/GIOYC/ - Get it off your chest

First and only time I have done it tasted like almonds.

I can't take this deceit! I lied. I tasted my brother's cum. He was jacking off and licked a little from his tossed napkins.
I'm such a fool. I can't get the fucking taste out of my mouth.

I knew it. I knew you'd like it.

Its none of your business.

Already did. The seed has already planted.

I can't fucking stand it how she has the one of the best, most easy, most comfortable jobs ever created in this economy and yet she wishes to give up £14-17 per hour doing DIGITAL transcription, for luggage handling for £9 per hour whilst I'm fucking toiling at wagie all fucking day at a cushty £30 p/d.
What is it with Women, more so what is it with fucking Boomers that make such consistently awful rational thinking skills holy shit.

You need me to get you out of your shell.

But I need you to get me out of my shell.

What kind of changes can a person who overcomes severe sexual trauma expect to go through?

Someone is trying to catfish me and I play along only because I don't have anyone to talk to /:

I need nobody, I'll break my own shell.

Why did you have to do that to me? I thought we were friends? I thought you cared about me. Was any of it real? Were you lying when you said you "trusted me more than anyone"? Why did you block my number and stop talking to me? What did I do?

Let's just use tripcodes and write a manifesto...

No, I won't do your stupid unit ""tests"". If we spent one third of the time we spent writing that shit we would have half the bugs. How many times did that shit pass only for us to find that it didn't fucking test the code it was supposed to? Fuck your typing, fuck trying to keep everything ""abstract"" while ramping up complexity to a thousand, fuck the useless meetings, I don't want to shake your fucking hand you philistine pig I am an aristocrat philosopher god

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You're hopeless
Even my therapist gave up on you

Depends on the person, for me personally, I went through few changes, I cried afterwards and felt awful and dirty for two weeks however my experience was on the lower end of the relative scale.
I've known people who've turned to drugs, heroine and other serious drug use, they tried to find people to hold onto and other such things.
It's all tragic but it depends on how you cope user.
Sounds suspiciously like /brit/ user.

That's not me
/brit/ is right, the world is gonna end soon (probably) anyway

My wife is driving me fucking nuts lately. She used to be so cool and chilled out, we've been together 10 years, but the past couple years she's been getting worse and worse with the constant drama and overreactions and constantly changing "life long dreams." None of it is ever hostility directed at me per say, and she's still very cool in many ways; she hasn't "changed" per say, but she was never so dramatic or all over the place before. I feel like she is constantly provoking or getting herself into situations where drama will ensue at work and then overreacting like crazy to it, and she's always stressing me the fuck out with nonstop head-in-the-clouds talk about some new life dream she has that she'll be ravingly upset and stressing herself out over soon thereafter. And if I say anything, of course, I'm trying to crush her dreams or am being mean. Its fucking ridiculous. i swear, she used to be an intelligent and focused and chilled out person, but she's driving me crazy with her bullshit lately. I love her dearly and the time we spend together otherwise is still great but her bullshit is becoming more and more frustrating and she has no regard for me or anyone else when she's into it.

Aye but I was more referring that they made and posted a 10-point Manifesto with only 8 points done.

That's mom for ya.

lol no shit. It sadly makes me think of my own mother and father in many ways, who are now long divorced. Shoulda listened to my father when he said, continuously, that "they're all fucking nuts." I think we all think we found "the one" who's really cool, until she's fucking not anymore. I honestly used to really respect my wife as an intelligent person, but I find myself thinking "nutty fuckin bitch" more and more often and just having less tolerance for her nonsense all the time. Again, she's really nice "to me," and she honestly, truly, loves me dearly . But what the fuck, as my dad said, I guess they really are all fuckin nuts.

The people I have interest in never return it, but the people i want to keep distant friends hmu all the damn time. At least one because I'm the only person he plays vidya with anymore so im always hesitant to say no. I can't tell anymore if its my anxieties talking, me sperging out at some point, or if I just have bad taste in friends.

I think it's best to be honest. If you're not enjoying the time spent on vidya, tell them that. If they care about you then they should understand and give you some space.

In my case, there was so much of it across the entire period I grew up that the trauma and the things I did to cope feel integral to my whole persona. I'm really curious what I would be like if I were to put it all to rest

It's all larp and games until you finally get over yourself and message them only to find out they're not interested in speaking to you, not even as a friend...

Oh well. At least he's ok.

Maryjane is my fickle mistress and I just want to take care of a girl more than anything in this goddamn world.
If I don’t crash I hope one day to be a good dad

Bulimia is going to kill me.
The stress of this life is suffocating me.

I want to sleep and never wake up. Is that too much to ask?

I'm done with this site
Wish I never showed up here at all and I wont see the posts or messages. I'm actually leaving

Hey crabs. Keep your fucking mouth shut and fuck off. I hate you all

Good bye fucking losers
I'm not one of you and will never become one of you

I needed to be reminded what I hate about other people. They're all just sheep
I'm not and I'm leaving
I hope many of you do the same or maybe not
Less competition for me

Keep the crabs ready guys. Once you try to change. The crabs coming out
Everyone is a back stabber. Everyone is a piece of shit

Fuck you all!!!!

Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I'll be better than any man out there. My goals are ahead of me. It's over and time to go

I know your grandma is dying, but I don't know how to comfort you while you have a different boyfriend

I hope blindly putting in as much effort as possible will land me in the right place.

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Sometimes it does.

I wish I could produce and direct Japanese porn

It won't unless that effort is in the good direction. And even then, one well-timed opportunity or one well-placed contact can bring you more success than years of struggle. Work hard AND smart

I want you to internalize this: I would rather be completely alone, than spend a single moment with you. There is no reason for me to come here anymore. I get this feeling of disgust at the very pit of my stomach every time I think of you,
how could I ever even touch you let alone kiss you.

I at least owe you a thank you for the company over the years, so thank you.

I'm kinda worried about my roommate. He was always different, like not a lot of people could handle him. He'd always obsess over a single topic (a video game, movie, comic, etc) and go way out of his way to learn about it. But I was always able to handle him pretty well. One of the reasons I was able to move in with him was that his parents knew that he and I got along really well. The last few years, I've been wondering wether or not the guy might have some kind of autism, more specifically Aspergers. I asked him point blank one day when he was drunk if he was ever tested, his parents are big into child psychology (mom works for DCFS and seems to specialize in taking kids out of bad situations) he said his tests came back "unknown." Which that worries me, and makes me think he might've been screwed out of some much needed help. The dude pretty much doesn't take care of himself. He won't shower for days, his room his an absolute wreck, which has become a problem between him and I. He lives in, what was supposed to be, a den are. He has a bedroom, but will never use it. He still obsesses over shit. Iv'e told him several times I don't want to talk about Game of Thrones anymore after the finale was a let down. A buddy of our's Grandma has been ill so we had to hang out on her patio. We told him several times we couldn't leave in cap something happened to her. He spent the ENTIRE TIME complaining about being outside and asking if we could go to someone else's house. A big problem is his dad. My roommate doesn't clean up after himself, so his dad has decided to not clean up after himself when he comes over to our house (which he owns) to play D&D, I think that's insane. And I think he's punishing him and I for a skill he just doesn't have. It's like that old analogy about judging a fish by it's ability to climb a tree. And since he may be undiagnosed, he may have a huge disadvantage in life. Kinda been thinking of moving out because of it. It's just obnoxious.

No one here knows who you are so you are not even thanking them.

Everyday I wanna kill myself. I think about killing myself about every hour of every day. But my family needs money, and some of them would be sad if I died, but not all of them. So I'm here.

I'll never say it to your face, but the reason you can't find a bf is because your a cunt. Anyone who has spent any time around you knows how shallow, basic, and unlikable your core personality is. While I'm here...you picked a very VERY broad major, basically meme degree territory. What your doing wrong is that ypu're viewing your career path as an end in itself and not a means to an end. Go to a cognitive psychologist, maybe that'll help.

In six years, she’s the only one who’s shown even the slightest interest in me. My past experiences with being ghosted and my insecurities are getting the best of me and I feel like shit.

I know she cares about me, and I care about her too, and I want her to know that I don’t just want sex, that I want a shot again where we aren’t both in a hostile environment. I’m supposed to see her on Saturday, and I’m fucking nervous, and I’m scared she’ll dip out last second like all of the others I’ve talked to since.

I've decided to back to school. After sitting out a couple of years after getting my associates degree, and a bad break up with a girlfriend (who I thought I would lose if I tried to balance her, school and a job with, I know it's dumb as hell to think that) I decided I need to go somewhere with my life. I'm having the bouts of self doubt about it all. Since the 8th grade, 23 now, I always wanted to be a record producer. I used to tell my ex I wasn't sure what it wanted to do, but I always had that in my head. But I still find myself asking whether I want to that ore be a clinical psychologist. Or asking myself if I'm brave enough to do this on my own, or if I'm even good enough for all this. I also told my work that I was planning to do this and they are convinced I'm going to transfer up there where school is. I've known that isn't going to work for over a month now and I'm so deep in it's gonna be hard to get out.

R

I want you to internalize this: I would rather be completely alone, than spend a single moment with you. There is no reason for me to come here anymore. I get this feeling of disgust at the very pit of my stomach every time I think of you,
how could I ever even touch you let alone kiss you.

I at least owe you a thank you for the company over the years, so thank you.

S.

some initials maybe that will help.

>one hour of work
>four hours of goofing off
And you want me to "network"? In what lifetime? Oh man, at least for this next thing, I'm gonna do it until it's done.

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I have lost my sex drive due to years and years of porn abuse. Now I'm in a relationship with a great woman who is the best woman I have ever dated and I can't get it up to save my life. She thinks it's because I find her unattractive but I have been so fucked in the head by watching all sorts of weird porn that I now can't get it up in real life.

It is terrible. I have no idea what to do. Still I will be with this woman but I can never tell her the type of shit I am into.

Got my first job out of college. I should be excited, but I just feel numb and paralyzed from all the change and shit that will ensue.

I think my girlfriend legitimately makes me want to kill myself. At the very least she's just sort of draining my will to live. I have so much of my shit sorted out. I'm making pretty good money doing something I like, I'm in good shape, I have good friends, but my relationship...fuck. Part of me is scared that the quality of women has dipped so severely in recent years (maybe this site doesn't help, but I have friends that tell me similar horror stories) that if I ended this relationship it would be like awakening from a nightmare into a "real world " even worse than the nightmare I was having.

Alright well I fail again I guess.

I cant make my own thread because hiro wont let me post images.

Should I check myself into a hospital? I know the normie answer is an obvious yes, I'm within minutes of attempting to commit suicide, but I'm not sure. If they try to put me on SSRIs I'll fucking blow a gasket, if my dick stops working I really will get violent, idk if I'll get fired for missing work being at inpatient care, is that a possibility?

Don't waste your time or hers in a dead end relationship grow a pair and dump her.

Why do you want to off yourself? how long have you been working at your job?

Please don't blame yourself.
That's not good for you!

I still love you X, I really do.

I haven't cried this much for years

Im sorry I couldn't save you back then

Evil is simply being cut off from your heart. Evil exists because those who commit evil acts have been able to detach their actions from their heart. We have all done this at some point.

The thing people have to understand is that, even after this initial detachment, no personal can withstand the emotional detachment forever. We are human and we can't be evil forever. I understand the draw but we can not escape our actions. Essentially we want to be good, no one wants to be evil. We all want love, we nee love.

no person*

I came here to ask for advice on how to not keep failing at my second chance to have a decent life, but then saw this thread and decided it was easier to just post here and not waste a spot in the catalog.

5 years ago I nearly died and I often think back to it. It would have been a good death and a nice live back then. Of course I am glad I am still alive, but I think about how nice it would have been too die back then a little too often.

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Some people are born exceptional, some are to teach the exceptional the truth....so that humanity evolves.

It feels like im talking to a dead person.

How could I know you're still alive?

I think I bit off more than I can chews.

I'm like a spiritual talent scout. I understand what is important so if I spot talent, I know it's godly. There is just a spark.

Fuck you honestly

Look, I don't need money, i don't need to get off, I don't need the life you crave. I am better than you...I need justice and I need evolution. Idgaf about anything else.

When will people REALLY understand that selfishness IS mental illness?

Disconnect from your heart and you commit any crime.

I don't care if you are with me love, or against me, I am moving forward with or without you.

Just fuck off okay

Please die because you are worthless to this world.

Nooooooooooooooooooooooo not again

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I need to know if you feel it too.

And you’re manipulative abusive disrespectful twat

This is why taking breaks is BAD. I gotta go until I burnout and then do it again ad infinitum, any distraction completely and utterly ruins me.

This is why dating twats is BAD

Hey! Which one of us is mentally fucking ill? Go back to the institution.

no use, dont feel like talking w/ anyone but you lmao and at the same time cant even start a convo

You haven't loved me for years, you've told me, so why do you care that I'm gone now?
Why do you care that I'm moving on from you when you already have someone else?
Why do you care that I may have found someone who is actually willing to love me back and not play with my heart?
Why is it just now you're seeing everything I sacrificed for you?
Why is it now when I moved forward to someone who actually cares about me, you realized you needed me?
Are you regretting your choice?
Are you regretting the abuse you put me through?
Are you missing me holding you every night?
Are you missing the person who was there for you when things got rough regardless the insults you would give me?

I have so many questions still, and really, I don't want the answers to any of them.
You're the one who lost me, so enjoy the consequences of the choices you made.
I'm finding my happiness and it's not with you.
Hope you have a great life, because I know I sure will now.

Four months to have "really" had you in my life isn't long enough for me to say the L word. Even if we got wasted and you said it, even if I really do feel it- as much as I understand of it- right now.
It just isn't and I'm sorry I stumbled when I replied and said, "Yeah, you too." I know it upset you a little that night, though you handled it well. It was an upsetting night in general.
I'm going to tell you. You deserve it and I mean it. I'm just not going to do it at a stressful time like this.
I want it to come from a place of success when I say "I love you"- not from just missing you right now, not from petty, manageable jealousy while you're away, not from stress with all that's going on at work, not from me being desperate to hold on when everything is shifting, changing, and kind of awful. You've got some good things going on for you right now. And some bad- I can tell. I could tell that night. And I can't say it until we both level that out and can maybe even talk about it.
I don't know if that's bad or good or what. I'm trying to be a healthier person than I've been before. I'm afraid for a reason. You make me think of her a lot and I don't want that. I'm sorry.

my mom is a massive gambler she spends 8-20k a day even if she's constantly losing because she likes the attention of being everyones madame.

my sleep schedule are limited and she either ignores or mocks me when I try to talk to her

she kicked me out of the house once because I broke a 1k glass case and when her friends saw me she told me that I should've walked the other way around because it's embarrassing for her and they said that it's just a small amount of money to her.

I can tell you this:

His death will never go unnoticed and you will never understand the chaos to follow if you should decide upon this.

Ok I can do this, but it's going to take more than determination to pull off. I guess this is growing up.

youtube.com/watch?v=1JGkJ6bezDQ

You WISH this was for you, lol

You wouldn't love me anyways. Believe me.

I barely spend my lunch money and I always give my allowance from dad of of 1-3k to her because she said that she always buy me food and books and that I should be thankful to her.

she said that I should consider myself lucky because she experienced worse with my grandma and that I should fight for my rights even it's going too far and removes other peoples dignity.
this is why I don't like having kids because im afraid of making the same mistake again

I don't even care anymore just don't paint me as someone who im not. I just want to be a better person

The hottest thing that has ever happened to me:

He cried.

He explained how I crawled and climber up upon the alter and how he knew I I was who I was. He devoted himself to my sacrifice.

He, he is beautiful and the sexiest man to walk the earth.

"Hi"
"Hey"
"What's up?"
"How's it going"
"How have you been"
"Wyd"

Literally any of those. Pick one and send it. Talk to them!