Feels thread /b/ots?
Pour ur hearts in here
>be me usually depressed and sad.. Ugly and not loved... Really lonely cant be social am really easily stressed and i give up too easily
The only thing that i want from this life is a person that will love me with all their heart ... I just want to wake up next to someone i love
Have tried to make a gf couple times. Failed all of them. I basically gave up since i consider every girl is too pretty and i would never have a chance with someone
Feels thread /b/ots?
You need to love yourself first before you can truly love others, user. Its never too late to start improving. Ugliness is subjective.
Goodluck:)
I know your feel OP but at this point i don't even know how to explain what makes me feel this depressed anymore. I just don't have the strength to go on anymore. I'm not built for this life. I'm weak and i know it but i can't change myself, i know because i tried. I'm a really sensitive person, people have told me that i'm very kind and altruistic but that's exactly my problem. I had people that i really, really cared about, people i'd have done almost everything for but i always just ended up being hurt and emotionally drained because nobody ever cared for me like i did for them. For a short time it looked like i could actually be normal one day, i was genuinely happy with myself and my life. Then i realized it was all just because i was deluding myself. I thought that one day i could be someone else but now i know it'll never happen. There's no use in telling people this either, they'll either tell you that "it's gonna be ok bro just don't give up", "it'll all work out in the end", "only weak people are depressed". I don't want to be like this but i don't have the drive to try and change things anymore.
>be me few minutes ago
>listening to sad songs
>see pic related
>cry for a solid 20 minutes
Sorry for blogpost, i just needed to get rid of these feels somehow
Have tried to do that..i just cant love myself..
I like u user i feel like i can relate to you
>no homo tho
>lose ability to eat
>see doctor
>oh it's probably just a throat constriction we can fix
>wake up from endoscopy
>you have throat cancer
>everyone is crying and I don't know how to tell them I had been having premonitions of death so I had already sorted everything out in case something happened
Just gotta delete this porn and I'm set.
obviously didnt try enough. put more effort into it and eventually it will pay off
also, check em
I'm glad at least someone knows what i'm talking about. It's the worst feel of all time for me. Also i'm really in the mood for some sadposting right now so this thread came at a good time
So sorry user but i cant change anything since im also waiting for the sweet release
this girl is moving away messaged her on instagram "hi" and got no responce
>Guess i'll never see her again
FUCK i fucking loved her
>see something funny posted on Jow Forums
>want to reply with a reaction image
>only reaction images I have convey sadness, despair and depression
>be me
>now
>created this post whilst listenint to music
>have been crying since
How do i stop?
user do u have any other social media? I want to talk to you
I don't know user, i'd say don't try to stop. Just let everything out man. You'll feel at least some sense of relief afterwards
THE TEARS MAKE THEM STOP
No not really, never had the need for it to be honest
Same here user, just go and make a reaction image thread or search up some old threads. There's usually some good stuff there
Well i guess ill always remember u user
>im crying even more somebody pls help
>mfw I just realized I haven't spoken a word in over a month
I only talked to my bestfriend
I'm also just really anxious about giving out any personal info or accounts but now you know you're not alone in this. I'm not sure what good it will do but maybe it's some small comfort that there are people somewhere out there suffering the same as you. But that's what we're here for anyway right? If i could, i'd give you some useful advice on your way but i'm struggling to find anything that's worth living for myself.
sorry wrong reply. meant to reply to
Thank u user i appreciate it
I made the mistake of self harming while extremely drunk last night and now I have to wear long sleeves for the next couple of weeks to hide it. Haven't self harmed in years, my head's been all over the place recently.
I tried to od a couple times with pills.. Went to hospital and caused a lot of damage to my liver
You know what fuck it? My ig: rares_andrei420 feel free to harass me there
I'm currently in school, I've always wanted to improve my life but work is completely taking over my life. I was recently called a "failure of a human being" by my brother and listed the reasons why. I'm pretty sure this is what triggered my self harming tendencies. I'm also incredibly self conscious and riddled with social anxiety. I've got a gf who doesnt love me. shes all I have right now. I'm pretty much just on the brink of a breakdown and contenplated suicide multiple times. help pls.
Sorry for the long post but I need to put it out to someone even if it is on 4 chan.
>/b/ot
>/b/
Seriously, kill yourself and fuck back off to your board. Oh, what's that? You're on vacation from there for being a massive retard? Well, that's too bad, I hope you don't have to take a vacation from this board too. ;^)
GOTTA KNOCK A LITTLE HARDER
IKTF OP. Things have been getting extremely difficult for me recently.
>23 yo kissless virgin
>ugly, autistic, manlet, shy
>don't even have a good personality to make up for it, have nothing to say to people
>the only 2 friends I had got relationships, work, school etc and no longer have any time for me
>only people I have to talk with are my parents
>still crying over my oneitis I haven't talked to in a year, basically my dream girl who's way out of my league
>have realised that I'm too unattractive and have nothing to offer a woman, and it's no coincidence nobody was ever interested in me
>don't have any desire to do anything with my life, about to go full NEET
>my old hobbies have stopped giving me any enjoyment
>just want to lay in my bed all day, even getting up to eat or shower feels like too much of a chore
I feel like I'm living in a nightmare I can't wake up from. Even medicine and meds didn't do much for me. I don't know what to do lads.
I am extremely anti-social. I don't have trouble talking to people, but I have a serious trouble in making the first step.
So whenever there's a huge group of people, I am almost always that guy who's left alone while literally everyone else is merrily socializing with their newly acquired acquaintances.
This often makes me very depressed and craving attention. But there's a catch!
I only crave for interaction with girls. Preferably on the cute side, but average is fine too. I completely detest males despite being a guy myself. It's not that I only want to flirt, chatting is fine too. But it absolutely cannot involve a fucking man butting in to share his useless little gym story or the "pentakill" he got yesterday.
Can any armchair psychologist come up with a non-meme diagnosis?
>having premonitions of death
What like dreams or just an for boating feeling?
>*therapy and meds
Fuck, I can't do anything right
bump
can't believe this is dying in favor of 5 different racebait threads
Everything is fuck!! No hope for the future desu just awful now especially. Life seems against me.
Jow Forums is fucking dead. Every thread that isn't racebait or some variation of "hey guys, fembot here xD" just gets ignored and archived. I still come here because I don't really know anywhere else where I could find people who relate to my loneliness and isolation, but it's starting to feel like a waste of time at this point. Can't even have a good ol' feels thread anymore.
if thats what will get fellow robots out of here and force them into the world than that is a sacrifice i am willing to make
I can't speak for the others it won't "force me into the world", it will simply take away the one place where I can relate with people and have some sort of social interaction, and push me even further into isolation.
damn. how long you got, robot?