Why is pain so comfy?

I am very aware of the inevitable decay of our civilization. Yet, sometimes, I stay up until 4AM, doing the same research I've done countless time before, finding over and over again the same irrefutable proof of the ethnic cleansing of my race, the destruction of our history, and the increasing violence in every dimension of our society.
All of this while listening to some shitty Death Grips mashup -that I highly recommand btw-

Anyone else does this? I don't even know why. Being alone at night watching graphics of the evolution of London ethnic composition until I eventually fall down on the verge of crying is just something that I do.

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> youtube.com/watch?v=FqzeNF2_eak

The mashup btw

I once cared that my race was being genocided and such. Until I realized 90% of my own race hates my guts. And they are actually trash. They're not "my people" despite their skin color. You think I want to save trailer trash and rednecks that have hated me my whole life? No thanks. So now I realized it's not your race that matters primarily, it's your FAMILY.

unless your family is also a bunch of shitty people who hate you too, then fuck them as well. if you got nobody, then only you matter. it's all subjective. nothing matters without the human mind to say so.

I don't agree. Coming where I'm from, that would be considered a nigger mentality.
Even though I think rather rationally most of the time, I am deeply convinced I have a connection with white europeans that I will never have with any shitskin, even ones I know and like personally.
I happen to work in Paris, and passing by all the wonders that has been built here for centuries, only to be littered by trash left by random niggers, is just painful.
Then I go home and do this.

the price of enlightenment is a broken heart, congrats user

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Done the same thing about Japan for the past few months. (Not as bad now, but I still worry.) I worry about the olympics, their immigration (not mass immigration, but immigration is immigration), and preserving their ethnic and cultural purity. Got a group of anons together who want to save it, but sometimes I wonder if it’s even possible for a few bois to change the course of a nation to renounce globalization...

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>Anyone else does this?
Not anymore. Once you've seen enough, you just accept that the world is a filthy shithole and the only way to prevent the further degradation of the civilized society is to burn it all to the ground.
Everything has been tainted. Everything is poisoned. Everything is in the kikes control.
Even most Jow Forumstards don't want to face reality because they still hold on to their pathetic ego while preaching
>muh race
>muh religion
You cannot win a game you're supposed to lose.
Why play then?

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you can't prevent this, turn to God instead.

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maybe you don't know what its like to be hated by everyone you tried to help then

I am not dreadful like you, I feel delighted! Today women all over are going black! Jow Forums said it was only a cuckfantasy, but now zoomer girls know about BBC, it's only gonna become more and more popular for women to be owned by black men, that is hot and exciting!

A strange game. The only winning move is not to play.

Because they’re selling you nothing but these doom ideals, and you are buying. Wake up.

Take

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Honkpill

Yes user I do this too quite often but it puts my mind in a dark place

trailer trash and rednecks make great friends imo. It's the yuppies and college students who are self-inflated dweebs. sage.

dont worry francois, we will see this one through too

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It had to be a Swede

live be free

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Quntessentially swedish

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Your flag looks like the cage but horizontal

wow you are certainly one deep thinking and moody faggot, user. i bet you're great company to change tampons with.

Honestly all this is depressing as fuck, I'm not even sure you're trolling
Blackpills are appearing everywhere

>> youtube.com/watch?v=FqzeNF2_eak
thank you for this. about to put this on and go for a /nightdrive/

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harness the pain, become the best version of yourself

program hard, stay drug free, be hard as fuck on yourself

this defeats the jew, they want you weak, drugged out and complacent

hold your head high and stand by your beliefs


if all else fails go full tarrant on a jew pre school

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Your not alone user

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I feel your pain user. Looking for an answer myself

pls no

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