Pills

have you tried CBD? I used to use it and it made me feel a little better. It eases the paranoia a little bit. Makes the head feel a bit clearer.

is that you 37

The world is gonna end soon enough anyway.
I advise you spend your time reading the KJV and repenting.
Jesus Christ is coming back with a sword to burn up this sinful earth.
The sun and the moon are shining brightly, time itself has sped up. End times are here.

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Tried it a couple times and never noticed any affects, maybe I should try more

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I feel your pain though, I'm not sure if we have the same thing but I've forgotten what its like to be social and have spontaneous fun doing anything.

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It ain't brain chemistry making you feel like shit, mate. The drugs will just cover the symptom.
This world is shit, because our leaders are child fuckers and get away scot free.

OP, never fall for psychiatry. It's all jewish smoke and mirrors, ineffective, and leads to a lower QoL in the long run. Psych meds (specifically SSRIs and SNRIs) have the same, or even worse, withdrawal effects as other addictive substances.

Anhedonia goes away, most of it has to do with lifestyle choices. It's a signal that something isn't going well and needs change, sometimes drastic change / intervention. You will not learn nor gain anything by succumbing to the psych kike. What you're debating with yourself is the difference between work and an easy way out. No one who cares about you is going to co-sign the easy way out.

Move a muscle, change a thought.

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I wouldn‘t try that stuff as it could easily mess up your neurochemical structure and most of those things aren‘t properly tested. There is much more indepth critique to be made about psychopharmaceuticals but I wouldn‘t recommend them as the first thing to try, only as a last bastion before suicide. Mostly what I can see in depression (and there I am in no way in line with what basic know-it-all but mostly shallow psychiatry says) is people being blown out of the value structure in which they categorize and perceive reality. If that is the case and you have no ideality after which you structure and align your existence, then of course your emotional systems are either going blow out of proportion or start to fade away. Again I should go much more into this but I lack the time right now and its 5 in the morning here in Krautistan. Essentially I would first recommend you to go into a deep reflection about which exact values and ideals you abstract out of reality and what parts of your perception of said might be shallow or trigger your systems into a decaying stalemate. As some other posters already remarked, if your life‘s just fucked up, no pill will help you and you need to become independent and straighten it out. If none of that helps and it is your emotional systems themselves that are fucked up (and it is most likely then a neurochemical problem in your brain) try to first get those checked and an endocrinologist (make him look for serotonine, DHEA, dopamine, testosterone, cortisol, adrenaline and noradrenaline, Coenzyme Q10 levels among a few other things) and see if you can directly change or medicate something to boost these things. Mostly psychiatrists will just prescribe you things (at least where I‘m from) without even having checked for imbalances. Also you might want to try changing your diet and working out, if you‘re not already leading a healthy lifestyle. And you might also have a gut problem, as many gut bacteria are responsible

(Continued) for the production of neurotransmitters in your brain. Try taking some probiotics (liquid bacteria) for some time (at least 5 months) and see if it has some results or let those get checked by a specialist if you have access. Let this be told to you by someone who pulled himself out of the worst conscious disorder of all time (literally the symptoms of dementia to a level where I was basically dead) without the help of school medicine psychiatry. Stay tuned, fren
Everything will work out. Maybe also try meditation if it doesn‘t alienate you more from reality than you already are.

Your fellow Krautposter

Taking action is the cure.

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What is troubling you right now?
What troubles you in day-to-day life?

These are our starting points.
I can only help you through this with my own experience with depression and taking meds. I thought my brain was broken or that I was going insane for so long, until it all clicked.

Read Meditations: seinfeld.co/library/meditations.pdf

pic related are my meds untouched for about a year now.

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Thanks user, I will try to do some inner work. Good luck on fighting the good fight

Yes and no.

Imagine how you want your life to be and understand that you don't need the meds.

Understand that yes you get sad. You will want to die. You will sometimes think the world is against you.

You don't need meds. But if you think you need them you do. It's a catch 22. A monkeys paw.

Nothing can change that has already passed but you can still fix tomorrow.

Don't live your life in vain. You have the red pill. You gotta believe, or take your happiness in a bottle.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=2Z9xPJLwWJE

Sounds like fantasies either way.

Trust me. The pills will make anhedonia worse. You just won't realize it til it's run its course.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=ANLdeeVZ8Vw

Trust me. The damage is from the outside. You need to be stronger. Hang in there user. You are not alone. That's why I'm here.

Damn you for making me think about daniel johnston again. I only ever heard the somgs he did on the Kids soundtrack but they gut me every time

Everything comes from within. Everything.
Nothing from outside can affect your disposition, sanity, or your beliefs unless YOU allow them to do so.

>Ambition means tying your well-being to what other people say or do.
>Self-indulgence means tying it to the things that happen to you.
>Sanity means tying it to your own actions.

As far as not getting enjoyment out of things, it is mostly due to repetition. Repetition of actions, thoughts, surroundings, other people. Even things designed to be entertaining distractions can become annoying.
>Just as the arena and the other spectacles weary you--you've seen them all before--and the repetition grates on your nerves, so too with life. The same things, the same causes, on all sides.

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Then you feel it? That is your answer. We gotta fight. Fight man. Kicking and screaming internally. Love yourself. You are alive. You get one.

medicine is there for jews to destroy your brain.

you need to self medicate, by finding hoby, fun, and whatever helps you, a better job, beer, tobacco, pot, i dont care, i wouldnt suggest other drugs.

fuckin go do something useful then you will feel like a different life.

>Are meds really just a psyop?
Yes. Mediterraneans aren't white.

you need to get out of your fucking room nigger
get up, get a job, work out, go outside and get vitamin D, or take vitamin D supplements
drink a shit ton of caffeine and lift weights while listening to political videos on youtube from people like Jonathan Bowden or E Michael Jones

utilize anger and disgust at the world, sadness is gay as shit even though it happens to all of us.

This. You are an animal. You are subject to bullshit you can't control. Gain power not over others but yourself and then you can set an example.

Our lives are not our own. This is that sad truth of being a sentiant. I can't just sit idle. I will admit I do sometimes. Last 6 days I have been so depressed I can't move. My back hurts like hell but guess what? I feel pain, and cramping but it's because I had to fix it. I had to do work to fight through the pain towards recovery.

I had months where my balls hurt more than anything. Like they were being shocked. Now it's just my siatic nerve that's a pain in my ass. Gives me nightmares and so much actual butthurt I fucking cry about it because it feel like I am being stabbed and I can't do shit other than pop ibuprofen. I am going cold turkey on weed because my lungs are fucked and that keept the pain at bay but now I need to actually heal the scars.

Healing hurts man. I was numb below my waist for a bit. I could barely feel anything. Now I feel pain. I am happy I feel pain. Along side pain is sensation.

I felt very similar for years after a bad head injury.
I prayed for death every night when I went to bed.
I eventually told God I'd given up on Him and I wouldn't do anything else until I had something to believe.

Then, months later, He simply let me know He was real.
A few long years more and here I am.

To be safe for all eternity:
A: Admit that you are a sinner, who violates the Will of God, and that you need a Saviour. Repent. Turn away from your sin and toward Jesus.
B: Believe that Jesus Christ, Son of God & Messiah, died for your sins and rose again, as prophesied and recorded in the Word of God. Trust in His finished work.
C: Call on His name, ask Him to save you, and confess that He is Lord.

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I find it hard to put into words but most of the time I feel paralyzed. I feel a swelling in my chest. I work in the evening so I wake up and I sit and I think about going to work. I'll try to accomplish things but this feeling in my chest won't go away. Sometimes it evolves into a restless flushing feeling over my whole body. I feel trapped, like a cornered animal, every waking moment. Even now I've sat on the chair for hours on my day off, doing nothing. Then my inactivity breeds a contempt for myself.

If you care, a good place to start are Chuck Missler's works.

Cosmic Codes shows the mathematical and cryptographic proof that the Bible was composed outside of our space-time. Pic related.

Learn the Bible in 24 Hours helps teach you how to study the Bible. The lectures are on YouTube.

If you have deep set sin, Arnold Murray is a good one to listen to. Some of his stuff used to be on YouTube.

Oh, yeah, the meds. I took them for a while. They numb the pain, but they don't heal.
They are a crutch.
Use them to limp to Jesus.

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I was here.
I promise, Jesus is the answer to your problem.

Ask Him for help.

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Nothing matters, user, including whether or not that matters to you.
Sitting, desireless, in a state of perfect nirvana and going buck wild smoking crack and tap dancing with your dick out to showtunes mean the same thing: nothing.
Might as well do whatever the fuck you want if youre in this state already.

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You’ll get used to it. Seriously

Try this
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stop taking bullshit drugs that are addictive and cause your condition to be cyclic.
Your body's endocannabinoid system is probably in lack.
You likely live in an area you can get some from a doctor or, being 2019 and all, just meet someone on the internet
>inb4 wheresweed.com
it'll calm your brain's bullshit down
and likely improve your overall quality to at least close to zero
alcohol isn't the answer

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Why don't you people get jobs that don't directly serve Satan's interests?

I know he pays better now, but his retirement plan is the worst.

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Used be a lot happier when i smoked. But cannot now because of post accident drug tests at my job. Is CBD good enough for the endocannabinoid system? Ive taken it before but I don't think it was enough.

Used to take meds for something similar. Then i found something better. A reason, a purpose. You need to find a purpose. find something you enjoy.

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in short, YES
With CBD supplements, you're getting all the benefit of the 'stuff' your endocannabinoid system wants and feeds off of, but without the THC which gets you 'high'.
They make something called 'isolate' that has ZERO THC in it that will not show up one bit on a drug test.
>can someone else testify to this fact
but yeah. CBD is life-changing.
You just don't notice it right off the bat, you gotta take it for a while and suddenly you're like 'wow I feel better in general compared to before'

If you habe experiencd with being high:
Take half, watch something chill but mildly trippy. After two hours, if you're disappointed in the high, take the other half.
If you don't have experience being high:
Split the tab with a friend, smoke a bowl, and watch something chill and mildly trippy.

>Are meds really just a psyop?
I think you know the answer to that question OP.
Look into NLP user, Stoic philosophy can also help.

I take them, and you should at least try before it gets bad enough that you end up suiciding yourself. Just get a good doctor that you trust.

Life is pretty shitty when you realize everything is either completely pointless, or damn near a hopeless challenge. You have a choice between changing the world to save itself, or destroying itself, or living a futile life until your death. Maybe you can remain completely neutral and disconnected your entire life, but good luck keeping your sanity. Suicide is considered cheating.

If you feel like shit, go see a doctor you faggot. If you don't want to take drugs, stop being such a bitch and tell him. He might be able to offer alternatives.

>take vitamin D supplements

^^^^This^^^^
You need to have your vitamin D blood levels checked and almost certainly you need to take it with its co-factors, especially vitamin K2. You can find tests online that can be mailed to you, and then you mail them to a lab and get the results online. You'll probably also need to take a multiple vitamin B.

what meds can you take to cure anhedonia? serious question.