Fuck this gay earth

>tried therapy
>tried medication
>tried self therapy
>tried lifting
>tried b urself
>tried being social
>tried waging
>tried neeting
>tried no porn
>tried nofap
>tried no vidya
>tried no internet
>tried the army
>tried outdoors hobbies
>tried getting friends
>tried getting gf
>nothing works out or changes anything
>still the same empty, lazy and meaningless piece of shit as before

Is there any escape from this hell? Seriously looking for any life advice that isn't the same old stock advice

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Did you try being your original self?

>your original self
what does that mean?

>Hasn't tried stoicism
Every time. When will you niggers learn?

This OP

Do you have a dream that you've held for a long time like being an artist? Do you have any places in the world you'd like to live in? What do you want not what other people say is good.

yourself but bot friendly
>pls no ban

>stoicism
teach me

>Do you have a dream that you've held for a long time like being an artist?
Not really. I guess I had dreams when I was a kid like everyone else but they faded as I got older. I tried to pursue some but I'm too much of a weak brainlet to accomplish them
>Do you have any places in the world you'd like to live in?
nope, no place like home

Try reading philosophy, some schools can aid you to find meaning for your life while some can help you to find peace of mind.

I have some books but I can't really read much now since I'm not on add medication. I can read but the information doesn't really get absorbed so it's just a waste of time

OP since you won't take any of our suggestions let me sell you on something- Thailand.

You can rent a condo for 300 dollars a month in Thailand and all the food is cheap as shit too!

You like getting your dick sucked? Well there's plenty of easy chicks in Thailand! Also Thailand is a very progressive society and has many transsexuals or ladyboys that would love to fuck you!

Well OP do you have a reason to live now? Thailand sounds pretty great eh?

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>Well OP do you have a reason to live now? Thailand sounds pretty great eh?
well... no, not really

well actualyl now that I think about it living in America would probably be fun. Even though I know burgerland is overall a pretty shit place, They had me at the 2nd amendment.
I just wanna live on the countryside and shoot guns all day

some of us just weren't made for this world user

Did you try going to a psychiatrist? Might be useful to put a name to what you've got, in order to understand it better. Sounds like it could be a personality disorder, so having them give you a personality inventory would be a place to start.

Don't listen to these dumb normoids, OP.
Here's some advice that these bugmen would never give:
Kys unironically
I'm not even trying to spite you.
google "lost all hope"

>Did you try going to a psychiatrist
first point. I have assburgers and ADD

I know a way to help you. My best friend had aspergers and add. Do you know LSA? Is a milder version of LSD. It is completly legal to buy and to take. It cured my friend from the emptiness in his heart. It will show you who you really are, no filters, no.illusions only the truth. If you can handle it ofc. I also took it and was able to understand who i really was.

>LSA?
never head about it. How can I get this?
also, every drug I've tried in the past have been a really bad experience even weed

Where do you live? Europe, usa, russia? Mostly in every grow store. Amazone --> order happy caps. They dont let you hallucinate, they just show you how the world really is. But dont take them with expectations, dont fear the feeling and dont resist it.

This thread is of great interest to me, lurking.

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I'm too scared of drugs dude especially if I don't know anything about them or anyone who had experience with them

Smoke weed your life will turn around

dude! weed lmao
just smoke weed bro

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I took lsa, it isnt that bad, the only Bad thing that can happen is, you feel sick and vomit a bit, but that is extremely rare. Can it be you fear to know yrself? Or fear that you can not be cured at all? Trust me you wont be cured the way you think, this void is a part of you and always will be. But you will learn to accept and control it.

Sry if it sounds like guru self-help bs. I was in the same situation and my best friend too.

Use to be really depressed, started smokin like a year ago, and have not been depressed since. Honestly no bs

It's pointless because that's how your brain is wired. There is literally no way you can rewire it by yourself.

The only way it's going to work is if you are involuntarily put in some different circumstances.
Such as, go to jail, be magically teleported to India, find a girl who is obsessed by the thought of changing you, find a trillion dollars etc.

Basically, you need a miracle.

I don't see recreational drugs on that list

>didn't try murder
you are not trying hard enough user.

Try steroids and cocaine (serious)

cold showers user

>go to jail
Not OP but ive been to jail and it doesnt change people. You're the same person, waiting to go back to doing exactly what you were doing before. Jail is a waiting room you can't leave, with food and a place to sleep.
Anyway.

Don't do drugs, if life is already shit it will only make it worse

It didnt for me. It changed me, the moment i tool lsa i realised how shit i was, the hard thing is to overcome it.

Tell us your story. What did you go in for? Did you get bullied and raped?

>lazy

"why does nothing work"

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Just collect rocks bro !

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How many seconds did you try those? 5?

>tried therapy
2,5 years
>tried medication
about a year
>tried self therapy
during medication and therapy
>tried lifting
a bit over a year
>tried b urself
most of my life
>tried being social
most of my life
>tried waging
most of my life
>tried neeting
last 3 years
>tried no porn
can't rmember but it was months
>tried nofap
same as porn
>tried no vidya
couple of months probably
>tried no internet
same as vidya
>tried the army
9 months
>tried outdoors hobbies
most of my life
>tried getting friends
most of my life
>tried getting gf
most of my life

The try harder, you whiny bitch.

You sound like a quitter. Someone who starts something and immediately stops it.

sounds like a failed normie

orig

Try going to church if you want to get out of hell.

Church is 10 minute drive away, I don't have a car and it's never really anything going on there. It's some shitty protestant church anyway

>just keep doing it lul
This "do X for X amount of time and X might happen" mentality really activates my almonds

I can attest to these claims.