GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

Why won’t you?

You aren't their keeper. Let them go.

>moving in a month
>trying to go through all my shit and get rid of everything
>okay-ish clothes and various household goods i can't take with me, gotta go
>no car to take anything to goodwill dropoff
should i throw everything in the trash or what? put it in a box on the curb with a "free" sign? i don't want to be fined for littering or some shit. (it's an apartment complex, there's no real curb for trash collection...) already selling anything of value.

What the fuck has happened to my mind if my serenity has started to depend on the wellbeing and mood of a single other human?

I’m sorry I pushed you away. But what was i supposed to do? Watch one of my best friends just slowly kill herself from heroin? Nothing i could ever say or do would change your mind. Only you can do that. So I had to step away. But I clearly hurt you so very badly by doing so which I’m afraid only made things worse. I regret sending you that last message every day but I have to keep telling myself that it was for the best. I only hope that either you change your mind and come clean or at least that you were telling the truth and that you will be ok. Sadly I don’t see either of those options coming true.
Goodbye, P. You’ll never read this but I’m saying it anyways. You’re one of the best, sweetest and most entertaining people I’ve ever known and I’ll never forget you.

Last year, I got a crush on someone at work. I never asked her out or said anything because she was a student and I didn't want to jeopardize my job at the University.
But it really did a number on me. It was the first time I had felt this way about a person and now I am bursting out crying at random times, I can't sleep/sleep too much. I got an eating disorder I convince everyone is a diet and my life is shit.
I have a very flexible job, so nobody have noticed I sometimes just stay away from work. It is awful.
How the fuck do I get over it?
She was just being nice to me and it destroyed my life...

Stop making me feel bad about my lame life, this is really what's best for me.

>Get Cat Off Your Chest
NEVER!

Why did you have to be so perfect ? I'd be perfectly fine with asking out a normal girl but with you I'm fucking terrified. Absolutely gorgeous, friends with everyone, and so sweet... you're dangerous.

Really want to sell my ticket to Gov ball tomorrow. I want to go but I’m starting to think I can’t handle being around that many people for such a long time. I don’t even know where I would sell it.
I just want to see the Strokes

FUCK YOU Jow Forums for banning me for nothing. The mods here are fucking losers.

I already did.

youtu.be/sSGrnbzzrHA

Any one here ever get out of depression and feel just angry? I got this low down anger, like a buzz, but I’m generally feeling better. Hoping I don’t snap and take it out on someone

I applied for a master's degree this autumn. I haven't been accepted yet, but I most likely will be. I am so fucking scared about it, I'm afraid I'm not smart and hard-working enough for such an undertaking. The degree has a mandatory semester abroad, which scares the crap out of me even more. I know several people who have taken the same degree, people I think are better students than me, with a more stable mental health, that have failed spectacularly. I can't sleep and many evenings I just sit down and cry because I'm afraid of the future.

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I'm starting to really like pop music now. I like how light, wholesome and sweet the latest big songs are.

youtube.com/watch?v=y83x7MgzWOA
youtube.com/watch?v=FuXNumBwDOM
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Some people have pushed me to that point. It's like ptsd after it's over.

What'd you do?

I'll never view myself as an equal to everyone around me

I can't even write it because some dumb fuck mod will ban me again.

They say its illegal to talk about which is fucking bullshit. In the meantime some asshole posts about wanting kill and dismember someone every fucking day. I get banned for a month for nothing. Fuck the mods.

youtube.com/watch?v=Yw2jV18dO4A
do you guys think this pianist looks conventionally attractive/ like a chad?

>mention to a friend I've been catching feelings for that my family thought we were dating
>she laughs her ass off
>jokes around saying "guess we were exposed, it's ok you can tell them"

Not sure if it's a good sign or a bad sign. Honestly, I hate how I'm always over-interpreting shit and trying to get into people's minds. I need to think less and act more.

do you have a crush?

nah

His haircut is weird but yeah he's fine, I'd say a 8

thinkin bout him even though i probably wont see or talk to him for like 3 months

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Please V can you talk to me first?

I'm pretty sure someone on this thread led to the making of this:

youtube.com/watch?v=Y2wYRM1wC0o

I'm actually pretty sad about it because I feel I was responsible for bringing him up here. :(

I'm never gonna live any of this stuff down and then they're gonna come for me and win. I've destroyed all my chances of living a safe life

Live what down? Why aren't you safe?

As soon as they see me as a threat or they think they can leverage something out of me they're going to use all this material against me in a completely unfair way and no-one is going to take my side. I don't want to be a martyr man.

>Post story dumbass.
Stop being vague and post the story already

I think a lot of people have big hearts, just not online, not on Jow Forums. Just be your best.

There's no story man. I've done a lot of crazy/bad shit and I've probably made enemies that I don't know because of it.

crazy/bad shit? So you actually deserve what's coming to you then?

I'm not mentally ill, I'm just trying to be very very careful and getting frustrated when I fail to do that.

Every day when I wake up, I'm disappointed I didn't die in my sleep.

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I'm not your dad. I'm not here for you to punish for years of him being distant due to work while being too emotionally supportive for you to be openly angry at him without feeling guilty about it. I'm not here to be a punching bag for you to work out your daddy issues. Go to a fucking therapist instead of making my life hell. I'm sorry that your mom was a narcissist who demanded perfection from her human children. I'm sorry that your brother went and got famous and that you're forever the unsuccessful sibling. Stop making that my fucking problem.

I hate that I'm still neurotic dork. I know I have what it takes to develop into a person I would consider worthy, but It's so hard after what feels like so much progress...

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I'm actually feeling better now and positive about my future.

No I don't deserve any of it, they're gonna do whatever they want. Punishments have to fit crimes, these people are worse than me for that reason alone. People like that should be erased from existence. It doesn't matter what I did, if you come for me you deserve to be in the ground.

Normies are cancer, fuck your feelings. How much damage did I actually do? Tell me that.

You going to continue being vague or just post what you've done

I was watching a netflix episode with some guy on death row. He robbed a store, then raped and killed. I had no empathy for him, you could see evil in his very expression.

Just woke up and I just wanna say that I love you. so much. very much.

What you on about? I hate you because you're a degenerate alcoholic idiot.

normie is a term to dehumanize someone so that you can feel better about yourself while you tear them down. You're dark.

Not you, the one who's brother plays football.

Just general drunk and disorderly and disrespectful behavior, some of it was really bad. God I hate normals so much. All this stuff was ages ago but I did it around some pretty scary people because I guess I was suicidal. I'm more worried than anything

Perfect music for special snowflakes.

How do I get a youtube account without giving up a phone number?

Normie means you fit-in and I don't, it's derogatory but also a back-handed compliment. If I could be a normie I would be but I can't. It's literally too late.

this is so fucking depressing

You're really stupid

That's me, I'm a special snowflake. Unique and beautiful.

What if you've never been a normie and your whole life everyone sees you as an alien or something.

I dont even hate normal people. Just wish I could be like them or mimic them but I'm simply not one of them

It's a way of hiding your jealousy.

There has never been any mistakes you dumb fuck. Everything was intentional, you just don't know why yet.

What degree program

Explain

I want to die

Richard,
I'm really proud of you. I wish I could tell you that myself.

I'm not hiding anything. I just hate normies for thinking differently than me, making it even harder for me to get what I want.

So you're blaming people, that get what they want from life, for you being a loser?

All I know is I'm trying to improve myself and they make the difficult impossible

And then they call me a loser

You have a loser mentality. No one makes you do anything, no one is holding you back...only yourself. Change.

>hey user
>we barely had the time to talk but you seemed nice
>wanna go grab coffee this weekend ?

sounds good ? how would you say it ? for context this girl has been eyefucking me all semester and approached me a few times but only towards the end of the semester so we didnt have the time to talk much. been 3 weeks since college ended, no contact since then

I will always love him. There is no way anyone can stop that.

Me too. What happened?

Why don't you text him ?

I never said anyone's holding me back but I just don't want to have to care about shit I don't care about. Like talking to people or whatever. I just want to improve in the areas that I care about and only those things.

Well do it then.

You're very naive

No one is holding you back from doing what you want in life. You're stupid if you blame other people for your own failures.

I tried so hard to make you hate me. I told you to seek better and you still stayed here. Through the horrid action I just took, I hope you understand. I'm so sorry. Maybe this will make you leave.

Can I elucidate you ? You do have friends, they're on the internet, they are the anons that you reply here.

You're an asshole and it will backfire on you. I promise you that.

Love always wins. Remember that.

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How do I stop feeling like I'm not worthy to date this girl ? She's easily a 9/10 and I'm a 7/10, and she's much more socially successful than me, but she's been approaching me and staring a lot so I think she likes me. I want to ask her out but it really feels like she would be too great to handle if that makes sense

What I did was an asshole move but it won't be considered that for them. It's not going to backfire on me because I did it for them. What I'm saying is vague but I was just trying to help.

What did you do

Don't try to help. Interfering with someone's path,by 'helping', can be more destructive than anything. Don't force your will upon another person's life if it isn't wanted...that is truly wrong.

youtube.com/watch?v=HXbcErP-Xok

I'm aware of what's going on and I'm not afraid. Leave me the fuck alone.

What will you do when they call your name and you're not ready to go?

I'm always ready.

My girlfriend and I broke up a few months ago. It was a "friendly" breakup, like, mutually agreed upon, that we'd take a break and maybe come back together in a few months, and otherwise just go back to being good friends. However, after becoming very distant from me and everyone she knows, she vanished. She's been gone a few weeks now and I think she may have killed herself. Nobody knows where she went or where she currently is. I'm starting to blame myself for it and I can't find strong enough justification to convince myself otherwise.

I also haven't had work in several weeks. I'm running out of money pretty quickly, but I can barely motivate myself to get out of bed, let alone work. I've tried to distract myself with vidya games, books, movies, et cetera to pull myself out of the funk to get things going again, but I can't focus on anything for longer than 30 minutes before getting catatonic again. When I go to the gym, I have the same issue. I start working out and I just... can't do it. It's like my body just refuses to cooperate.

I don't know if I'm suicidal. I just can't feel anything at all. I'm just so tired of everything. I've spent the past few days doing literally nothing. I'll just sit around kind of spacing out, or sleep.

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I have no reasonable expectation of what I need to be ready for.