GIOYC / Get It Off Your Chest

Get it off your chest, tell to mr Carl who hurt you.

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I'm gay but I want kids and a family and that's the only reason I still chase girls. Also girls are kind of beautiful, so I still desire them. I just would never want to be friends nor in a relationship with one.

I AM sorry

we DEF can only be friends

He's pulling away
I dont know if I can tell him
Would it even matter?

If he cared this wouldnt be happening
So I guess its time to phase out of his life, like everyone elses
But Im tired of leaving
I wont leave again

I will end it if I have to
My birthday is in a week so maybe thats a good time
Sick of living in pain
Physical and emotional

God damn it. I don't want to fuck other women. I only want to be with you.

no need to fuck me, eww

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My ex is so retarded and incapable of seeing that he caused the end of the relationship. It's all my fault even though he is an alcoholic and got into then became addicted to drugs and that's literally why I wanted to break up with him for so long. It's all my fault though. I am just mean.

I somewhat regret for what I have caused. I probably shouldn’t get along with this girl.

I hate the the idea of short-term relationship. What the fuck, I don't want to be with anyone who'd only look for that kind of relationship and waste my time.

bitches b cray

Only this one here matters, watch me change the world.
Please tell me I can't do it.

Please, dude, keep your girl. This whole thing IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. I’ll never meet you irl, I won’t get you meet my parents, I won’t move in with you. Please, stop it all.

Should’ve told her when you had the chance.

AHHHH MY TOES ARE PRESSING AGAINST EACH OTHER ITS SO ANNOYING MAKE IT STOP

I think I legit hurt my hearing this time. Man I really wanna get away from this weirdness. I don't care if I caused it.

I want to spend my savings but I’m so afraid things get fucked

I can't fucking fall asleep because of this. AHHHHHHHHH

I honestly agree. My brother is gay too and I keep trying to tell myself I'm bi but I don't think I am, I want a family but I'm not attracted to women.

It was fun for a while

I dont blame you theres just way to many terrible women

Die Fahne hoch....

>want baby
>girlfriend wants baby
>we want baby together
>she is on medication that is bad for baby
>wants to get off of it before having baby
>will be on it for another 1-2 years
>she is already 35
>already age where complications spike

I basically took Hell on earth and made it worse for myself

>doom e1m1 music starts playing

I want to see you.

What whiskey should I get?

Why?

I miss you.

Are you a gay german guy?

I give terrible Jow Forumsice on purpose.
I come on this board and every once in while I'll give absolutely horrible Jow Forumsice but couched enough that some dumbass or gullible person might actually follow it and ruin their relationships and even land them in jail.
I have no regrets over this.

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No.

Go on then and live out your love

checked let's meet up bby

I’m always missing you and thinking of you.

I think I'm going to keep it simple.

Yeah, I'd like to...

Don't know what to do. And I'm kind of too weak right now. I haven't been able to do much for the past few days.

I wish you'd tell me. Then I'd know what to do about you

Like muscle weak?

I miss you. Do you still want me in your life at all?

>foolishly thinks others follow their stupid adv on Jow Forums
>foolishly thinks
>foolish
>fool

A little bit. Also very nauseous and tired. A lot of dizzy spells, too. It's anemia

They don’t want you. You snooze, you lose. Get over it.

Damn it brain. When I said stop obsessing I meant it.

A couple of days after my 25th birthday, I have A: Learned that my boyfriend has been cheating on me, and B: Developed bacterial pneumonia.

I guess THIS is the wall.

I hate niggers! REEEEEE REEEE!

how do I pick locks lol
I have a pick kit (using a nail clipper as the wrench though) and I heard two pins click but I can't figure out the rest
>inb4 practice
nigga i wanna be a ninja thief already

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spinach, just had pizza that had some on it today

This is what school staff usually use

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Apple, mix with sprite

I think you have bipolar like me. I wish we could talk about it.

Women at the workplace, not even fucking ONCE.

>Worry about how no one cares about me and my friends only pretend to like me
>Pay a therapist to pretend to care about me
Why did I think this would help

I love you so much. No matter what you are or what you become. i'll always be there for you no matter what.

I have prelims today that's why I can't stay much.
(Just escaped the classroom after finishing the first exam whoops)

Is it normal that I get all nervous and my body shakes any time I have an argument with someone? I don't argue often but when I rarely do, my body shakes a lot.
Also how do I calm down? I'm afraid that if someone some day wants to beat me up I won't be able to control my body and defend myself.

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then unblock me, dildo.

Of course. How could I not?

Just a few more hours and we can talk.
(ADD ME ON DISCORD BIATCH)

I just want to suck every breast I see. Big ones, really big ones, huge ones and all the other ones for comparison.

Are you on drugs?

Fight or flight response it helps you beat them up

Sweetie, I only have 10 minutes left here on Jow Forums.

You in jail or something?

Why can't I ever react to a situation when it happens? I'm never thinking of anything too too much in any present moment but I still only realize what happened after it happened.

Just today one of my managers told me to if I could stay a couple hours later than usual and I automatically said yes. I wanted to say no, but I only realized what had happened after it happened. it's like I can never react to the present moment

Can someone please explain this to me? I want to be able to say no and react to something as it is happening instead of being like an NPC

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Im supposed to be in uni ;v;

How often do you have conversations with people?

...

Everytime something happens that lets me down I stay let down for the rest of the day. Some guy just had the confidence to tell me not to do something? I get depressed, lose self-esteem, and start thinking of myself as some nobody pushover who will never stand up for himself. It's always like this. I'm so tired of it. I never get any action and I basically have 0 confidence or direction.

I can't just make up one, and even if I did I would still feel like anything I do is shit. Everyone is better than me. Why do I try?

Not that often. I'm trying to do that more though

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heh

Why is nothing making any sense anymore?

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Not that user but I thought I was the only one who ever used the mirrored heart. You rule, user!

He's on the High Test, I've seen many such cases.

Almost completely nocturnal. I have no reason to get out of bed any more.
I want a best friend so badly.

Do they know you miss them? If not, why would they make an effort to keep you in their life?

ok i'm home now time to practice singing again
I hope my voice will become angelic enough that the nearby extra terrestrials will hear my pleas for abduction and finally take me away, like in 2001: A Space Odyssey when the guy was abducted by Jupiter aliens or maybe like when Zooey DeChanooey gets abducted by the aliens in Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy but definitely not like when those Martians in The War of the Worlds start abducting people just to grind them into tubby custard because I thought that was really gross.

Don't you have a job? How do you feed yourself? lol
I want your lifestyle maybe?

I could dress up like an alien and turn you into tubby custard if you'd let me

Lost my job recently, project wasn't selling and half the team was laid off.
I have not eaten anything today. No appetite.

That sucks user!!!! You should watch some Mr. Rogers episodes on youtube, that might cheer you up. Best of luck, I'm sure you will get back on track but I get how this time must feel like shit.

everything people tell you about finding love is a lie. its all luck, whether that's genetic or just in the dating scene.
ive grown so much, i have a career and and apartment and a car. i've been exercising and eating healthier and my love life has been worse than ever.
i just want to give up on everything.

I'm so fucking in love with this girl, she just sparks joy everywhere she goes. We are living in hostels so we're fucking constantly with a lot of different people. I just wanna be with her and my knees melt whenever she's close idk what to do. I literally want to marry her but I can't beat the autism she generates me.

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get a clear lock for practice

>we're fucking constantly with a lot of different people
Sounds like fun

i figure i'll need too to actually get started
thx tho ill get on it when i go to fry's or aybe just from interne tidk

Ye but I'm not fucking with her

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I am convinced you think I am trash. Its a perfectly reasonable conclusion, so yeah. Maybe you will be merciful and confirm that suspicion one day with your words. I am sorry I am so damn drawn to you. I don't know how to keep away. I don't even know what the hell I want from you anymore. How dumb is that? I am trying to keep a distance though and I will try to keep silent so you don't hear my voice. Hopefully that is enough for now. Eventually you will never see me again, I am sorry I don't have the willpower to make that happen sooner.

Oh. That sucks but I'm sure you will see that other girls are just as good, try picking one girl you know that is pretty and then focus on all the things you like about her, I'm sure you can make a list as long as the other girl's. Then think about how neither is better than the other one or "that great" in the first place. Easier said than done though of course and not sure if this works for everyone.
Anyway good luck with the girl you like

You don't sound like someone who is trash...

my friends only hang out with me for my money and it makes me sad, but I would be completely alone if I didn't hang out with them because they are my only friends and I have no living relatives.

Oh, I suppose thats because this is what manipulative people are good at. Deception. I also suppose its because I don't want to be trash. I just know I have done things I shouldn't have done, and I don't really know how to attone for those mistakes, not just to him there are many sins I have committed. I just know that until I can look in the mirror and see a reflection of good, I am trash. Heh.

Might quit my job tomorrow

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Chill out dude you're overthinking you'll be fine

Isn't that overthinking things the natural state of the insane? I will calm down, I am just having another episode is all. It will go away, and then come back. Like always.

These next few days are going to be long. Depending on the MRI results, I may be looking at having a spinal tap done. That's not including the possibility of a brain abscess or tumor appearing on the test results.

I'm trying not to think too far ahead and panic, but it's hard not to. I had no idea that I was in this type of possible danger until my ophthalmologist saw that the optic nerve in both of my eyes were swollen.

Meet friends and pretend that you are lower middle class?

>open a big file in a program
>alt+f4 program while it's trying to load big file
hehe
I am truly devious

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I just gotta give him the wheel. I need to stop worrying so damn much. He knows whats best for you just give it to him. You know he is the only one who can free you from your obsession.

Please, T, save me from my own mind. Make me useful. I trust you.

Also I live in the bay area and have absolutely no fucking friends here. I'm legit losing my mind.

I bought a gas mask for the Area 51 raid but now I'm sneezing up insect turds and trying to excavate them with a q-tip because god damn does the military ever wash their shit? (Answer: No)