Dying from psychiatric errors?

So what psychological issue do you have? Your "emotional breakdown" had to be pretty fucking severe for them to separate it from a normal teenage freak out.

You also sound paranoid, vengeful, and suicidal. Can you put someone else on the phone we can talk to

That sucks user. I'm glad you got out though.

There is no paranoia here it happens sometimes that psychiatric drugs can damage the brain and mimic a mental illness, it can lead to a tragedy where the brain damage from the drugs is treated by increasing the dose until the patient dies from the doctors forced drug administrations.

I have so much brain damage I will never be able to work a job at McDonalds or receive a degree from college, I will think die within the next year, from my heart and digestive issues.

are you the poster with the neurodegenerative disorder?

yes it can all be explained as an adverse reaction to the medications.

I was never mentally ill I am just sensitive to the drugs

It really is fucked up how psychiatrists are considered the word of God. If you push back against them you are just "stigmatizing" treatment. It's fucked up they just expect everyone to agree with them and if not you are mentally ill.

What was the emotional breakdown

Congrats you now have a short cut of respectible early death. Make a bucket list and do it now. They can take your life, but they can't take your death.

What's your experience with psychiatry

well unfortunately you got yourself labeled as crazy, so whatever you say is now worthless in the eyes of everyone

based schizoposter

>all these people feeling sorry for OP
wew lad, talk about taking someone at face value

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I don’t even meet the criteria to be crazy in the DSM. I was having muscle spasms, rigidity, anxiety, insomnia for 1 month, constipation. The drugs definitely had an adverse reaction and the nurses became concerned and reported the symptoms to have the medications stopped

I'm not trying to sound like a retard hippie, but I'm sure you have someone who cares, right? Go out, see the world. Make friends before you pass. I'm sure if you made a few friends, you could make a bucket list and finish it off fast before you go into the "great forum in the sky."

A plus to making some friends is, they'll help spread word the med incident

Good luck user, I'm rooting for you

Much less than most people. I never took their meds because I heard the right opinion soon enough to get the fuck out. That being said I was admitted to a psych ward and what I saw there was a bunch of hopeless people stuck on medication that didn't work and caused problems. I am not just projecting they literally told me none of this shit works and that there was probably no hope. Not one person at the psych ward had anything positive to say about their meds. Actually they just talked about how they have been trying tons of different kinds and nothing works. One of them thought about trying microdosing on some hallucinogens or something. Basically that's the reality of psychiatry it just gets you addicted to poisonous drugs (although the hallucinogens were probably not that poisonous compared to the psych meds).

It's because countless of people like OP exist out there. It happens all over the place and people fucking praise it. The thing is for most people psychosis is actually curable without meds. Problem is the only places that offer the right treatment are basically only in Finland. Well that's all i know of at least.

>When people fall for copypasta from the same troll
Jow Forums always cracks me up. Jow Forums here; when we have copypasta, it's always low-quality bait. But here? Because you're all so broken, you fall for anything that looks like a pity party.

it’s Jow Forums, what did you expect? anons here will take everything as fact as long as it’s in an OP

Young people today have gone too far in the opposite direction. Everyone is so fearful of "stigmatizing" the mentally ill that they now just mindlessly listen to and believe in anything mentally ill people say. shit is ridiculous and I know from experience

Hello psychiatrist. Upset people aren't falling for your bullshit anymore? Afraid you will lose your job? You will have to actually earn a living without exploiting abused people?

I had undeniable symptoms of muscle rigidity, muscle spasms, and behavior issues directly following an injection

i'm just someone whose lived a little. Tried to help people with mental illnesses, and I paid a heavy price. Argued with psychiatrists on there behalf too. I know what some of you are capable of. you're not all helpless victims like you say

did you stop taking the meds? Why are you back on them? describe your aphasia

>you're not all helpless victims like you say
Yeah medication will do that to you. Also plenty of "normal" people are not harmless either. In fact many of them are 1000 times more harmful than a mentally ill person.

i'm NOT talking about meds, i'm talking about how you people are some of the most cold blooded manipulators i have ever met. you people rehearse your stories in your head day after day, so you can convince anyone that the world is out to get you. you cause others to suffer, then roll over and play the victim. i'm sick of it. even now i'm still talking to mentally ill people, trying to help them, cause i'm a soft weak idiot. i try to help these people for years to no avail, and now i just want them to be forcibly held in a psych ward till something changes

Oh fuck off. First of all the world is a shitty fucking place sometimes. That's just the truth, and if you don't accept that you will never feel better. And yes other people are to blame for mental illness. Other people hurt you and make you miserable that is how it is for 99% of people with mental illnesses. They had a shitty life especially a shitty childhood that shit sticks with you. And when people try to put all the blame on the mentally ill person it just feeds the depression. it isn't a mindset like CBT suggests, it isn't a chemical imbalance, it is a fucking traumatic shitty life that made them this way. And maybe their present life is far better than their old life but still that shit lingers with you. You can heal from it though but fuck it is hard to do on your own. Taking away a person's rights because they were abused as children isn't justice it is cruel.

Let me tell you some things I have learned going through this racket:

The drugs can be a plus or minus as in fact they are indeed drugs so essentially you can be a fiend on some drugs that aren't available to the normal public. I like taking my Zyprexa cause it makes me more focused and kinda hungry.

The thing that sucks is some of your rights go away.

You can't buy a gun or have the Military safety net because I guess the State sees all people with something like a Mood Disorder as possible mass killers or something.

You can never tell anyone that you have it.

It's just the law of it. If people find out you have been treated with anything then they will never let you forget it.

I hope you adapt and overcome OP

you know what? I agree with every damn thing you said. i know of all their traumas after talking to them for a while. i know who raped them or beat them, sometimes im the only person they've ever told. you don't think i didn't know that shit? i'm way ahead of you on this shit, and i'm still jaded.

and you're right, holding them is cruel. and our system is fucked up. i know all that.

maybe it's time for me to grow the fuck up and stop trying to carry mentally ill people's burdens. it has NEVER fucking got them anywhere anyways. if y'all want to not get treatment, why should I give a flying fuck? if y'all want to starve yourselves to death, why should I try to save you if nothing changes? if y'all want to cut yourselves up, why should I try to save you if nothing changes? yeah, it sucks i gave thousands to y'all to try to keep you from starving and stealing, but fucking look, none of you got better. you're all still as fucked up as ever and refuse treatment. i want to thank you all for teaching me the value of looking out for oneself. in the end, all there is is me and my own self

This guy again. Missed you, man. Take your meds.

>OP drops copypasta
>some kooky bastard goes on an anti-psychiatry tirade and about how only Fins can cure it and how LSD is the shit
>another guy goes on about how crazy people manipulated him
This board is pure gold.

As hard as it is user you are right. You can't help someone who doesn't want to help themselves that much is true but really helping yourself isn't taking meds or being in a hospital or going to therapy. It is being willing to face the reality of what happened to you and heal from it. And I mean really face it, feel the pain again but move on. Not everyone will do that because it is terrifying and hard. Still plenty of mentally ill people want to do that but can't because they really aren't given any guidance. Most people don't want to face the harsh reality they faced with them so instead they ironically engage in unhealthy defense mechanisms and convince themselves it is just a "mindset" or "chemical imbalance" but the truth is a lot scarier. The truth is human beings can be fucking cruel to each other. And I think the only way to accept that is to come to some understanding of good and evil in yourself and to really side with good. That's what I am trying to do at least it's working better than any therapy or meds that is for sure.

You think I'm kooky but psychiatrists are the kooky ones.

>people in charge of diagnosing and treating kookiness are the kookiest
Shit's fucked up.

You know, plenty of people with depression and anxiety disorders don't have any childhood trauma or sources of stress in their lives? And no amount of rediscovering yourself and talking will do shit for schizophrenia.

Here's the harsh reality. Brains are complex and shit can go wrong. A fucked brain can be evident as a neurological disease, but it can also only be evident as a psychiatric one.

>You know, plenty of people with depression and anxiety disorders don't have any childhood trauma or sources of stress in their lives?
In my experience this is just not true at all. Often times people THINK they don't have any trauma or stress but really they just dismiss their experience as invalid because it doesn't hold up to some arbitrary criteria for what counts as traumatic. Or other times they straight up repressed it.

>And no amount of rediscovering yourself and talking will do shit for schizophrenia.
Actually that is false everyone who cured their schizophrenia completely without medication went through a real therapeutic process to do it. There are people who cured their schizophrenia without meds and did it with love, empathy, and self discovery. Look up take these broken wings on youtube.

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Here's the harsh reality. Brains are complex and shit can go wrong. A fucked brain can be evident as a neurological disease, but it can also only be evident as a psychiatric one.
That's actually not a harsh reality. It is a nice cozy reality where your mind is just weird and you just need to trust the psychiatrists and they will fix it with a magic pill. What is harsher the idea that you are a robot or the idea that human beings can be so cruel to each other and society can be so repulsed by victims they actually re-victimize victims in order to save themselves from feeling their pain. It is why you dehumanize mentally ill people and reduce them to automatons so you can distance yourself from their pain.

Let me guess, the Earth is flat and vaccines are evil too?

Let me guess, buttmad psychiatrist right?

I had all the symptoms of NMS the psychiatrists and nurses knew it immediately and brought in a doctor immediately after I lost control of my arms, and I was told the medications would need to be stopped ASAP, but it never happened after leaving the psychiatrist told me the memory loss was a delusion that required an increased dose of drugs and my parents fell for it and continued to increase the dose over the next 2 years until i was left with massive brain damage once I left high school.

I n college my parents again forced me on lower doses of the same drug until I became physically ill and I am now bed ridden from painful nerve conditions, heat sensitivity, digestive issues, weight loss, and inability to exert myself without getting closer to syncope.

My family has continued to be cruel and aggressive particularly my older sister a proud liberal arts major, has been the most outspoken about my delusions and need to be on more drugs.
She is manipulating the family into killing me with drugs.

That's so fucked up user. Is there anything you can do to get out? I really hope there is something for you.

Dude is crazy, man.

Christ y'all who are egging OP on are fucked. My mom has schizophrenia and I grew up with her having these episodes, these are serious. Have you talked to your family at all recently, OP?

That's not entirely true, you may be interested in the happenings during the Kingsley Hall Experiment which showed you can work with schizophrenics by entering their reality and interacting with them within it—as long as the psychologist/psychiatrist has an abundant amount of affective empathy.. and can stomach human excrement.

My family is abusive my mother has been a disgusting misandrist my entire life she loves my sisters a lot, but she has wanted to kill me ever since I turned 13, she has been yelling at me non stop since I turned 13 and has been hawking over me forcing pills down my throat my entire life. Soon I will finally die from my mothers hatred of young men.

My mother has been screaming at me every day for at least 3 hours a day since I was 10 years old my entire life has been destroyed by this disgusting mentally ill feminist, who dreams of murdering her own son to cleanse the household

My aphasia has magically disappeared after stopping mirtazapine the medication for sleep and mental illness

My speech has returned but now I cannot even sleep!

Some within this thread believe you to be schizophrenic, and you may well be, but that doesn't really matter. We all manifest a reality, some are just more societally acceptable than others of course. You don't need to be schizophrenic to manifest a reality which is completely absurd, narcissists and sociopaths do this all of the time, however, their traits are championed in the current societal environment so they get a pass. Schizophrenics manifest a reality that directly opposes all social constructs and therefore people don't know what to do with them except pump chemicals into them to force them into this socially constructed normal.

You are old enough to decide what drugs go into your body and which ones do not. You can say no, but know that saying no is powerful and when you exert a powerful position against people who see you as beneath them or see you as someone manifesting a reality which is not acceptable there is going to be conflict. While it's possible you're schizophrenic I have seen people gaslighted to the point of madness by narcissistic parents and siblings. I don't think there's enough here within this thread to separate one condition from another. I don't know which neurosis you're afflicted with but I would recommend ceasing all usage of anti-psychotics, then find a rehabilitation place where you can get away from people and get away from having your brain chemicals altered by people who really have no idea what they're doing.

The Kingsley Hall Experiment, as I mentioned above showed there was another way of dealing with schizophrenia before the advent of fast-food psychotropics but this way has been all but forgotten. I recommend looking into it if you have the time. Also, there are some others who have been through similar situations as yours where the drugs were only exacerbating schizophrenic symptoms instead of helping them:

newscientist.com/article/2074229-rethinking-schizophrenia-taming-demons-without-drugs/

I have been unable to sleep for the past 2 months and the only medication that works is mirtazapine, not any of the benzodiazapines like ambien worked....

the mirtazapine allows me to sleep but it has the side effect of giving me a speech disorder where i am unable to read easily or find words, communication can become almost impossible....

I dont know if it is safe to use the mirtazapine...

You have no idea where your baseline is as long as you're taking a chemical cocktail every day. Also, a chemically induced coma is not legitimate sleep and will only further wear down your already fragile psyche. Mirtazapine is also habit forming and leads to addiction which will only exacerbate the current situation.

That's my opinion but you will have to make your own decisions.

I hope my autonomic dysfunction can improve it was caused by the drugs and it is slowly killing me