Suicide~~

Try it with warm chocolate milk for maximum comfy

try overdosing on Oxygen, %100 of people who have come in contact with the stuff have or are going to die.

Heroin
Just inject an absolute shitton and lie down on your side, so you would die from the od rather than choking on your own vomit

which would be the illegal drugs then and how much?

>shotgun to head takes longer to die from than shotgun to chest

Grind down your overdose of choice, and mix with jello to ensure your chance of vomiting is minimum

why jello?

>Sources

> CE Rhyne, DI Templer, LG Brown and NB Peters, "Dimensions of Suicide: Perceptions of Lethality, Time and Agony", in Suicide and Life-Threatening Behavior, Vol. 25(3), 1995.

> JJ Card, "Lethality of suicidal methods and suicide risk: Two distinct concepts", Omega 5, 1974.

> NL Farberow and ES Shneidman, The Cry for Help, 1961.

> Dr Phillip Nitschke with Dr Fiona Stewart, The Peaceful Pill eHandbook, revised 10 October 2009.

yup, but don't take my word for it

okay guys i’m not knowledgeable about all this but my doctor prescribed me 10 0,5mg xanax pills. i have 9 left and would i die from od if i took all of them? for reference, i’m petite and i need very little of drugs. i once took 150ug of acid and it was too much for me

it becomes toxic when mixed with jellotonin

would feel bad for my boyfriend if i killed myself but it’s for the better and some stuff just needs to be done

The onset shock to the system is minimal, limited the reflex to vomit.

Please don't commit suicide. Why do you want to kill yourselves?

i have bdd which is just becoming even worse lately and i just can’t see the solution for it and i’m just bothering everyone around me

Just live as best as you can.

I'm totally full of shit though. Hahaha can you imagine actually wanting to live

Have you been to a doctor about this?

really no point of living

yes, i’m going to therapy but it’s not helping at all. since the last visit it has become even worse

Tell that to your therapist so they can change the treatment.

my next visit is in 2 weeks because i barely have money

Have you tried joining online support groups for people with bdd?

This is great advice OP. You should really join a support group.

first time hearing about that kind of stuff. please tell me more

I don't know much about them, but I know they exist and they might help you.
healthfulchat.org/body-dysmorphic-disorder-chat-room/login.html
psychforums.com/body-dysmorphic-disorder/
psychcentralforums.com/body-dysmorphic-disorder/
socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f33/body-dysmorphic-disorder-discussion-77326/

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adaa.org/find-help/find-support/support-groups/online-body-dysmorphic-disorder-support-group

thank you! i really appreciate it

You're welcome, I hope you feel better soon.

thank you very much!

Hey, I know that this is some ass from 4-chan but you need to know this. Listen man I know what your feeling, even though it may seem like it's impossible to relate to I was there 3 months ago. However I have no idea what you've been through, I've had my fair share of trials. Listen there are no miracles, you have to pull yourself together and rise because no one else will do it for you. No matter how long you wait. Start with self improvement. Go to the gym, clean your room, reach out to those that care. This is the self improvement piece. No onto selfishness. Suicide is an extremely selfish act, although it may seem like it there are people who care or you've impacted. Imagine how you'd make others feel around you. Please consider this. Anyways I love you. No-Homo. Please heed my advice.

the problem is my face. I have good hair and I apply a bit of makeup but I still look horrendous compared to other girls. if I changed my face I still wouldn’t be pleased so what’s the point of that. so jealous of all the pretty girls

I'm curious how old you are. Also not being attractive isn't the end of the world ya know. The world is filled with people who fall in love, get married, have kids, and 99% of them don't look like Hollywood celebrities.

Kek

18. i have a boyfriend but since the relationship my bdd has become worse because i’m constantly comparing myself to gorgeous girls and i feel threatened by them

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How long have you guys been together, and what does your bf think about all this? Also have you thought about therapy?

almost 9 months. he knows how bad all this is and he knows that i really want to kill myself. he tries to text me nice stuff but it ends up with me ranting about the same stuff again and again. now i try to call him when i feel really down because he keeps telling funny stuff which makes me feel better. i’ve been to therapist a couple times and since the last time it has become only worse

Swallow an egg and drink a glass of ice cold water at the same time. That will make the egg explode which will cause an rapid death by eggshells.

A whole egg.

you dont like yourself because you think you look alien. which you kinda do.

So in order not to feel like an alien, you have to move back to where a lot of people like you.

You are suffering cognitive disidents. so u r confused about yourself and since ur surrounding showcases a specific trait - even if they accept you - uou dont accept yourself.

Go home, go back to somewhere in asia and your newly profuound skills will be better of use to u there. may even change ur mindset in life.

But i doubt it.. ur too weak. You dont see value in urself because u want to be white so bad. which is just weird... soooooooo weird.... white aint that great at all.

also ur bs needs to eat more and start lifting weights. perhaps his paranoia and over possessives towards u does this to ur mentality?
Or his passive boring beta traits?

Leave him if he annoys u.

DESU if im being one hundred with u - i would fk ur cunt so much, eat ur ass out and pull ur hair. Ur skin will get so much better the following day. LMK if u wanna do that. I'm a filipinowhite dude with decent 5 inch cock. But im harder, and more amazing in bed. I guarantee it.

i’m not asian...

It's good that you're leaning on your boyfriend when you need support, and great that he is the kind of guy that is there for you. We all have our hangups, and maybe a part of you realizes a lot of what you're feeling is just in your head, but at the same time you also can't force yourself to change how you feel. Therapy is one of those things, sometimes it gets worse before it gets better, sometimes it doesn't work at all. Maybe therapy isn't working, or maybe the reason you're feeling worse is because you're confronting things/issues that you're not used to dealing with. It might not be the worst idea to stick with it a little longer? Suicide is.. A pretty serious thing. Of course it affects you, but also affects those around you, your friends, family, your boyfriend. Life isn't easy for most people, hang in there the best you can.

Holy shit @ that entire reply.. lol.

Suffocation from carbon monoxide

i feel like a burden to my boyfriend and right now he could be having a fun time with some other girl but instead he’s tied down because of me. because of therapy i understand what a huge hole i’ve dug for myself and it’s hard to accept that. i think that if i killed myself it would be for the better in long term for the people around me

I imagine your boyfriend has some say in the matter and if he really wanted to be with some other girl he would. If therapy helped you see what kind of hole you've dug for yourself, maybe it can help to get you out of it? Have you had anyone close to you pass away? It doesn't sound like you have, it's not something some people ever get over, and with something like suicide it's generally worse.

yeah, no one really close to me hasn’t passed away. my grandmother passed away 2 years ago and at that time i wasn’t really emotional about it but now remembering her i want to cry. and user, thank you for your nice words, i really appreciate it!!

I don't surf/post on this board all that often, and I'm never entirely sure if the suicide posts are people who are serious or just want attention, but whenever post I think of it as the person serious about suicide. I think a lot of the time when people are suicidal there are options that they don't see, though I also believe that there are certain instances where the person really has no other option. Either way.. You have to be in a very bad place to be thinking about suicide seriously. I can tell you from experience, death isn't something that is easy to get over. I really do hope you hang in there, and you can always make threads on here for support. There will probably always be someone with advice or support (or offering to bang you like that Filipino guy lol).

the thing is i don’t understand if i’m doing this bad because of hormones or is it just really bad. shouldn’t be hormones because all that is gone but still. and really big thanks!!