whats an easy way to commit suicide with carbon monoxide?
Whats an easy way to commit suicide with carbon monoxide?
Are you talking about helium gas? I'm looking into that myself.
i dont have access to that. i mean carbon monoxide, the product from combustion
You wanna talk OP? Why are you resorting to this instead of trying to find another solution to your life?
Light 2 mini barbeques in a bathroom and seal it with towels and let the room fill for 15 minutes beforehand.
Don't do this though it can be very painful according to some witness accounts. You should use nitrous oxide to kill yourself
answer or fuck off
actually, i do. its because of a girl. you see, i may be a wimp for wanting to do this because of a girl, but shes more than that. ive loved her for over a year, weve been friends on and off, now she cut contact for good. what i feel wont go away, shes stuck to everything i enjoyed doing, and now those things just hurt. i discovered she actually liked someone else, and has just been playing with my feelings. i kinda miss her honestly.
where could i get that? also, from what i heard, carbon monoxide is painless, you just sleep peacefully
Look both up. Do not kill yourself with Carbon Monoxide.
DO NOT. It can be really painful depending on how it's done and other factors
but can it be done painlessly? its the easiest thing to get access to for me
My god OP imagine if every person did that over an ex. Same thing happened to me, I liked this girl for a while and she's with some other dude, she moved on. It hurts but I know I can just date someone else. Believe me I know how you feel but only time can help heal those wounds enough you wont feel them as much. It's a struggle OP, the hard part is living through that recovery period.
Maybe. Easiest doesn't mean painless and if it goes wrong it can be more painful than stabbing yourself. Nitrous oxide is nothing but pleasure. It's the same stuff the dentists use.
agreed. op is retarded. relationships are overrated. don't be a fag
but is it really worth it recovering? i mean, all my life people have disappointed me, love interests and friends, and i dont see how that would change. there is literally nothing that gives me will to continue, not even playing zelda anymore, and this goes beyond a girl. ive been on meds for a while, and she blocking me out of nowhere was the last straw that broke my back. she didnt really have a reason to do it, and it hurts. bad things have been accumulating for a while, and i dont think i cant take it anymore.
well, i cant get nitrous oxide either, so any other tips?
Please do not kill yourself. Please have hope. How can you be so sure that you won't meet someone in the future who will love you as much as you love them? What other things are troubling you in your life?
because it has always been this way, and honestly, im exhausted of going nowhere with everyone. school is shit, dont have passion in things i used to, i lost a bunch of friends, including this girl, people shit on me all the time.
ask yourself. why you are being "very gay"?
doesnt work, im not dead yet
I can relate to just about everything you said user, the only things keeping me here are my small family, my dog, and my hope for better things in the future.
Do you have people that care about you user?
i have my parents and my sister, theyre the reason i didnt do it yet, but i feel like an annoyance. besides that, a couple of actual friends, but i feel more comfortable in the anonimity of Jow Forums. im out of hope for anything, im tired of expecting good things just to get put down again.
Interesting. Well at least you have friends user, be grateful you have people around you. Every time I tried to make friends I just disappointed them or they ended up ghosting me. Like you, I browse this site because it lets me say something about myself without having to face the ridicule and/or pity I would likely face if I told someone in real life.
Why did you give up user? What were you aiming for anyway?
i have friends for now, its a question of time before i disappoint them enough. well, lastly i was aiming for at least a friendship with her, but everything ive aimed for failed. programming, guitar playing, drawing, game making, i just cant see the point of investing time in something when there are no results
Everything that requires skill takes time and a lot of effort to develop. Have you tried doing one at a time? A lot of people start practicing playing an instrument since they're very young user, they practice many days per week and years later they know how to play something. Drawing and programming are skills that also take time to develop. I think I had a thing for drawing but I didn't pursue it when I was a kid and instead wanted to go into sciences but then I realized I also needed math to be a complete scientific mind but I couldn't get a grip on that well enough and I had to give up on a lot of things.
I might try practicing some of these skills you mentioned myself. I'll see what I can do and hopefully if I invest enough time I'll see some improvement.
It really depends how badly you want to do something just make sure your goals are realistically within reach user, a lot of people don't know how to set up long term goals because they don't go by steps. Try having shorter term objectives to mark your progress if you haven't tried yet.
ive invested time in those things, i really have. but after a while i dont feel like doing anything anymore, i just get depressed. the only thing that kept me going was sharing those things with her, but now thats gone, and doing them hurts me
If this is about a girl, that's going to heal over time. Take my word for it, your pain hurts a lot now but it will lessen if you do something else. Don't just wait for time to go by, put your mind on other things.
Maybe it will take some time for you to do what you want to do but eventually you'll be willing to again if you find that spark.
thanks, but it has already taken too long
Matthew 11:28-30 KJV
Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.  For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
Matthew 28:18-20 KJV
And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth.  Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost:  Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen.
John 3:16 KJV
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.