GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

I was in the same boat. This means you need to be around other people. The people you are around happen to be assholes.

Tell them straight: talk to me, not about me. If they keep it up, walk away and meet new people. Yes, even if family members. Relatives can be assholes, too.

I told them, they won't stop.

You can't turn down someone who isn't coming onto you, faggot

We are better off strangers anyway

Keep lusting after her no one cares

Wait what, did you get not turned down or did he get not turned down?

Exactly. No one cares, so why should you?

Hey, Becky. You know what really pisses me the fuck off about all of this? The gaslighting. Having you outright denying that you ever did anything wrong, telling me that I imagined the whole thing, and then manipulating others into telling me that I’m wrong. That shit is fucking gaslighting, you fucking bitch. You’re denying the reality of the situation. Do you have any fucking clue how fucking annoying it is to have people insisting to me that I delusional, even though I have already been officially evaluated by an actual psychologist and been told that I am not delusional? Why the fuck do you think I would spend $700 on a PsychEval? That was the whole fucking point of the PsychEval. What good is a PsychEval if nobody takes it seriously? Why the fuck would anybody spend any money on that shit? Do you think that I would do it for fun? Do you have any fucking inkling how annoying that shit is?

And what the fuck was your deal back in April of 2017 when I was asking around in regards to laws forbidding psychologists and psychiatrists from evaluating people for personality disorders without consent? The reason that I was asking around about that shit was because your boss said to me that they could not evaluate me without consent. Your boss told me that the MMPI-2 was the only way to evaluate for personality disorders.

Do you honestly think that this is good for my mental health? Why should I give a fuck about your mental health if you don’t give a fuck about mine, you fucking cunt? You obviously don’t give a single fuck about me. You never did. Fuck you. And you actually have the audacity to tell me that I’m a shitty person? Calling me a stalker and shit? What the fuck were you doing back in March and April of 2017? That shit was fucking stalking. And you’re still fucking stalking to this day, you crazy fucking bitch. Jesus fuck. Talking to you is like talking to a brick fucking wall.

Just ask me out already so I can mention I can't have kids and get lectured about how I'm not a real woman for the umpteenth time.

I'm so tired.

I uninstalled discord. It's clear by now, you don't like me enough. You are traumatized by clear communication. You only want to see what you like. I get too upset even thinking about you. You will only think that I'm a bastard who ghosted you. You'll never think you're at fault.

I don't know whether to tell you or not. That from this point on I'm just walking away from not only you but everyone in my life. I know none of you give a shit, I know you are all going to fuck me over behind my back and in all honesty. Because I'am yet still a fucking nice guy I let this get to this stage. And in all honesty I just can't deal with it anymore. And the ironic thing is the fucking irony is. All this time I was scared to go back to where I went used too. Because of how fucking lonely it was and all the bad memories. And only know do I fucking realize it should have been the first place I went too. So now the place I wanted for so long is the place I want to leave. And the place I never fucking wanted to go. Is the place I don't ever want to leave. But if it is between going back there and not taking my life. Or staying and rotting away here until I do take my life. I would rather just go.

I wish you would have given me a reason not to love you

I need to improve by a lot in a short amount of time and then continue to improve beyond that. I won't be satisfied otherwise.

Wanna’ go out?

why does this have to happen to me

It will be the death of you. And it will be a hollow victory after that also.

What?

I’ve had sex with prostitutes like 5 times and I always regret it. I’m a conservative guy and I want a wife and kids, but having this baggage kills me with guilt. Usually when that happens I’m super drunk and horny. I’m a pretty respectable guy but I have fucked up.

Roommates fuck you guys. Can’t wait to get the hell out of this shithole. I wish you guys would ask me why I’m leaving when I do too, so I can blow the fuck up on your bitch asses. I’d love for you to swing first so I can rock your shit and get back for all the bull crap y’all had me endure.

Then leave them. Don't come back.

That sounds like something a loser would say.

I'm liking a friend of mine. I just need some wise words so I don't fuck everything up with my biased way of thinking.

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Ha ahaha ahahaha ha. It's funny because you don't know the catch 22 of self improving. And you will end up like everyone else at the end of it.

Stop being so fucking lazy and get back to working on your hobbies. I know we can do it, but you have to make an effort, I can't carry you over the finish line.

So do you wanna’ go out, or not? You asked me to ask you out so I’m asking you out. Name?

I really need to get my life together

Feels

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Who is this?

I'm sick of feeling inadequate, like I need to compensate but I can't. I wish I could accept reality and move on. I don't know what this feeling is a part of me knows it comes from my own hubris.

I don't love my gf she stresses me out but she is hot as fuck and her pussy is good so I put up with it

Got Jow Forums and married, happily. After 5 years her sex drive isn't as high as mine, how to get her hot and heavy?

Well, I called it. It was a lie. You are lying to yourself over and over and lying to your wife as well. You are keeping her entirely for self serving reasons at best. I have been reading you like a book.

I know your wife knows. It's why she's so clingy and afraid. You aren't as smart as you think nor as good at manipulation as you suppose. If I can read you, she must look like a fucking psychic by now.

I know this is not the first time you have "questioned" your marriage and it won't be your last. I hope when this all happens to you all over again that you will remember me. Remember how you tried to bait me. Remember the friend who forgave you and tried to help you anyway. I hope it burns your heart like salt and iron.

I don't need to fuck you over: You fuck yourself over plenty. I have better things to do with my life than feel for you. Your kid is going to be fucked up and would have been better off with healthy, normal parents. He's the only one I feel remotely sorry for.

Have fun suffocating under that mask of yours.

You need a job before you can off yourself.

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Sex drive lowers over time in a marriage. Having kids will kill it faster, too.

Try mixing things up a little. Go on dates again. Flirt. Try to pay her attention like when you were dating. Make it more exciting by not just doing the same things.

Ask her what she would like, too. She knows as well as you do. Don't take offense to any suggestions. She loves you and her happiness sexually is ultimately also your happiness sexually.

I heard you read it and felt guilt and remorse for hurting him so badly but then surpressed those normal healthy emotions and ended up blaming me for your stupidity. Mom taught you well eh?

I have a plan to tell my boss to go fuck himself and quitting my job and living in with my girlfriend until she kicks me out because I refuse to get a job. Once that happens I will blow my brain out with my hand gun. I hate working and I just want to make it long enough to see the new Picard series and Borderlands 3.

BEST ANNIVERSARY DATE I'VE EVER HAD! EAT IT

grats

I love you. I wish I could tell you goodnight or be there with you. I wish you loved me too. I guess by your response earlier today I should give up on that.

thnx

I had a sexting relationship with a fat tranny who sounds like Andre the Giant over the phone. I have a girlfriend that loves me to death but nothing makes me cum harder than seeing this tranny's small cock get hard while sexting. I would never be seen in public with this person but it turns me on thinking about a freak that wants to be a woman. Living their life like a woman, walking around and acting like a woman but knowing that I saw his tiny cock.

Are you talking to Chris-Chan?

Glad he found somebody finally

My 22 year old girlfriend of 3 years has recently started developing a mental disorder of sorts I think. She has 2 completely opposite personalities. It's like there is a switch and the slightest thing will trigger that switch for her. She acts like she loves me more than anything in the world, but if that switch turns over, she'll start acting like she despises me with everything she stands for. She has the capability to snap between these 2 personalities in a matter of half an hour. She switches back and forth 3/4 times within the span of 2 days. The symptoms are very very extreme. The way she talks, behaves, and listens to COMPLETELY changes with a snap of a finger to a point where I can't recognize the person anymore. And 12 hours later, she'll realize she made a big mistake and come crying to me saying how much she loves me. She will never agree to getting psychological help and she appears to be getting worse and worse every day.

I love her with all my life and it's killing me to see her turn into this. I don't know what to do and I feel powerless. Please someone help me I don't know what to do.

Something happened to trigger this. Hormonal. Diet. Environment allergy possibly. That's not normal after 3 years unless you saw signs from the beginning.

She doesn't have a record of being the most mentally stable person, but this is a completely new dimension and it's thrown me off my guard.

is this broke again

OMG! You are so cute! Holy fuck!

So you're fat, but those chipmunk cheeks and bright eyes make me smile. And you're trying to better yourself, too, so that fat will melt away. We have so much in common, too. Music, outlook, temperament, hobbies. I'm squeeing like a teenager inside. I have not squeed in a long time.

I hope this is the start of something awesome. I'm so happy I met you.

I don't see any reason to try to keep this up. fuck it, I quit

youtube.com/watch?v=BV7RkEL6oRc
What emotions does this convey?

I think I messed up again. I really hope I pull through tomorrow.

I am European and I hate Americans when they talk about politics so much, your conception of politics is fucking retarded to its core.
How are disaster reliefs a form of welfare but taxcuts, subsides and tariffs are OK according to conservative standarts?
How comes that saying nigger or fag is not OK but saying retard, downie, mayo, autistic or lame (word created to mock people with Polio) is? Pro-PC liberals are so hypocritical.
If you are pro-PC be always kind, if you are against it be always rude, otherwise, go fuck yourself.
How comes that 9 in 10 conservative Americans would prefeer their kid to be a rapist or paedophile rather than an atheist?
You cannot be Christian and anti-PC, as current leftism comes directly from Christian concepts of blasphemy and thought crime, communism is Christianity for atheists
The Catholic Church destroyed both the Bizantynes and Romans afterall.

You may not like it, but libertarianism and nationalism are not compatible, and nationalbolshevism is a legitimate ideology, I think this is so fucking weird to you because American Conservatives are economically liberal and American Liberals are economically socialdemocrat.
And don't even get me started with the states rights shit or "socialism = collectives or goverments doing stuff" thingy you twats.
You are so fucking retarded mates.

I'm fucking done, I can't do this anymore. This shit is gonna kill me, the amount of stress, anxiety and sadness I feel everyday because of it, I can't keep up. I'd rather just drop, but all this family pressure doesn't let me, I just want to sleep well for the first time in 2 years, I don't want to wake up every single night with sweat dripping down my forehead or tears running down my cheeks. I don't want to be made fun of, because I don't understand something, I don't want to wake up at 5 AM, go to the place I don't like and stay there for ~9 hours surrounded by people I don't like or hate, doing things that I don't take pride in.

People say that you should live your life happily, but when I try to do that, they just criticize me and shout at me.
I just want to be happy, I want to stay at home doing just nothing, because that nothing is gonna give me more enjoyment than any other trip, game, car or even a soulmate.

I fucking hate all of this.

I don't even know what to do, you're attached to me and I've helped you and youve hurt me. I don't know what I should be. Everytime I hear about someone else you're with I hurt a little. I just want to be with you again. Youve changed and we have have a good. It almost feels like the old but we're using each other as place holders. I just wanted some sexual validation something but I wasn't for you that way it seems. With everyone else it was. It feels unfair but I should be undeestanding. I just can't help but hurt to know I'll always be second. I feel so weak and I feel what you said to me dif in more. Time doesn't seem to heal but aggravate. This would have been muh easier to leave but I can't bear to see you be hurt. I just want some peace. I know you love me but I want someone to love me all around.

I'm only staying alive because it'd hurt my parents if I an hero.

I can't believe HR couldn't do anything about you. Stop staring at me, stop looking at me, and fucking stop obsessivley talking about me. I did tell our manager about those texts you sent me. You can't get everything you want and definitely not my forgiveness. Leave me the fuck alone.

It feels like you wont admit you miss me. Everytime you reach out to me, you want what we had, but you know damn well that what we have is unforgettable and cannot be recreated. You jump around hoping to have the same spark, the same fire we have, but I know you know deep down it aint the same.

Maybe thats why whenever it doesnt work, you come back around. Maybe thats why whenever I'm moving on and having so much fun and feeling like myself again, and giving everything I've got, you swing right back around. I've tried my hardest to catch you, and keep you here, because I know I can make you happy. But that security terrifies you. You are so afraid of hurting us again, and you dont even know what you want, and everything you've done to force yourself to know, it always comes back to me. Every time it ends with an "I love you" or a "I'm so sorry". I dont want to be sorry anymore, I just wanna be filled with love and fulfillment, where these mistakes are in the past. Maybe because I'm not letting go, or maybe its because I do so much for you.

I hope you figure out how to love yourself so you stop hurting yourself, and those around you.

Fair enough.. can I at least ask you what you think my motives are?

I work in a field that I don't enjoy, and I'm planning to go back to university in September to escape it, but as of now it kills me inside every day to go to work. My mental health has been deteriorating since January. I went to the doctor to start anti depressants because of how bad it's gotten. I've been on them for 3 weeks now, and I
They haven't helped yet. On Tuesday I nearly had a mental breakdown at work, Wednesday I called in for a mental health day, then I couldn't sleep all night, so I stayed up to call in sick again. I'm debating just calling in tomorrow as well then showing up to quit on Monday. Work shouldn't tear a person apart like this.

Part of me doesn't want to do it though. I got this job through a friend, and I haven't been there very long, so I don't want the boss to look down on them for me leaving suddenly. I hate this.

Because honestly idekwtf I'm doing most of the time I just know I dont want to hurt anybody. Just because I can doesn't mean I want to and I dont think I ever will

UGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH

I just don't want to be forgotten.

What do I have to gain? I think you have me confused with a preconceived notion. This is actually a very dangerous thing I'm doing.

Actually you know what? You definitely do. But what good does it ever do to try to know someone so much? Look at me and how I fucked myself up being so curious about everything including you.

Jesus fucking Christ, Clay. What the fuck did you get us into this time? I always knew that you were fucked up, but I had no idea that you were this fucked up, brother.

I have a massive crush on my best friend, really makes being around her hard. and im way to much of a loser to ever tell her.

Closure feels good. So good. I'm happy it's over. It was like a kick to the head. I needed it, though. I think you did, too. As long as I didn't catch anything, no regrets.

Ps: You were damned good at blowjobs. Sorry you couldn't keep hard enough for me to ride for long. I hope I pleased you back well enough, though. Your moans were so pretty. I'm never going to forget that voice.

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You are special. That's what I knew. You spoke and felt familiar. We share this, and some other trivial things that have gotten us through the ups and downs. And then we shared some ups and downs. And now we're strangers again. Maybe we'll fuck our way up back to each other one day.

Do you still like me, T?

Unlearning Social Anxiety: Chapter 2

Raw dog crack whore looking tranny. Feeling feverish. Anyone get hiv like this?

Nobody knows that I don't have any friends. That would just make some more of them choose to avoid me if it was known anyway,

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Do you still like me?

Fuck you

Of course I still like you. That's why I want to know you...

Loss

K,
i hope we have fun tomorrow cause i want you to know you are amazing and deserve praise. I love you. I dont really care what you think of me after, because those are just my feelings and i just wanted you to know

user that's a terrible story...

From what I know the first one belongs to user whose answer I’ve been looking (._.)

It's interesting how some of us assume knowing what others may think but fail pathetically at guessing, so they retract into a fucked up scenario that puts them in a good light to compensate the cluelessness.
That's rather pathetic bold stupidity mixed with vanity and megalomania.
In general...

Drama

Fuck feeling like this why am I so obsessed about you I can't even out it into logical words I have so much other shit I could be thinking about but nooooo I have to obsess over a relationship she obviously doesn't want to be in. Fuck this. I wish A would just tell me straight up it's never gonna happen instead of playing these mind games.

It’s never gonna happen

You moved on from everything. I didn’t move on from you. I’m telling myself the things I do aren’t about you, because I rarely thinking about you, but I’m not sure about my own independence from you. I dream about you. Why?

Same

My mother does not give a shit about me. No one other than my therapist believes my recovered memories.

Fuck people. Fuck life. Fuck women.

At this point I would actually welcome prison life. It would be a nice change of pace from this boring-ass shit. At least in prison I wouldn’t feel so shitty for being lazy.

Hey, FBI. I’m gonna’ do you guys a big favor. One of my cousins downloaded a shitload of child pornography off of Limewire, Kazaa, and/or Morpheus like way back in the years 2000 or 2001. I bet that you guys might be able to find that some of that shit is still hidden somewhere in one of my hard drives if you look hard enough. Or if there doesn’t happen to be any child pornography in there, I’m sure that you guys might be able to plant the evidence, am I right? Is that enough to get you guys a search warrant?

This perfectly describes a hobby/sport I do. Should I keep doing it if that’s how I feel?

Erich Fromm described greed as "a bottomless pit which exhausts the person in an endless effort to satisfy the need without ever reaching satisfaction."

It is, but there is little I can do outside of a rant.

He literally said today that he likes her being so slavelike in her fear. How she'd throw herself headfirst into a volcano for him. He gloated to me about how he can leave at any time then alluded to me that she can't. She knows and can't run...

He would rather wear his mask and play family than set things right. He is so proud of his little "family". It doesn't matter if everyone involved is miserable. He is deluded to think this is good for the kid.

Oh, what. I just noticed that those Park Rangers at the Griffith Observatory broke apart my favorite pen when they frisked me. Now it’s missing a vital piece. It doesn’t even work anymore. Why the fuck would they do that? What could I possibly be hiding inside of a pen? A tiny plastic explosive?

Well, anyway. So I went to City Hall, then LAPD, and then some courthouse to find out if there are any restraining orders on me at this time. Turns out that there aren’t any restraining orders on me in all of Los Angeles County. Also turns out that if there was a restraining order on me, that I would have to be served. So Sheena and that one quack must’ve lied about putting that restraining order on me to scare me from ever getting near them again. Funny shit. I should probably pay those guys a little visit tomorrow.

I also went to the Santa Monica PD to ask if there happened to be any restraining orders on me within Santa Monica. Just wanted to make sure. There wasn’t. Then I asked about filing a complaint against a certain someone who works in Santa Monica for unethical and illegal behavior. I loved the look on that guy’s face when I told him what happened. He actually started stuttering. It was priceless to see a cop get so tongue-tied and awkward.

Some guy tried to cold approach my girlfriend today. She was riding her bike past and he literally said "hey can I get your number" Didn't even try to talk to her or ask her name or anything.

If they accepted her no as quickly as they made their approach I don't See anything wrong with that.

Some guy told me a Bonita was calling for me.
I find it hard to believe but if it is real, that would make me feel great.

But if it's the Bonita I always think about, then I'm sorry I didn't listen. I always loved her, she is my favorite. If it wasn't for us just being in the same place in different roles, we could get it over with and I would not think about her after that time.

She seems like she wouldn't care. I don't want her to care because hey, she moves on fast and I honor that shit. It might hurt a bit but it makes me feel better she could move on.