun and I flirted for a bit. He didn't seem to mind, flirted back. And he knew I was older than him.

But then I had a realization. he called me, asking if we could hangout and I told him I couldn't and had no time for that. Which was a lie, but I just felt so fucking weird and just couldn't do it.

It's a figure of speech dipshit, don't take it so damn serious

Send them a peepee pic

Based and Hansenpilled

You're not a pedo, but my God, you are retarded as fuck

I'm 29 and still fuck 16-18 year old girls because it's legal. Don't freak out about such a small age gap

thanks for all the responses.
I guess I got to think better... Fuck, i don't know...

Okay, man, you know what? Fuck you. I bet your toes smell.
you say that like I asked to be born retarded.
Getting into a program to get HS qualifications done and trying to find a job IS getting my shit together. If I wasn't getting my shit together I'd be lounging around at home all day depressed, miserable and useless like I was before.

calm down, it is true. well, I can kind of tie them, it's just... a big huge mess.
my parents taught me, but I never got it right no matter what.

Like I said, I really don't want to fuck him. at all. I feel outright gross and disgusted and wrong.

no shit sherlock, how do you think i stayed so many school years back and my life went to shit?

th-thanks

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