GIOYC
GIOYC
I wish I had something to die for.
I have a crush on another guy, but I'm too afraid to talk to him.
Same, bro. This world used to have a place for men like us, but now it's so corrupted that it's not worth it anymore. I just want this ride to end.
Girl I was seeing, I haven't heard from her since Friday. Her phone was ringing but now goes to voicemail. Not blocked on the number because I tried calling on my mum's phone too...
Looks like I'm going to her house tomorrow
I feel like I'm too average or below average, boring and somewhat too stupid to ever become a big shot. So I stay alone because I can't imagine anyone really knowing me and liking me at the same time. The 2 'girlfriends' I had left me after 2-3 months which further reinforced this idea in my head. 4 years without bothering with making friends or dating.
There seems to be two different worlds the one I imagine and plan and the real world and they clash because they are totally different.
Basically the imagined world is so great and easy and the real world is full of unexpected events and nasty, violent and disgusting.
It's been a month since I've heard from my ex. For the best, but it hurts a lot. It was never a perfect relationship - she was younger, more immature, emotionally volatile. She broke it off - not the first time, but this time, I didn't try and mend things. I've tried enough. It hurts that I've given up on her, although I know this will be the best way forward. I was her first, and just like I had my heart broken and it made me much stronger, it'll hopefully be the same for her. I'm trying to be strong, although the past few days have been tough and I really need a good hug.
I've been thinking a lot about my first. I went back and looked at old pictures I took eight years ago. I was so happy and innocent back then. She was too. She's happy now, I hope - with the man she'll most likely marry. All those years since that relationship I spent hurting, growing, and treasuring the memories shared. I think she would've done the same, except the one time we spoke a few years ago it was clear to me that she'd spent the entire time finding reasons to hate me. Looking back, I dislike the person I was back then too, except I realise I was young and dumb, and going through a difficult and life-changing experience (cancer, breakup, etc.) She's a completely different person now, I'm sure, as am I. It hurts to know that I'm getting old and moving on, and it hurts even more to know that mistakes from almost a decade ago still haunt me from time to time.
Idk wtf is going on. Everyone is acting weird as fuck.
The best thing you can do is be a positive influence in the world. It's not even difficult to do.
The best thing you can do is be a positive influence in the world. It's not even difficult to do.
How do we love everyone differently?
do you wanna fuck your grandma
The truth is you will never understand me until you stop hiding what you are from me.
of course not, get lost
How are you? You can be honest, don't just say good. If it's you I'll stop waiting.
If you want me to talk, I will.
for you...
I feel okay today. A little sad. I like your song.
I want to tell her she's a good person and thanks for everything because I know she needs to hear that from somebody, but I don't think it'll matter coming from me.
was on a call I wanna talk
youtube.com
Used to NEVER cry during movies/tv but the last few months the slightest emotional moment makes me at least tear up. It doesn't even make me sad it's just like once I sense something emotional my body immediately makes me cry. I'm almost definitely not pregnant so idk what it is??? Help!
I never asked anyone out, in 27 years.
i masturbate 12 + times a day and i cannot stop. dont know how to stop.
My dick doesnt even get hard anymore. I just smash it gor ap 30 sec then i cum. I am afraid of women.
for everyone...
chill out for a bit, enjoy the sun, try to live a little even if it doesn't feel good at times.
Stay in a public place for most of your day
I love and hate my fat wife
Why do you assume they are hiding something?
Well stop being afraid and go have sex
I can’t take it anymore. I wish I could just die like right now. All people do is hurt me. I try so hard and I’m over it.
Sad, why? and good...it's one of my favorites :)
I’ll be the one to care
youtu.be
God im lonely
I shot a video of me fucking my fleshlight from below out of curiosity, and I looked really, really thick. I know I have a thicker than average dick (5.5in girth) but it's hard to see that while looking down.
I honestly feel pretty proud of myself right now.
I'm terrified of growing up and having to see everyone I love age, and die, but that's part of life and I have to deal with it
I am 26 yo female and get mistaken for 16 all the time. Right now I like how youthful I look but the wall is only 4 years away. Sigh, why am I so anxious over the inevitable? I want to look young forever but know thats an impossible thing to want.
Guys, I have jury duty on the Area 51 raid.
Can I use the fact I hate all of humanity as an excuse to get out and then play them the song I wrote about how I hate mankind?
Same except I hate looking young. Older people are sexier.
Hopefully I will age elagantly. While I love looking like a cute highschool girl I wouldn't mind being a sexy MILF either. I just don't want wrinkles. It terrifies me to know my smooth face will one day become an old bag. I know its shallow af but damnit I want to be pretty gor as long as possible.
You look like the kind of person that's horny 24/7
I like wrinkles but I'm also unironically gay for grannies so lel.
I did laundry and ate breakfast, and now I'm cooking dinner. I still haven't said anything to her. I've been overthinking it for so long I don't even know if I like her. Might just be lonely and bored. I won't make a move anytime soon, regardless, because I don't have my shit together. Fuck. I might really like her.
Haha, awesome.
It not gay to like GILFS. its gay to hate GILFS.
So someone in their peak sexual prime??
Lucky bitch
I'm too shy to do this
were*
I get really sad when I don't get to hang out with my fwb. We've both been sick and I just feel sad and alone.
I hate that I get so toxic-y when he doesn't text me back, I'm a fuckin idiot. How do i stop?
find him irl and nag him
I've got the kind of loneliness that doesn't go away by hanging out with friends, I wish I wasn't such a bland person when it comes to chatting online, it would make getting a relationship so much easier.
I want this to be goodbye.
Okay, so tell me
Nag or shag? I just really enjoy speaking to him so whenever I don't for an extended period of time I get :(
Stop believing in a god then.
Go visit a goa festival with camping. Travel if necessary. That will rejuvenate.
My plane is leaving in 10 days, to a forest in Europe. I will see, meet and greet hundreds of people, some might even become romantic. The adventure of the unknown. Loneness, being alone and feeling alone get different depth and meaning.
both desu
I tried and I can't do anything more. I've invested as much as I can in this, it is not worth it for me at all. I'm sorry. I'm just going to enjoy my life from now on.
I'm going to play my games, have fun, only worry about myself and my loved ones. That's it. Bye.
unironically based
Because it can’t be undone...
You texted me like nothing's happened in the past few weeks and, to be honest, I liked it
Wish you'd set aside our differences and take me into your arms, so I can feel safe and accomplished again
He's too shy to say that what broke him most was you denying intimacy as demand pressure.
I got lost in the forest today and it was like 105 degrees lel
I can't express feelings before understanding. I just can't. I read that when you repress something too much, your unconscious fights back by magnifying whatever is most unwanted. That's the state of a lot of my feelings - destructive, primitive, too easily influenced, and calculated to deny my own values. It's not like I can never show feelings again, but I need to rationally understand that my feelings have worth.
Ya'll should listen to Nico Collins!
try not repressing them
how should i style my hair if its like this?
i think this looks shit
>walked home feeling like a million bucks
>supermodel level gorgeous and i know it
>got hit on by some suited guy in his 40s, didn't even mind, humored him
>walked with me 5 blocks trying to get to know me, said i was beautiful
god damn am i pretty. feels good man.
>come home today
>drink ginger ale
>eat a salad
>watch old nickelodeon cartoons
based
Hairspray and dye the fuck outta it and make it look like Yugi's hair
How do I fix this?
fix what? the hair?
checked those digits btw
lmfao smoke weed
Well I did it. Time to go back to being mute.
I'm such a fucking dork.
And what is that? I'm sure it can...
got close with a co-worker, despite my personal rule not to because shit storms.
caught feelings, decided to shoot my shot, got knocked down, but its alright as shit happens and not everything works out, thats life.
What was bullshit tho was her essentially not being 100% honest with me, and her not fully closing the door on us being a thing.
So when she started dating another nigga less than month later, that shit stung harder than my heart attack.
overall wish i didnt get close to her, and i wish she was at least honest with me, because even if us being a thing isnt gonna be happen, doesnt mean ill stop being a friend, and i wouldnt have felt like shit for this long.
Because now i feel like i wont be able to fully trust her as friend, and working together is gonna hurt like a fucker.
I can't believe my sister hasn't seen breaking bad. Even *I've* seen breaking bad.
Just get together already ffs
you guys are my otp
What does it mean if I think about you all the time? What does it mean if you're in every dream I have? What does it mean if I want to talk to you more than anyone else but I have no idea how to say the words I want to say? What do I do?
I don't know how to love.
he smoked all his weed lmao
Also, listen to Alec Benjamin.
:)
Autism is cute. I find autism to be endearing. I hope I can find the cute autistic bf of my dreams one day...!
I have no idea but the idea of us talking in person are always in my mind 24/7 whatever the outcome is I don't care.
I don't know how to make that happen.
>brother says I need a haircut
>true enough
>"hey let my friend give you a haircut"
>idk, i'm not sure what I want yet
>"no, he's really good, just ask him to do something good for you"
>o-okay...
>dude gives me a fucking zoomer cut
>like, the exact zoomer cut
>I'm 29 years old
pic related how I look. over 100 hours in paint
Just come here and i'll lead the way.
I already have everything I needed.
I'll take the bait. Why don't you get off Jow Forums and talk with the person you're in about? Legit curious.
Maybe strike up a chat with the person? See how they feel and possibly lay everything out on the table. I doubt things would go well if you're serious about not knowing how to love, but you will most likely feel a bit better after expressing your feelings with said person.
Autism unironically
They must know about that though, ye? Don't let your dreams be dreams, senpai. And good luck to ya.
Gotta embrace the pain
Keep focusing on yourself, bud. I'm not saying it's easy learning or teaching yourself proper social skills, but with time hopefully things will get better for you. This crazy thing called life doesn't stop for anyone, so do your best to stay positive
>They aren't good at talking and neither am I so I don't know how to do this. Nerves, man.
You don't even know me irl!
and you seemed scared shitless to me when we talked online.
I think I'm just desperate to know that you people aren't going to do anything to me
You have people who are supportive and close to you in-person.
Go to them instead of venting here on Jow Forums
I saw a man a long while ago who had been cut in two by a train. I didn't see it happen, just two officers examining the scene afterwards. His legs were off the tracks, starting with his belt. His torso was on the tracks, arms out front.
I can remember his hair, his pose, how the police were standing. What's still fucking me up is how clean it was. A perfect cut, like a sandwich, everything in place, no mess. His clothes weren't even stained.
I'm afraid to describe it to anyone I love and trust because I don't want it to haunt them too. Death that violent shouldn't look so clean.
Here's to the first of many sleepless nights.
I gave up.
What am I supposed to do now without you?