Be me, 12 years old.
Live way out in sticks, best friend is rural agrarian nog.
We wade in river behind my house, with big rocks.
See fish, KABLONGO.
Take bucket of fish up to Nigger Holler and sell, 50 cent each.
Walk to store and eat Moon Pies, real Tom Sawyer shit.
Later, 16, in high school.
Scroungy hippie always reading books like "Soul on Ice" and shit that would make me puke now.
Very hot young local negress, tall slender and pretty, friend of friend, home from college, forms notion that she must have my dick, because I am wild rebel who lives by own rules and reads nog lit and has fro.
Doesn't get my dick, because I already have GF, but still, it's flattering the way she just lays it out there. Plus she's like 21.
Young man, walking along street in Busytown.
Hot white girl walks my way.
I turn to look at that fine sweet ass.
Nogs in front of me turn to look at that fine sweet ass.
No one else pays any attention to that fine sweet ass.
Nog says to me, "Them white boys ain't innerested in fuckin'. They jus' want MO MONEY."
I think, how true that is.
Later, working as carpenter...
Driving along with truckload of railroad ties.
Pull away from stoplight and they all dump out into street.
Shit, fuck, and also piss.
Every Whitey, Hebe, and Chink leans on horn as I lift 200 lb ties back into truck with many a painful goddam.
Lone nog, and no one else, gets out of car and comes to help.
Order pile of gravel for landscaping my yard.
Fuck this is more than I thought.
White neighbors all heh heh looks like you're really up against it heh heh.
Every nog on block comes to help, and brings their chirren.
Married to a Yuropeon.
Very up front about race and shit.
Tells me once, "Black people are more primitive and animalistic than other people."
One day she tells me, "You know, you are more primitive and animalistic than other people."
I could go on and on.