I feel like absolute shit, i lost all my motivation to study and keep going on, and sometimes to get of bed each morning.
I am doing a degree in History so i can be a teacher, i also do research in college, but the issue is that i am a christian conservative in a very far left place, and even tough i try to the utmost to be nice to ppl and not talk about my beliefs i keep being treated like shit over the years, my colleagues joke that i should have not being born or that i suffer from some mental disability, i keep getting hate from them and even from professors, in the rare occasions i object to something is like stepping on a mine, i feel often forced to do work into things i dont agree with, and a lot of times i feel like they push their political stuff harder so they can hit me. I tend to be a hard boi, but over the years this abuse got worse and it go into me, what can i do to regain force? I am begginig to fail on work.
I dont think i can keep going
Face reality that Christianity is a failed religion. Religion is a set of rules to live by and when those rules don't work that religion goes away. Under Christianity you can cut off your son's balls and be proud. Convert to Islam and them you can live under decent rules AND be privileged and untouchable by your demonic professors and peers
No, not converting to islam. Never
Then you choose to be abused until you are erased despite Jesus not requiring you to be a cuck
Take a break from politics, it's an artificially constructed division. Stop watching the news, stop checking blogs. Pretend it doesn't exist. You love God, so the next time you get a break, go out into nature, turn your phone off, marvel at what God has created and that you are here now on this planet with everyone else. Pray to God for the strength to see past human created divisions and see people as being created in God's image, just as you are.
You aren't this depressed and not getting along with others because of your faith. You're depressed and not getting along with others because you aren't truly following your faith. You are not connected with God or with divinity.
Dude don't worry God told us not to just cast all your cares on him also do not be afraid to speak about your Faith not matter the repercussions
Find the nearest church attend regularly read your bible (To build up your Faith and understand God's promises for you) and pray for strength
Never hate or despise the people who have wronged you
God bless you
>take the satan pill god doesn't really exist anyway
I know it's tempting but you don't have to be bad just because you're not sure if being good is worth it
some inspiring words (not op btw)
Dude God is real the miracles people keep talking about are not all delusions the martyrswho sacrificed their lives to convert Romewere not crazy
I've experienced God personally to the extent that I cannot afford to deny him
Just try attending church (preferably Pentecostal ) for some Sundays. You're really missing out
What horrible advice he's being abused and you say ignore it and give up his religion you stupid communist stooge
The dude never said give up his religion
Why are you whiteknighting for a communist stooge?
Op here; i cant take a break, i have to go 5 days a week into college for study and work and i get 1week holyday every year.
I will not change my religion or beliefs by being bullyied into it, even if it ruin my life.
I try not being political, as i try to be as nice to people who do this to me, but this only changed from open agression to passive very agressive to some of them.
I am surrounded by people who hate me and frankly i think they look at me as less human. It gets into you after some time and it hurts being treated like shit, i wanna get a whole year vaccation yes, but i cant.
File a complaint against them based on religious, sexual and ethnic intimidation
Imagine having to work double because you fear your teachers are trying to find an excuse to fuck you, now imagine getting good work done so people cant call you dumb for being religious, instead of reconizing you, they call you evil because you a r e either evil or dumb to be christian and conservative, i was told multiple times i was evil and a really bad person, i was stalked and threatened by colleagues, i was accused by the staff of racism because i looked at a black activist group show with a funny face ( i was sick and almost dying and still watched everything to the end without saying a word) and the staff tried to fuck me... I can go on and on, i did not ask this.
And who would believe me? The staff would support my abusers and they would all lie agaisnt me, i would also get expelled before finishing my degree. But thank you and the guys for awsering and trying to help.
Secretly record it if you live in a one party consent state. It's up to you, it's not going to stop and will only get worse, literally for the rest of your life. No one will save you unless you stick up fur yourself
I will consider it. Thank you
Jesus replied, "Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head." Luke 9:58
Bro its hard being a christian sometimes. You just gotta fight through it and stay strong, offer up your suffering as a sactifice to the lord, find some other christian friends that you can hang out with and support eachother. I'll be praying for you brother
How do they know your beliefs? I'm as far right as they come but no one in the super far left colleges that I went to would have any inclination about that (except for one chemistry professor who I told after I found out that he was also conservative). I suppose it's easier to hide in STEM, but still. Regardless, is there any possibility of transferring colleges?
Op probably wears a cross and evangelizes
Only women should do that, no one wants to interact with a man trying to proselytize them (everyone was nice to the Christian girl in my classes). Additionally, from my observations, if someone wants to convert they'll seek you out and not the other way around.
Well, just cuz you share the gospels doesnt mean you want to convert them. The only one who can convert someone is the holy spirit
Just please don't badger people, it does no one any good. At least, not in college. In adult life, people are more receptive to listening to you if you approach them kindly (particularly older folks) but in college, it's just a bad idea.