How do you keep the dread at bay?

I've been preoccupying myself with trying to imagine what a heart attack feels like, since it's likely to eventually die in such manner.

>I have no idea. Time just passes.
This. Months just go, I have no memories of just about anything that I have done this year. Probably because I haven't done much. It's weird, almost like I did not even exist for most of this year.

its not up to us its up to god control is an illusion do whatever you like

Vidya and making jokes about how amazing and based Trump is.

Really looking forward to voting again. :^)

if you feel dread you are forsaken. take the godpill before it is too late.

This, if only my hairline would come back!!! I want my high school crush SO DAMN BAD

Pol humor thread

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Fuck you’re a bitch

You didn’t , pussy

As paranoid as I am I prefer I seem to not exist. I am very uncomfortable with being recognized in public. I do not like when people get to know me, it's a major reason for why I cannot hold jobs very long. I will do the basic human interaction with the cashier but it takes a lot of energy and even then I have to find a new store for a while because I can't start getting to know the employees at these places.

I quit drinking for a while and just found my thoughts become very serious and my life takes up a very dark atmosphere.
I drink red wine at night and find it to be extremely helpful. Red wine also contains a compound that has anti-depressant properties.

I've done much harder things than you have or ever will do in your life. I can also kick your ass even in my absolutely no effort state. I am not at all interested in this life and it's a total joke that people that are interested in this life take such offense to the ones that don't. You're the pussy.

You're doing great guy hang in there

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I'm not and you know it

>I’ve done much harder things than you have or ever will do in your life

Boohoo, check out the sympathy case over here anons, you’re just a bitch bro

You don't keep it at bay. You live in it and let it mold you into a more resilient being.

> I do not like when people get to know me
Relatable. I don't like talking to people I know. It's easier to talk to strangers

I haven't asked for sympathy. You're just the very typical idiot. The majority of the world works their dicks off and gets mad at those that choose not to. Look at you, wow. I think nothing of you.

Take the disabilitypill.

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Do yourself a favour and Off yourself faggot, or quit being someone who bitches , just do it if you hate it so much, if not you’re just. A pussy

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I spend all my free time shitposting here, mostly off topic silly stuff. Then I head to the gym and tell myself that I'll go out and be socially active when I'm fit but in reality I'm already more than fit and don't leave my apartment unless its for groceries and work.

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Have kids

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90% of men with depression are depressed because they ejaculate way too much. Whether by fapping or having sex, too much ejaculation will make you depressed. It's just basic science. When you ejaculate you get a dopamine spike, then a prolactin spike, and your dopamine levels deplete.
Benefits of semen retention:

More energy
Less depressed
More confidence
Happier
Less anxiety
Increased social skills
Highly motivated to succeed
Highly motivated to do more
Highly motivated to approach real women
Increased fat loss
Increased muscle growth
Improved workouts
Improved sporting performance
Deeper voice
Improved skin
Thicker hair
Increased hair growth (Facial, body and hair)
Less sleep required
Brighter eyes
Clearer skin
Improved body language
More alpha male behaviours
Increased attention from women
More respect from men
Improved memory
Removal of brain fog
Smarter
A cure to hair loss
Better sex
Thicker/longer penis
Stronger
Aloof attitude
High sex drive
Controlled aggression
Feelings of power
Improved relationships
Improved immunity
Increased stamina

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Yeah, I do have 1 close friend but hes become married and his job takes his time. He bought into life, that road that each of us come across and he decided to go down it.

To me it seems like a fear thing, nobody would ever capitulate into this kind of life without fear and an absolute feeling of no other alternative. I have lost respect for him.

Doing just as good as me dude...you know your weakness and strength nurture yourself and go with God unironically... Or ironically I don't care

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Pray. It's the only thing keeping me going now.

I wonder how many of you cowards would kill yourself if you knew you were going to burn in hell for all eternity.

> I can kick yourself without effort
> scared to do anything due to paranoia

Yeah right pussy

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lol genuinely dont give a damn
>implying im functional enough of a person to fulfill this process
way too paranoid to write my name on a piece of paper and unfortunately I'm not stupid enough to end up in an "against my will" situation

I would unironically take hell over this timeline. Maybe its time user.

I think you'd be surprised, slut

Sounds like you do give a “damn”, just get yourself some OxyContin , down the pills with a bottle of gin and call it a night, or u too paranoid to go outside

I wonder how many of you workerbees will sperg out before you realize you're just doubling down and angry at the chance others have to not do so

nothing but pain and misery when I think of the struggles of young men today. Loneliness, pain, isolation, and an ultimate realisation of a life without warmth and love. How long until you capitulate? When all you have to look forward to is pain, war and death; are you still human? Does anybody ever look upon the innocence of childhood and feel deep, swelling regret? I know you feel it too.

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clock back in

I've learned to give off the vibe of confidently knowing things that others don't. It puts people on edge to the point where they don't even know how to react. Theres nothing more frightening in todays world than a man with a shit eating grin and the eyes of a cold blooded killer.

You're a gigantic faggot go dilate

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video games
2 days ago I finished Resident Evil 4 and now I'm playing it again.
It's a fantastic game no matter what system you play it on

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Never capitulate. Don't give an inch. Tons of little pussies in this thread that think getting on your knees and submitting is winning, a fallacy equal to more people = successful species

I keep in mind that doomer thoughts and feelings are just the brain pitching ideas, attempting to make sense of my sensory input. There's no obligation to accept them. They have their place, but I don't let them get in the way of what I need to do.

Get up nigger, find likeminded people, start a family and be the change.

How much is too much?

This.

But be warned: You will feel worse when you fail - and you will fail. The progress is made in persistence.

You dont need a hairline to make use of a powerful hypnotic sedative

The man is a loser, go live a shitty life like the rest of us

Also this

I don't know, just keep living and thank christ I got my father to give me antibiotics for my lyme disease and a mother who loves me.

Reminder that action through inaction is a thing and maintaining a stasis of non-doing is the patrician method to pass through time

those that do, and those which are gung-ho are merely intimidated by the road ahead, they'll yell at you and try to get you to get in the same shitty line they're in

When I stop drinking, all creative inclinations go dark. It's scary. Also resveratrol doesn't actually do anything, sorry user. Studied it in college.

I've been totally alone for 4 or so odd years, after disconnecting from my family and friends, and I for one couldn't feel better. The gibbity gobs keep rolling in.

You work to make your nation and community ( coethnics) a better place because you owe it to previous generations and especially to future possible ones.

Fixing cars, alcohol and cigarettes(a lot of cigarettes). All these SIGfags do have a good point though, OP. Even if it's just getting more sleep(what little good that does) and eating better you will notice a change in how your body feels which can be a big boost if your doing something physical like wrenching. Also stay away from social media as your normie friends will just drag you down and your never going to meet a winner on tinder(just a bunch of kiked roasties). If cars aren't your jam try firearms. Lord knows, we need every gun we can get for cowabunga time.

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thoughts on Mucuna Pruriens?

are these literal magic beans?

Based

>find likeminded people
So, Jow Forums?
> start a family and be the change.
HAHA. Start a family with whom? Have you seen the average white female? Do you know the costs of raising a child or affording a home?

Im too good at surviving to do myself any favors I'll be dead in a hut in the woods before I get disability

Yes all of us would like to find God but those who look are stuck fighting demons like you we were created in his image and are donned with the armor of God by the serpent...be better get well...go dilate

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Learning bonsai and gardening

If you have to ask, it's too much. There is no point at which ejaculation becomes "just enough". It's always too much.

I got rid of my demons Nigga, this dude is pathetic, go outside, move if ure too paranoid, stop being such a cuck

Try a wife from the middle east. The atheist whites are lost.

Riding my motorcycle
driving my porsche 911
competing in kickboxing (trained since i was 11, 28 now)
have sex with one of my girlfriends
drinking wine and reading history while listening to music
vaping good weed then going for a long run on the beach
watching movies in my home theater
cooking

That's just the alcohol tricking you into thinking the world is darker than it is when sober. I'd quit now before it gets even darker.

You are a demon nigger... Or just possibly possessed by Jewish subversion look at your previous comment and read them out loud to yourself... Will you sound like a faggot? I think so

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Imagine thinking screaming about how great your life is on the internet does anything at all, you fucking moronic dickweed. You're just a scared little cupcake that jerks off to motivational videos and if you don't hyper focus on that it all falls apart thats why you take such offense. You're like anybody else and I actually tend to think it's the weakest version of man.

I meant go dark as in they completely stop.

>just racemix bro :)
Based

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UMADBRO???

oh yeah ive totally lost my mind its not like i come to Jow Forums for fun or something

child

Dude you’re Just a pussy, I got my problems, but I face em like a MAN, I’ve changed my life, sounds like you need to, too

>Middle eastern women

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Jesus, man.

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The only motivational shit I get is from Jow Forums, quit the most addicting substances in the world, oxy, benzos, cigarettes, thanks to this website

Is she fucking Chang or Pajeet?

I didnt even say I had problems I just have an absolute lack of interest in other people and a major manifestation of that is paranoia, as in, I dont want other people to know I exist and things like that. Im not some scared little puppy you idiot, it makes me ANGRY to find out that others know who I am. They probably dont, but I THINK THEY DO. That is why I stay inside and enjoy the outdoors rather than go to bars or have a career.

I'm living my damn life, the way I want, until I am tired of it and that is likely soon. I would rape you to death you little loser.

Full Anglo, the hot kind too, absolutely beautiful, beautiful tits, crazy ass, lovely lips, symmetrical eyebrows, I’d provide a picture if I didn’t delete Instagram

Don’t give a fuck if u could “rape me”, atleast I can go to the bar by myself unlike u, change your life or be bitter,
Im in the process, I use to be paranoid too, I couldn’t go upstairs to my neighbour and use my shared bbq until I decided to change, you have to or you will stay like u are, get outside ur comfort zone

No famiry desu? Can you talk to someone IRL or have you tried I mean you're having a epiphany on video games being gay and it's not really something to kys over just git gud at something else

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>fucking your highschool crush
she's gone user
she's fucking gone and there's no point of pursuing her

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Yeah nah I'm not interested and it's a joke to me you are so dead set on making me say "ok im motivated!", as previously stated, your kind choose this path out of fear, demoralization, etc. Only a person that thought there was no other way would react so hilariously to the notion of others not doing the same.

If you were content you wouldnt say a word.

I've done a lot of things, I can't even think of anything else I even want to do, learn, etc. If something came up, I'm the kind of guy with enough balls to go for anything. At this time, I just don't see anything. I feel like I'm done, desu.

Lmao Pathetic, just tryna help, I’m not content, didn’t say I was, but I’m a hell a lot better than ur sorry ass, I’m working on my way to being happy, almost there, be ur loner self, just off yourself if you hate it so much like everyone else

I had a daughter. Changed alot for me. I mean I still want to see the world burn, but at least I get to experience raising another human and the love that is returned from her.

Doomer mixes on the jewtube are god tier ways to keep yourself occupied.