This morning around 2AM I was coming home from a party. It's a one hour drive and while driving I was so lonely and horny. I just god my paycheck and I had a lot of money.
I stopped at a red light and saw a very normal looking girl crossing the street so I opened up the window and asked her to come over to ask her something. I asked her would she be willing to give me a long hug and a blowjob for 50 euros. She looked disgusted but I said I wasn't a creep and that I was incredibly lonely and offered 100 euros. She got in the car. Her perfume was very nice and she looked really good.
We drove to a parking lot and I introduced myself with a fake name and we got out and I took the hug. She was really sweet and hugged me like I was the best guy in the world and then I sat down in the passenger seat and she kneeled down in front of me but I had to make sure she knows I'm not a creep so I took her hands and kissed them and I told her I appreciate what she's doing and she kept telling me it's alright.
I took my pants down and she began the blowjob. It was awesome, she was doing her very best. After about ten minutes I felt ready to cum and told her to swallow it and she did, I came in her throat. We went to our seats, I gave her the money and asked her if she wanted to talk a bit so we got some coffee at the gas station and talked about our lives. She's a student and has a boyfriend, her mom died early this year and that's when I started feeling like a sack of shit.
I can't imagine if someone was to do this to my sister. I'd kill him right away.
Is this a temporary feeling? I feel like I want to find her and spend some time with her to make it up. I'm really not some creep.
I made a girl a hooker
But you are that creep. You took advantage of someone's financial troubles and even made the deal even sweeter for them so that they wouldnt refuse, well aware that that amount of money is irresistable to someone having money troubles, all because you were simply horny.
It doesnt matter though because the story is 100% made up. If she had a bf then she wouldnt bang a random dude for only 100 euros and risk getting murdered or getting an std.
>She looked disgusted but I said I wasn't a creep and that I was incredibly lonely and offered 100 euros.
>I can't imagine if someone was to do this to my sister. I'd kill him right away.
That guy you want to kill is apparently yourself. Also, you're a fucking creep, you hypocrite.
Honestly if you felt bad, should have just given her more money.
On the subject of not being a creep. If you have to say that multiple times and reassure yourself, you were prob engaging in creep behavior.
Who cares if you're a creep? I'm a creep just for existing. Women laugh as they pass me on the sidewalk. I don't give a fuck about being "creepy." Yeah, I'll probably get arrested for nothing at some point but who cares. I'd do what you did if I had the guts. I'm afraid of cops desu. The state is my main enemy and ending up in jail would push me to suicide instantly. Good job, though, op. You exposed the true nature of this girl and you should do it again with other females, but go further and get full sex
>Women laugh as they pass me on the sidewalk
dear lord the delusion
If you're going to do this sort of thing do it in a bar, or somewhere else people expect to get hit on.
You're right, it can't possibly be true even though it's been happening for years. I know, I know PURE COINCIDENCE. Believe what you want pal
What do girls laugh at you about then? Why do you think they care about some random on the street enough to point and laugh?
In fairness it’s completely down to the girl to decide is €100 is worth cheating on her bf. OP is a creep, but he wasn’t being super manipulative either. If the girl said she bad a BF first and OP still pushed it then sure.
I'm glad for you OP. Glad that you were able to get as much enjoyment as you did. Maybe next time you won't go soft and start asking about their personal lives like that
>give money for sex
>supposed to be not personal
>because shit like this happens
Next time just go on your merry way.
How did you make her a hooker exactly? It was her decision to be a whore.
There's no pointing of course because that would be a direct confrontation, something women don't do. It's just that I'm ugly. Long unkempt hair, beer belly that I can hide, usually a disgruntled countenance, and poor people clothes. I understand why they laugh, but that doesn't change the fact that they do and it has taken it's toll on me over the years
Oh and I am no way saying that what you did was right; you're a complete fucking creep. But don't feel sorry for the girl who chose to suck a stranger's dick for a pitiful amount of money either.
>Ugly
That's subjective, I have seen enough to know that people find different things attractive.
>Unkempt hair
You can fix that?
>Beer belly
Fixable, though some girls like that bod.
>disgruntled countenance
Tons of people have resting bitch face gene, but as it still exists its not big enough to not keep em down
>poor peoples clothes
If you are poor, even secondhand shops can get you good outfits. If you are poverty poor, work on that.
There is hope user.
I'm not selling my soul to avoid being laughed at. It is what it is, and while it bothers me, I'm accommodating these peopl
I'm *not* NOT accommodating
OP, that's fucking weird but you didn't MAKE the girl a hooker. She could've just said no. If I say "I'll give you $100 to punch that cop in the face" and some guy actually does it, who gets in shit? (Maybe both of us but you get the point)
You're weird at worst, but don't act like this girl didn't have a choice
How is that in anyway selling your soul? You can either wallow in self pity posting on anonymous message boards about how you think girls are laughing at you (which 99% of the time they are not unless they are literal children) or you can fucking do something about it.
I'm not a chad or someone good talking socially, but I manage to keep my haircut, be in okay shape, which is enough to get girls talking to you.
One of my best friends is pretty big, but he manages to fuck the best looking girls out of all of us, dude is fucking poor as shit too, but he tries and keeps his looks as clean as he can.
It's selling my soul because I'd be engaging in vain behavior solely to appease people who don't like me as I am. No thanks
I mean if this makes you happy, go right ahead and keep bringing it up on anonymous cat breeding image boards.
It would be fucked if you were in a wheelchair and they were laughing about that, but if you feel its about things in your appearance you can change, then isn't it a bit childish to keep complaining about it rather than cleaning yourself up some?
You wouldn't be selling your soul, you'd be improving yourself.
user stop thinking everyone's after you because no one really gives a shit. I used to be like you, but then I started exercising, talking to people and getting out of my comfort zone in general and I realised what I'd been missing. Don't let life go by like that, better yourself and be happy. You can be so much better if you try
I shouldn't bring it up, you're right. No one cares nor should have to hear about this. But it was related to op's concern about "creepiness" and I was just sharing my experience with the topic. I understand why people laugh. I shouldn't exist, but since I do, my purpose in life is to remind people what they have. To do so, I have to be an eyesore. Such is life. I'll stop talking about it now and keep it to myself
See
Stop pitying yourself.
Everyone exists solely because 2 people fucked. That's it. There is no higher meaning of it.
No ones purpose is to be an eyesore, better yourself and you may be able to find happiness.
Happiness is not carnal pleasure so no. This is going no where. Make sure you laugh behind my back the next time you see me. Have a good one
No one is laughing behind your back user. We just want you to know that there is hope. for you. If you are not happy right now due to things that you can change, why not change them and try to be happy?
Jow Forums has the best b8 threads.
It seems like it was a mutual decision. You may have been a bit creepy to randomly approach, but she also made the decision to go along with it. You should have gotten her number so that you can meet up again.
Also, keep an eye on your dick. Rando sexual encounters like that may not be rare for her and if she's willing to swallow a stranger's seed, then who knows how many others she's had in her mouth. Herpes is a fucking nightmare.
Is 100 euros a lot where you are? You might have made the difference in her being able to pay the rent.
Yeah, it's 10 days of pay for someone without a uni degree like a cashier or something like that.
>i used another human being as a disposable cum rag and found out she actually had feelings and a life? why do i feel guilty??
You dont even want to make it up to her lol you just want to feel better about yourself
People don't dislike you because of what you are, people dislike you because ultimately you don't want to be liked. And maybe you don't even think that because you haven't realised it. I am not saying get ripped and you'll have plenty of women after you, I'm saying that change can help you, if anything else to realise you shouldn't change. Either way, all you have to do is try.
Where in the Eurozone is $10 a normal day rate?
100 Euro is chump change. This chick just wanted to suck dick.
this
wtf is wrong with europeans?
This level of disingenuity is exactly why people like that guy would rather be laughed at than play your people's game. Just fuck off and die
You didn't make her do anything.
100 Euros isn't that much money, she made a choice.
You're a creep.