Dying from neglect of brain disease

I have had a brain disease for 4 years and I am dying from neglect by my family and doctors.I have been getting progressively disabled and I have been losing the ability to sleep for 2 months I have not slept 1 normal night.

As I continue to lose sleep I have been unable to sleep or eat or drink on my own I forget to eat and I have lost a lot of weight.

eventually I will die and I would need intensive care immediately like in a retirement home.My family knows I am not eating but I am being left to die from neglect like in the holocaust with the nazis.

I feel very dehydrated and weaker every day, and I will lose the ability to sleep and die of respiratory failure while my sisters and mother watch dumb Netflix series.

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this is the end I will be unable to sleep a normal night ever again and I will die within the next few weeks to months.

especially if I stop eating food and water.

try to cure the brain disease

my family are jewish liberals who are very politically correct, but they are treating me like nazis who want to kill the disabled.

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doctors are nazis and kick me out every single time, I will die of dehydration, respiratory failure.

there is no cure for the disease and I will have to overdose on drugs or alcohol.

my psychiatrist just sent a prescription for a sleeping medication that can kill you with 10mg, should I euthanize myself this is the first time I ever had a choice!

have you told your psychiatrist about these thoughts? Get them on the phone, tell them it's an emergency and your life is on the line.

I am only afraid to get him in trouble if I overdose on it, on his records old patients have died on accident and he got in trouble.

I cant even blame my doctors for lying to me about the diseases I have, it is just unrealistic, not every disease will be found, sometimes people have to die undiagnosed and the doctor doesn't know how to tell the patient the truth.

What's your diagnosis OP? Also how old are you and where do you live?

nobody knows anything about the disease, I have been losing my memory and I can no longer study biology or chemistry ever again.I have painful heat intolerance, shortness of breath, weight loss.

I don't really want to go on anymore, if I were to lose control of my actions from cognitive impairment I could be put in a mental health facility or a prison and die there in pain.

How old are you?

almost 21, I don't think I will make it.

its a shame that all my friends from highschool have all moved on to the nerd colleges, they were the people who understood me best before my illness struck.

the brain disease has made it impossible to make any friends whatsoever, I used to have very close friends and we saw each other every day, and had a great time. But I saw one of my old friends in college and the conversations just felt like death, we used to have so much fun together.

Based self-hating Juden

Me and me jewish friends were always so much trouble at Hebrew school we all knew god wasn't real and were atheists and we went nuts running all over the place, trying to get marijuana, video games, ditching school.

have they scanned your brain?

now would be a good time to go on SSI

What is the disease?

Yes all they saw about my brain is that the corpus callosum is abnormally large and my brain is actually very big, and not normal. there have been authors and poets who also had weird brains and Einstein.

nobody knows what disease I have but my cognitive development got stunted, because my older sister is very gifted and she is doing a PhD in english at a good university.Everyone can see very clearly that even though I may be the smartest student in the class with the best grades, I am just a stunted version of my sister.

You do not have an undiagnosed brain disease, you are not about to die of respiratory failure, your family is not neglecting you, your doctors are not lying to you. You're displaying symptoms of thought disorder and a lack of insight. You need to speak frankly with your psychiatrist and describe these delusions. Screenshots of your initial post would be helpful, as would be the one about you being a cypriot jew and nobody respecting your father and his patents (if that was you, the details and writing style are similar). You need antipsychotic medications, you're experiencing symptoms consistent with the schizophrenia prodrome. If you have been experiencing an unexplained fever you need to schedule an emergency appointment with your psychiatrist immediately, otherwise take the soonest available appointment.

Callosal thickness isn't strongly associated with any significant outcomes past infancy. An abnormally large brain would be suggestive of a variety of potential disorder, but the most common explanation given your symptoms would be diffuse swelling associated with schizophrenia prodrome in adolescence.