Let it all out anons

I've almost obtained natty limit. Considering starting with test. But stuck between love of natty training and wanting bigger chest...

>him
just go on grindr and find another

I had a really bad experience with a girl and I think it may have been the best thing to ever happen to me.

I feel like the last 5 years iv been in a coma. Go to uni, watch a lecture, go to a class, eat, game, sleep. Over and over that is all I did.

Met one girl who absolutely fucking shattered my heart (honestly I imagine its what a heart attack feels like) and suddenly I have so many new interests and desires to actually go out and do things. Started working out, ditched the games, started work, started socializing more, asked someone out on a date (first time ever, got rejected), reading more, learning french, cooking more.

I wish I got heart broken years ago.

I'm not a faggot you stupid goddamn kike.

He was my best friend.

I was going to give the rings in the goddamn wedding.

Now I'm nothing.

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Holy fuck, me too op. Almost every spare moment has been wasted on internet time wasting or my other main hobby, walking around and feeling sad about life. I passed university and got an ok job but wasted so much time

Please tell more user

>give the rings
usually a job reserved for toddlers and cherished family pets. clearly they thought highly of you
>PS you are a faggot

t. someone who knows weddings only from their 3rd world slum or american movies

I'm American so I guess both

I'm 19 years old, friendless, NEET, I've never been initiated into manhood. I crave adventure, violence, sex, sweating and fulfilling work, boyishly and fruitlessly. I have to initiate myself before it's too late

My brother struggles with body dysmorphia and anorexia.

I want to help him. I want to help him eat more and get big and strong

I try everyday. Cooking meals, teaching him lifts, programs, everything

In the end, he just hermits back to his room and eventually gives up on life.

I want him to be healthy so i dont lose him. Hes the reason i lift. So i can become strong enough to not lose him. To set an example

Stop reminding me of my failure lads. I've been looking for a job since senior year of high school, fast forward to my 3rd year in college and I still haven't been hired for a fucking entry level job and I have another 3 years to go because I switched majors. The part about not getting a simple entry level job is soul crushing and I've felt nothing but hopelessness ever since I got rejected from McDonald's. What the hell am I doing wrong

What are your lifts and height/weight

I used to talk with this guy, you know?

We where best friends, forever and ever and shit.

It was weird, I don't remember how our friendship was bound we where very different, but enjoyed each other company.

We always talked, every day.

We shared everything, he was always spamming his shitty memes about depression and I spammed about Pink Floyd and high art and shit.

We played, we talked. Everything was fine

Then, he meet this disgusting retard, a literal queer that did nothing but bitch everyday about everything and crying about her dissolutions of grandeur.

And son of a bitch decides to love her.

And what I did?

I supported the fag, I forced myself to get along, why bother my best friend?

He deserved better, but if this is what he wanted, I respected it.

And then that ungrateful schizo, what does that whore did, after 2 fucking years with him? She cheated.

And who was there to answer his crying at 1 pm?

Me, user.

All night, talking about hoe much he loved her, and wanted to be with her (distant relationship) and blah blah blah.

And the next morning, he stills loves her.

I got rid of that cuck and all fucking social media right there.

Fucking years of my life wasted among those people.

Weak willed people, gross people, people that...

I used to call friends.

Fuck man.

You know?

I still hope he makes it.

Perhaps I could have help him in a way.

I don't know.

I know the grass is greener on this side of the wall.

I just wish I could have make the light kg his path brighter.

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I feel you man, gotta move on. My best mate just stopped coming to school one day, no words, never contacted him again. Don't be bitter over times past, they exist eternally

>changing major in third year
>SIX YEARS in college for a bachelor
JUST

Done nothing in my life.

This is just weak, you have to be your own man. Don't live for others alone. You have ackowleged your loss of him, and your need of him, and hence your own incompleteness. Seek completeness within yourself, and never reddit space like that again you filthy animal

how? what the fuck do you do with your days I dont get it

My parents annoy me. They are bad at getting their life in order and it is obvious that I took on their bad habits while growing up. It is hard trying to fix oneself while still living with them at home.
I love them but I wish they had a better drive in life to achieve things and manage time...

I keep lying to myself that I have aspergers as an excuse

This is me, I really don't know how to fix my life at all.

Damn user.

I was expecting some intense story of how you lost your best mate in a freak accident in the woods or something but not quite.

You post a part that says he used to spam shitty memes about depression then you say this retard he fell in love with bitched every day about everything.

Birds of a feather flock together user, maybe she was right for him in some aspects.

I don't know much about the whole situation outside of what you've just written but it sounds like you expected some form of .. I dunno.. payment in the form of respect or pity or sympathy, simply for carrying out the duty of being a "good friend"

I can see why you're angry and pissed at him, but at the same time, girls fall in love quicker but guys fall in love harder. Your mate loved a girl, and she did wrong by him. Then, when you gave him 24 hours to move on and he didn't, you packed your bags and left him to suffer alone.

She fucked him over in two years user.
You did it in less than two days.
When he probably needed you most, and probably assumed you'd have his back (like real friends do)
after you answered that 1o'clock call.

I come here sometimes and vent my problems because people often give me perspectives that my emotional ass never looked at.
Hopefully this does a similar thing for you.

Rolls reversed that bloke lost the girl who he loved, and his best mate within a few days, but you're the one who was hard done by.