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>virgin
>no hobbies(i tried)
>video games arent fun,movies arent fun, books arent fun , music isnt interesting,anime is lame
>hate vacations
>unhappy when idle,suicidal at work
>feel my brain slowing down like a flowers for algernon
>sometimes i go home from work and just sit in a chair staring at nothing for hours
>days off are spent doing the above or clicking through youtube with no goal
>have no use for money i earn from work(have passive income). Genuinely just doing it so im left alone as a "success"
>completely unable to have a real connection with another human being

So uh. Now what?

All my life needed was a sense of somewhere to go. I don't believe that one should devote his life to morbid self-attention. I believe someone should become a person like other people.

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Play stupid games, win stupid prizes. You've broken your brain by going after someone else's goals. Now your reward system is fried. Take LSD to reset it.

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I wasnt going after someone elses goals. There are no goals at all.

Also no way am i doing acid.

>a "success"
By what metric? You have pursued the normalfag dream, to some extent or another. It is the "default" after all.
>Also no way am i doing acid.
Shrooms then? It's all the same really. We just need to crank serotonin up to 11 so you to start making new connections.
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What you're looking at here is the distribution of active neurological connections between various regions of the brain. Note that there are the same amount of connections (lines) on each side, it is just the rate of connection between clusters that has changed. This will break you out of the mold your lifestyle has put you in. Or make you go batshit insane. That happens, yeah.

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>video games arent fun,movies arent fun, books arent fun , music isnt interesting,anime is lame
Gonna add collecting here as a """hobby""". None of these are true hobbies. A hobby is where you push yourself to something beyond your abilities. Try going outdoors. Fishing, hunting, archery, kayaking, camping, hiking, etc. If you aren't putting your life on the line you aren't living. Go rock climbing. Once you've mastered it, do it without a harness. Try parkour. Focus your energy on to yourself.

You sound like you’ve fallen into a routine of life.

Maybe an attempt at just not standing out or wanting to to be left alone. Maybe even because of a fear or risk or being singled out.

Either way, it sounds like you’ve become stagnant and you’re probably feeling a bit tired, bored, depressed, and doing some self-reflecting. Maybe not happy with the results of your inactions.

If you genuinely want to be just like everyone else, you pretty much are. Everyone else experiences times where they feel lost, unfulfilled and suicidal. You’re on the right path if this is what you want, although it will be long and at times emotionally overwhelming.

If you’re seeking to change this, you must first change your way of thinking. Take a risk and see what happens. You don’t need to do drugs or commit a crime, although they do help as a catalyst if used in strict moderation. You just need to be willing to take a risk, even a small one.

I did mushrooms and it did nothing for me.after that experience i dont want to waste time or money on drugs. It wasnt a bad experience but imight as well have sat doing nothing without drugs. I dont see the hype at all. Drugs dont do that. It was a completely neutral experience

Congratulations you're the adult equivalent of the loser I sold oregano to in high school.

I didnt count those as hobbies. Ive done those kinds of things you say user. I get nothing out of it.

Its morbid escapism.
I have a bass I played in high school and then took a break from until last year of college it gave me no satisfaction

I started trying to draw and that didnt do anything for me aside from make me feel bad.

I started exercising and using my dumbbells again and I didnt get anything out of it.

I got into cars and learning them in and out but got disillusioned pretty quickly and still havent managed my license

I got into programming but found it useless as there was nothing I wanted to make

I got into mining and gem hunting and went out alot but again it didnt feel good.

Hiking wasnt fun for me

Card games hurt my head

Id go kayaking out in the bay and river. It was dull

Theres more but my memory isnt so good anymore...
What are you even trying to say? They were real mushrooms user. I took it with other people and it affected them deeply. I literally knew the suppliers.

Most of the things you listed are faggotry. I'll say this once more: if your life isn't in peril, if you aren't facing the possibility of losing your life, then you are not living.

Ok, man.

Lol big man here
You must be fighting on the frontlines in Syria rn right?
Otherwise your life isn’t on the line

this is depression, user.

What are you waiting for? Get the fuck off here, grab some spray paint and tag up a police car

Nah m8 ima doing this

how tf archery or fishing put life obln the line? is this a pun

Meaningless vandalism, truly the path towards a satisfactory and purposeful life

>depression
>real

>Gid gud at archery
>Hunt wild boar with bow
>Try not to get gored by boar

have you tried making videos and editing

you did say you mindlessly watch youtube
At this point you could start a whole channel called guy with no hobbies and make videos about trying something new each time. That's to say I don't expect you to fall into something perfectly that you love. Like with art or exercise it takes a long time before you yield results.

You're depressed
Find out the root of your depression and squash it. Until the, you won't enjoy anything.

Fine then faggot. Just off yourself. You're a fucking joke and an embarrassment to humanity. Just make sure that when you kys, you donate\preserve your organs to those worthy of life

this kind of
>I don't enjoy anything in my life anymore
is real depression. It's not "I'm sad" or "things are going bad" - it's "I've lost the ability to enjoy".

people are unironically suggesting archery for depression
fucking lolll

is this real? lol areyou a hs guidance counseler or some shit

video games have stagnated
movies are now just capeshit

What are your goals? Do you have any?

No

Lies
If you want to deepen your anime hobby then watch some hentai's. That'll push you beyond your ability

You have depression.

Get on some drugs/have some therapy

No. Im not going to fuck my head and a therapist is just a person. You guys are just as qualified to help

Dude, staring at nothing for 2 hours is great sometimes, it seems you got everything covered financially so start improving your psyche by improving your muscles and general health.

If for some reason you don't want that then wait it out, just wait 2 days you'll have a more positive outlook on everything trust me.

Why? Being healthy didn't make me feel better

Sorry no. That isn't the case.

Well going to the gym is a never ending journey were there is always room for improvement. Yes dude trust me you may think all black now but in 2 days you will look back on today and it won't be that bad.

user this has been my entire life

Some moments you want to kill yourself and everything seems horrible with no way out but if you pass those bad times you'll be able to look back on it and it won't seem as bad.
I'm talking experience buddeh

I dunno then get a wife or a cat if you hate people

Listen man you just need to believe that this is my head.

I don't think I'm the kind of guy who should own pets. Also i kind of need to fix myself before getting a girl

Alright then you should learn self improvement go for a walk when you feel bad and don't post on this stupid board instead.
I'm schizoaffective type 2 but you're behaving like a child
>Pic related i'm the left one.

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Why are you here

As much as cops suck, i'm not getting arrested just to "live life".

I have nothing else to do and I try helping people in any way I can because that's what gives me energy.
Fun fact infj make less than 2% of the population and there's 0,2% people with schizoaffective disorder and I'm both but im 99% percent useless as a member of society right now.

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You're citing personality bullshit to me?

Yes and also mental disorder bullshit, persevere friend.

I don't believe in any of that.

What are you on about then? Go on then live your lifestyle. Get an obsession maybe that will help, start counting your bills or something mr. Krabs

This whole thread is about how dissatisfied I am and how I am unable to be obsessed with anything.

Meditation or just overall spirituality.
You lack meaning, those will give you some or punch it out of you.

Dissatisfaction is the constant state of man. You will always want something, and you will always want more. Even when you have attained everything you could want, you will theoretically want more.

You have reached a point where you are completely complacent, and yet your inner drive is to seek perfection. You want to obtain a sort of happiness, yet in what you are unsure.

I highly advise that you take a vacation, then spend it in a situation where you have to talk to others. Find a non-biased third party and talk to them about your situation. Ask then about their drive and their goals and ask them what they think of your situation. This means you may have to talk to strangers. This means you may have to look like a weirdo. But what do you have to lose?

Honestly.. You should try substance abuse. You need SOME kind of stimulation in your life. Anything is going to be healthier than nothing. You're going to go insane doing that shit, mate.

you sound depressed.

You're a burnout. Better go get all athletic and healthnutty.

I'd recommend reading older literature. Men had purpose, men were noble then.

Try to change cities. It sounds like you have a problem with your metabolism. Nietzsche once gave the advice to make a climate change, when your metabolism is the one of a low life. Not always is there a lack of serotonin in a depressed person, but ther might be a problem of getting you kicked into life again with it.
I had the exact same problem and came over it. First movies, games and music was enough, but i got bored and wandered the whole area thousands of miles without much fun, but i started to combine some activites. For example i learned juggling and after a while i wandered the whole area juggling. After i got bored from that i sang songs while walking around or i listended to music while i juggled and wandered. Also you can try to learn science, wath documentations read books and such.
And a question after the advice: Why did you choose that picture?

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Are you me? All checks except for the age I'm 28. I'm good with the money thing but I'm literally just a money hoarder now after all these years. When I was a neet they told me that life will get better if I do certain things like finish studies, take driver's license and get a well paid job. I did all that and I'm still the same brain dead faggot.

You have no discipline. If things don't turn out how you want within a given time frame you give up and claim it was never going to work. You're enslaved by your irrational feelings and not your rational thoughts. No surprise this leaves you empty.

Pick a goal, make a plan for that goal, achieve the goal no matter what. Doesn't matter if you don't feel like it that day or you talk yourself into no longer wanting that goal, you respect the decision YOU made and follow through regardless. Every time you renege and go to something else without seeing it to the end is a betrayal of yourself. You're advertising to your ego that your resolve is nonexistent, that you're just an animal that likes to think it has a mind of its own but in reality hasn't the wherewithal to enforce any of its own decisions.

OP you're almost me.
>Churn through hobbies pretty regularly because I lose interest so quick.
>No interest in travel or other cultures
>Zone out on the couch in silence
>Consider driving into a pylon almost daily on the way to work

If I had passive income to not need to go to work, I'd happily spend my days staring into space like the retard I am

Join the army

I'm 22 and a virgin as well. Seems like you are going through what I experienced a few times which is a depressive episode. They go away for me in a month and aren't that frequent any more.
Anyhow, my hobbies are boring. Reading, writing, art sometimes, hoping very rarely, and shooting.
Just go to college. That's what I'm doing even though I have no real goal in sight and am taking loans to do it