I cant stop isolating myself from everyone i know

Cooper Roberts
Cooper Roberts

i cant stop isolating myself from everyone i know. i dont have any irl friends to spend time with and even when someone attempts to be my friend i shut them out. usually i talk with r9k people on discord but ive sperged and blocked everyone that added me and left all the servers i was in. why am i like this?

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Wyatt Price
Wyatt Price

You probably have avoidant personality disorder.

Isaiah Johnson
Isaiah Johnson

you sound exactly like me, im on antidepressants and a neet, antidepressants didnt do shit, good luck OP

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Bentley Clark
Bentley Clark

what is your day to day life like bud?

Liam Robinson
Liam Robinson

wish OP would respond, i can relate to him and would genuinely like to talk to him

Chase Hernandez
Chase Hernandez

Im 18 so I just finished high school. Everyday when I got home Id lie in my bed for hours and talk to people on discord. Id miss school purely to talk to them because I hate leaving my house. I browse r9k all day too. I got on antidepressants and they made me feel like I wasnt all there, I was numb, but it was better than feeling as low as I do now. I dont know why I feel the need to cut people out, its probably to protect myself in case they try to leave me.

Alexander Ward
Alexander Ward

i know those feels OP, you should try getting yourself a part time job, it helped me not think about stuff that much, but then the guy i was working for went ghost on me.

Elijah Perry
Elijah Perry

OP here, Post your discord and Ill add you. I cant promise i wont freak out though
I start my job (full time) in a week. Im so depressed i dont know how im going to force myself to get up every day.

Aiden Mitchell
Aiden Mitchell

my discord is Jorda28

inb4 getting doxxed

also all 3 posts are me

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Ryder Baker
Ryder Baker

Same, its actually even worse when I'm in a relationship, I'm a genuine shut in.

Christian Johnson
Christian Johnson

discord tag is #8787, kinda dont know how discord works because i dont have people to talk to, not sure if you add by name or tag

Asher Kelly
Asher Kelly

are u a fag

Bentley Walker
Bentley Walker

who this? is this OP?

im not a fag

Jacob Long
Jacob Long

Who's the OP? Are you the fag with the rainbow cat vomiting? Is that you or the OP?

Parker Rogers
Parker Rogers

t. newfag
orgyloni

Jordan Ross
Jordan Ross

get invited to robots discord to make friends
get banned without reason

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Nicholas Rodriguez
Nicholas Rodriguez

Is that you, Decwan?

Luis Hall
Luis Hall

Yes, originally obviously.....

Carson Parker
Carson Parker

OP here, no, Im actually a girl

Ryan Nguyen
Ryan Nguyen

join discord server
get convinced that people there hate me
never talk in that server again and try to find another one
I'm gonna die repeating this cycle.

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Jordan Turner
Jordan Turner

no, i'm a huge fag that sucks cocks

Anthony Howard
Anthony Howard

i want to make friends too op would you be mine im depressed and lonely too and i think maybe if we got along together we could be strong friends and friends forever forever and forever more

Aaron Russell
Aaron Russell

forever forever and forever more
dont make promises you cant keep

Nathan Hall
Nathan Hall

whats the official r9k discord? I'd prefer one with no roasties or at least roasties that put out pics

Isaiah Nelson
Isaiah Nelson

does your name start with a B?

originalley

Josiah Reed
Josiah Reed

My name doesnt start with a B
Okay, lets be friends, post your discord

Carson Murphy
Carson Murphy

I have the same exact problem that you do OP. Once I start getting attached to someone I start subconsciously looking for reasons to push them away before they can use that against me. I think it comes from having been betrayed or lied to a lot as a kid so you never developed habits of trust but only of distrust.

If you want add me on discord as it always helps to have people who understand if you suddenly go dark for a bit my tag is Eru#5754

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