> be me
> f
> living meme since f can't be depressed according to the internet
> don't want to live as a whore so fuck being a stacy cunt
> i'm worthless and pathetic - own parents hate and abandoned me
> too mentally ill to be worth anything
looking for lifefuel but i expect a bunch of suifuel in the thread. i hate me more than you do.
Just kill yourself. Best solution to all of life’s problems.
Since when can a certain group not be depressed?
Hey dude, you may remember me from such events as 'who the fuck smeared shit on the lockers'. Today I am here to give you one free life fuel.
i got to admit that made me laugh
i've seen so much shit about how f live life on easy-mode and that we can't be depressed; just live life rotating on the cock-carousel until we die.
just easier to acknowledge the hate first i guess
i would if there were a relatively painless or v v successful way - no guns in my country press F
Well this is just the start chump.
For you first lifefuel experience I will have to ask one question. Have you or have you not played kingdom hearts in the last 24 hours.
i have not but i fucking love KH
Stop getting info off r9k, it is full of twisted half truths and generalizations made by incels to justify the actions of a few people
Well I recommend watching goofy getting fucking slammed into a wall and dying from the second game.
Sora crys and donald goes ape shit.
Looks like you’re fucked then nigger
much appreciate since i dislike the main heroes anyway lmao
wish it was just r9k; it's everywhere rip
All good my fellow user. May we meet again in a discussion about how communist ideals are the only way forward.
Lest you need more comedic banter from a wretch such as I.
we are all wretches here \o\ /o/
Fair point my fellow.
Asuming this is the originator of this post. You got a discord?
Get involved in radical politics and die a violent death for the greater good.
You only hate yourself because you believe it's the only way to atone for not conforming to the societal ideals and values.
Outside of that, what purpose is there to hate one's self? What context? What relativity?
You are as you are. If you dislike aspects of your personality or behavior, you simply change them.
Stop worrying about what you should be doing, and start doing what you need to be doing.
user, if your looking for something to do add me on discord. Looking for was to procrastinate studying anyways.
just fuckin numb your mind with tv or video games or some shit, I do it all the time with youtube
>You only hate yourself because you believe it's the only way to atone for not conforming to the societal ideals and values.
>Outside of that, what purpose is there to hate one's self? What context? What relativity?
>You are as you are. If you dislike aspects of your personality or behavior, you simply change them.
>Stop worrying about what you should be doing, and start doing what you need to be doing.
this is actually fucking brilliant thank you
I can empathize with where you're coming from in your feelings of worthlessness. My family was always trying to cut me out of their lives when I was younger, and now that I'm 19 and have my own place, I don't really have any friends, so I'm essentially a shut-in.
The main thing I want to ask is, do you have any hobbies that take up any significant time in your life? And I don't necessarily mean consumptive hobbies, like watching anime or playing video games, but are you doing anything actually engaging on your own? I pretty much have no reason to be alive either, but what's kept me going has been finding things that I can resonate with on an emotional level, and finding inspiration in whatever it is I've seen to make my own shit. I don't know what that might be for you, but I've always gravitated to art, so I've found a lot of games, music, shows, and so on, that embody everything that I like about art, which led me to start drawing and learning more about music & writing on my own, so now instead of just consuming media all the time, I'm putting my experiences & feelings into whatever the hell I'm doing, and I feel a lot better for it. By no means am I saying that playing games or whatever is bad for you though, I've been having a great time with Final Fantasy VII lately, but you might not feel so worthless if you're balancing things out my doing something as well as consuming.
get off the internet
i can tell you live in a massive shitty echo chamber just by your lingo
Are you me?
I feel the same shit.
Also I hate myself less these days, I hate how people take out their bullshit on me all the time, and I feel stressed being in the life I have. So I hate that part of me living this stupid life. I do want to fucking die too.
Id say probably the most helpful thing to do is to fucking dump all your shit onto someone else. this post is a good step, but ur gonna need a good deep conversation to solve the root of ur problems
I didn't read the other replies, which is why I'm telling you what I'm telling everyone who is:
>depressed
>lonely
>getting through a heartbreake
because they all follow similar patterns in their behavior and thinking.
Hopefully the other guys didn't fell for the typicall "oh a women on 4chin, we must give her extra attention", because this will lead you to nowhere. If you really want to get out of your depressive, low self esteem hole, you must get off the internet at first and then out of your house. There is a big difference between "Consuming" and Active hobbies. If you spent your days by consuming something (Videogames, internet, porn, movies etc) you're distracting yourself from living as well as from happiness. In order to grow as a human and to develop any form of personality, you have to actively pursue something in your social life. Such as a hobby, which you enjoy. In my case, I love to ride my bike to places far away (140km solo bike trips), which are enormously satisfying. Reaching a destination is something that makes you proud of yourself and you see tons of new stuff as well as new things to talk about if you eventually meet someone. Another thing is photography for me, which fits very well with cycling. Additional things would be:
>Hitting the gym
>Reading books from the /lit/ list
>Origami, because finishing a piece, will give you the same feeling as reaching a destination
>Doing something with friends
>If you have no friends, then try to find a club with people who share similar interests as you
>Hiking, because why not
>Picking up an instrument
There is tons of stuff to do, which will also increase your self worth, strenghten your personality and make you generally happier.
If you need someone to talk to. Hit me up on instagram or something. @arianbphoto
Hopefully this has helped you or another user. Godspeed to you guys
Be my Jow Forums gf and we can be depressed together
Kek.