Is it common to be heterosexual throughout your teens but then a homosexual aged 20 who wants to bury his head in a girls lap, hug her waist, let her run her fingers through his hair while a man fucks him in the ass?
Does this mean that even in the best environment possible to encourage his heterosexuality, he was born this way and eventually over time his true nature came out however latent?
How would someone like this cope with his reality being a lie and more importantly cope with being a filthy faggot freak?
Latent homosexuality
Have you ever acfually had intercouse with a man before? Or have you simply watches too much porn?
You're probably just curious. If you're single meet up with a dude see if you like it. If you do and you're gay it's really not a bug deal in the western world in 2019. You're gay, so what? It's not a big deal anymore. This isn't the 1950s.
It's also possible that you're straight and you just want another man to humiliate you in front of a woman. That would be worse than being gay. I think it'd be easy to find a couple who's into humiliating you like that, but it'd be hard to find a girl to have a long term relationship. She:s either not going to be into it or you'll push her farther and farther into it until she leaves you for the other guy and your jacking off to it and breaking down and sobbing after you cum and all the gunk clears out if your brain.
If you're the latter, your best chance is finding a poly couple who is into it. You'll still be a bunch of broken people, but you'll be broken people together.
Guys can be hot and cute. So can girls. Who really cares at the end of the day? If anything you have more choice.
Bicuriousity/bisexuality exists, guy. You aren't necessarily a flaming homo because you want to get fucked by a dude sometimes, despite what people on this website insist. There's nothing wrong with fucking other guys (as long as you practice safe sex) so stop being a pussy bitch and enjoy your life
Accept that you watched tons of porn
Remember that just because porn is super hot it isn’t accurate to rl sex a huge cock fucking a twink may seem really hot till you actually get fucked
Women who have the perfect body for porn but dont do it.
do not fuck dykes, don't support these twats giving them extra numbers
oh, wait, you're male
although my statement is still legit. don't engage in gay relationship if you're able not doing that
>You're probably just curious
>because you want to get fucked by a dude sometimes,
>Accept that you watched tons of porn
Agreed but it was a gradual changed from 19-20, like I had already masturbated regularly before that but I started self inserting as the girl and it lead on from there. Now whenever I'm not distracted and by myself especially if I'm going to sleep with no distractions or half asleep in the morning I just constantly feel the urge to feminize myself and submit to dominant men. Like I have little visual attraction to men but I still want this a lot and I don't understand how I could develop this so late when I only ever wanted to be with girls as a teen. Do I even deserve to be with women all other things aside if I want this so badly when I'm like this?
Its like a primal subconscious urge and now conscious urge to just be submissive and effeminate.
How is this not being a filthy faggot freak? Sometimes I wish I had been put on HRT aged 8 when my true nature was readily apparent, I would've been fine with the changes and passable even though I wasn't really trans.
Sometimes I think about buying land, living off grid, growing whatever food I can and only working every half decade and finding a woman to take care of even if its platonic. I tend to associate everything good about myself with how I was as a teen especially my desires/aspirations around 18-20 before all this reached to this extent. I used to think I would be content with this but now I'm not sure. It just seems like the only fulfilling long term option for me but compared to even last year after wanting this for years its gone from like 90% to 10%. The rest just me wanting to rewind time and transition
Like why can't I just be content like I used to be when I thought about this, why can't I just want to be with women as much as I did instead of having to will myself to want to be a man for them.
Well user I’m not a physiatrist so take my advice with salt
I would personally try maybe cross dressing and see how you feel about it sometimes the reality will cause you to either want it more removing the guilt or cause you to be grossed out by it and quit even doing it
As for the reason you can’t be content with this is because it’s scary to explore new and odd things or because you were brought up to think it’s wrong
You've watched entirely too much porn my man. Stop and watch your gay tendencies disappear. It happened to me
Yes! Next question?
This lol. I suspect if OP kissed one disgusting prickly man mouth her would realize men are fucking gross. Save yourself some time and get an aneros or njoy wand and massage your prostate. You are probably suffering from tight butthole syndrome, very different from being gay
>There's nothing wrong with fucking other guys
You're fucking delusional if you think fucking a guy doesn't disqualify you from having a relationship with 95% of women if they knew about it. Dangerous advice to give OP who is probably 5% gay at best. Almost no woman can respect a guy who has fucked dudes, no matter how progressive and bisexual they themselves claim to be
> gender dysphoria
> wants to live off grid
LMAO you realize that is the Unabomber right?
Bro you need therapy. Find a male therapist and get your shit together. You have a mental disorder that can probably be fixed with cognitive behavioral therapy. I recognize your story from last week, do something about it. Tell your family you are going for anxiety
Try it out if you want. Just download grindr or some shit and schedule a fuck sesh with whoevers cutest.
I wonder if there is a word for being attracted to the idea of something but not in real life.
I love how OP keeps saying "filthy faggot freak" because that makes him horny. Meanwhile actual gay guys would feel pity for how debased you are and know you aren't one of them. You realize gays are mostly normal people right? Like they have jobs and monogamous husbands and aren't porn brained debased weirdos. You, OP, are avoiding dealing with a real life mental disorder by going deep into submission / humiliation in your own fantasy world. Meanwhile we are all here, gay and straight, thinking you need therapy and nothing else
Answers.
>is it common
No.
>does this mean....
No way to know this and you provide no description of environment.
>how would they cope
Reality is the truth not a lie, so how would they deal with the lie? What lie? That the guy was straight but is now gay? If he is a "filthy faggot freak" he should probably seek some medical help, depending on how you define that phrase will determine whether physical or mental health should be the primary focus.
Similar situation here
Tho ive been a tranny porn addict for years now, i played with my ass on my teens but nothing that actual faggots do like inserting big things
Especially on days i had bad sleep and feel oppressed by bigger men (im a manlet) i start feeling feminine and wanting to get something in my ass
Sounds bi to me, but you should experiment. No bareback. Condoms are better that trust because they are real.
I wish someone had told me that before
Well on the other side i find gay porn disgusting but a tranny once got into my ass and it didnt hurt and her dong was big
I wasnt tense tho
>wants to bury his head in a girls lap, hug her waist, let her run her fingers through his hair while a man fucks him in the ass
dude thats not even gay its just weird
>Does this mean that even in the best environment possible to encourage his heterosexuality, he was born this way and eventually over time his true nature came out however latent?
your true nature is to have that specific weird fetish? i dont think so bro
i think you just have issues dude, get out more, hit the gym, stop eating onions and drinking out of old water bottles
You could just sit on a kinky woman's strapon instead and not have to navigate gay dating.
I dont feel like letting a woman fuck me
This guy knows.
Gay guys are normal people who just find men attractive instead of girls. My guess is you have a humiliation fetish or some shit and aren't actually interested in homosex, you just get off to the idea of how embarassing it is for you.
Sexuality is a spectrum. Hell doesn't exist. You will be dead in the grave. Stop basing your life around your sexuality also unironically fuck Christianity.
bisexual. /thread
spew more transphobic drivel you cuck
>bisexuals don't exist
autism
>a man fucking you in the ass is not gay
Jow Forums, everyone. Never change. Stay the same.
>every woman is a southern Belle
>the unabomber was a tranny
Jow Forums, everyone. Never change. Stay the same.
*transgender
Falseflag harder Jow Forums mutant.
obsessed, newfag. stick around for longer than summer. it's trans. get it through your skull
I've tried filtering you but your posts still appear, why?
Falseflag harder Jow Forums mutant.