i cant stop isolating myself from everyone i know. i dont have any irl friends to spend time with and even when someone attempts to be my friend i shut them out. usually i talk with r9k people on discord but ive sperged and blocked everyone that added me and left all the servers i was in. why am i like this?
I cant stop isolating myself from everyone i know...
Cooper Roberts
Wyatt Price
You probably have avoidant personality disorder.
Isaiah Johnson
you sound exactly like me, im on antidepressants and a neet, antidepressants didnt do shit, good luck OP
Bentley Clark
what is your day to day life like bud?
Liam Robinson
wish OP would respond, i can relate to him and would genuinely like to talk to him
Chase Hernandez
Im 18 so I just finished high school. Everyday when I got home Id lie in my bed for hours and talk to people on discord. Id miss school purely to talk to them because I hate leaving my house. I browse r9k all day too. I got on antidepressants and they made me feel like I wasnt all there, I was numb, but it was better than feeling as low as I do now. I dont know why I feel the need to cut people out, its probably to protect myself in case they try to leave me.
Alexander Ward
i know those feels OP, you should try getting yourself a part time job, it helped me not think about stuff that much, but then the guy i was working for went ghost on me.
Elijah Perry
OP here, Post your discord and Ill add you. I cant promise i wont freak out though
I start my job (full time) in a week. Im so depressed i dont know how im going to force myself to get up every day.
Aiden Mitchell
my discord is Jorda28
inb4 getting doxxed
also all 3 posts are me
Ryder Baker
Same, its actually even worse when I'm in a relationship, I'm a genuine shut in.
Christian Johnson
discord tag is #8787, kinda dont know how discord works because i dont have people to talk to, not sure if you add by name or tag
Asher Kelly
are u a fag
Bentley Walker
who this? is this OP?
im not a fag
Jacob Long
Who's the OP? Are you the fag with the rainbow cat vomiting? Is that you or the OP?
Parker Rogers
t. newfag
orgyloni
Jordan Ross
>get invited to robots discord to make friends
>get banned without reason
Nicholas Rodriguez
Is that you, Decwan?
Luis Hall
Yes, originally obviously.....
Carson Parker
OP here, no, Im actually a girl
Ryan Nguyen
>join discord server
>get convinced that people there hate me
>never talk in that server again and try to find another one
I'm gonna die repeating this cycle.
Jordan Turner
no, i'm a huge fag that sucks cocks
Anthony Howard
i want to make friends too op would you be mine im depressed and lonely too and i think maybe if we got along together we could be strong friends and friends forever forever and forever more
Aaron Russell
>forever forever and forever more
dont make promises you cant keep
Nathan Hall
whats the official r9k discord? I'd prefer one with no roasties or at least roasties that put out pics
Isaiah Nelson
does your name start with a B?
originalley
Josiah Reed
My name doesnt start with a B
Okay, lets be friends, post your discord
Carson Murphy
I have the same exact problem that you do OP. Once I start getting attached to someone I start subconsciously looking for reasons to push them away before they can use that against me. I think it comes from having been betrayed or lied to a lot as a kid so you never developed habits of trust but only of distrust.
If you want add me on discord as it always helps to have people who understand if you suddenly go dark for a bit my tag is Eru#5754