Don't have access to a gun. Besides, that method can quite literally backfire on you.
Exit bag sounds like the most peaceful but I've heard even that can leave you brain-damaged if you screw it up.
I've heard most hanging attempts fail.
Jesus... isn't that a way I can Alt+F4 out of this hell?
Help me commit suicide
Why are you feeling suicidal? I can assure you that whatever problems you're facing, suicide is not the answer.
WOW SUCH HELP
SO KIND
I've been depressed for 20+ years. I hate myself. I hate my crummy life with no future. I just want the sweet release of oblivion
In your 20+ years of struggling with your illness have you been formally diagnosed by a psychiatrist? Have you tried medication? What kind of lifestyle are you living?
I've been on SSRIs but I was tired as fuck on them. Had even less motivation, even though the suicidal ideation did lessen.
In conjunction with medication were you attending 1on1 therapy? Medication does help but in most cases, to make real substantial change it helps to speak with a professional that can help guide you through your problems.
Yes but I was incredibly resistant. I never once took any of my therapist's ideas on board and just felt she was telling me what I wanted to hear
How long did you see this therapist? What made you resistant, did you try discussing your hesitation to take their ideas on board? Maybe the therapist you were seeing wasn't equipped to help you in your particular circumstance?
>Going to a roastie therapist. Jesus dude you are fucked in the head
I'm not sure. Maybe five months? I guess I didn't really want therapy. I did it because it was expected of me and I thought I had nothing to lose.
Why aren't you helping me to kill myself?
Because everybody wants you to live.
Yet you're hesitant, even in this decision, because something might go wrong. This hesitation, even in the one thing you seem the most sure of, most assuredly translates into your other actions in life. So now you're balled up in anxiety all the way around, both unable to begin and unable to end.
You are free to commit suicide at any time, you don't have to play this game. Society wants to put you under the thumb of the idea that you must play the game, and by their rules of course. But you do not have to play and through suicide you can end this manifestation you call "I".
Did you feel that? It's funny, the closer you creep towards death the closer you creep towards liberation without realizing it. Once you lose your fear of dying or failing you are free to express what you have within you.. and without you, without hesitation.
But I don't.
If you have a death wish you might as well go out in style. Don't go quietly, go loud and make us proud. Make it a death to remember. Last samurai type of shit, okay buddy? Get drunk first and be sure to film it. You may just find some joy in your final moments. Godspeed fellow user.
other user here, the only reason I haven't done it yet is cause my Family will probably suffer, so anyone know how to not make them suffer, thinking about doing something bad a few months prior to see if they hate me and don't care or try to make it look like an accident, though a shotgun from the mouth to the brain is a little hard to appear as an accident
Fuck 'em. It's your life (or death). Don't suffer just because it might upset someone else.
Don't do it man. No matter what, your family will suffer from your death, emotional I'm saying. So don't do that. I wish the best for you
just ctrl+alt+delete and kill some unnecessary processes
If you're not just attention whoring or you were serious about killing yourself, you would've done so already. You're hesitating. Deep down, you know this isn't the right thing to do. Call 911 and tell them what you planned to do.
not op, but talking about suicide for some reason turns my head around and make me stop considering, for a while at least
Suicide may cause others inside and outside of your family to kill themeselves too, so I commend you for thinking about your family.
have sex, this way you don't kill yourself
Euthanasia will be legal for willing participants soon enough probably.