I havent talked to the girl i love in over a month

i havent talked to the girl i love in over a month

today i went on her instagram and saw a tagged pic and she was sitting on this guys lap

i stalk the dude and he has several pictures with her and they were at the beach over the weekend

now i drank a few beers and im really upset this is the worst timeline i wish i died when i tried to kill myself at 14

i cant even cry

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god she looks so happy

i told her i liked her a long time ago back in like october but she was dating someone at the time and after tey broke up i never made m ymove

pressure turns shit into diamonds or bursts the pipe

you better use this agression and depression wisely, living well is the best revenge

i cant even hang myself i keep getting scared of the dark and stand up

why did i start ignoring her i feel even worse now than i did before

:(

hes so much older than her tpp

i never even cross her mind all this time and we havent spoken once now this fucking guy is in her life making her msike

I SHOULD BE MAKING HER APPY NOT HIM

god is so cruel he puts people in your life tat you fall in love with and then rips them from your arms

tfw you meet the girl of your dreams but she doesnt meet the man of her dreams

someone respond to me please i dont want to feel aloen

How did you meet her user, what was it like before you met her? how did you spend your time?

You are drunk and also hung up on some girl it sounds like you don't even hang out with or see outside of social media?

We met in communit college we were taking the same math class.

Before i met her i was failing really hard with a different girl and just trying to do my best in my calsses. It sounds dumb but if youve ever seen the movie eternal sunshine of the spotless mind the main charater says i cant remember a time before you and it feels the same for me when i think about her.

before her i just stayed inside all day and played games or just browsed the internet as one does. after i met her i made an effort to be more social because i saw how she attracted people in her life and i wanted that too

>falling in love with an roastie
i cannot comprehend

Feels we all get them unless you want to get cucked I would let her go

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we used to be good friends she called me crying a few times and tellng me really personal suff

we even went to a wedding together last month i cant belive i fucked it all up this much

Have you gone back to your old ways? Don't, it hurts, I get it. You have to find it within yourself to not go back to your old ways, if you do, try to go outside a little even if you see people and it hurts inside knowing right you can't be as happy as they are. With that said it's fine if you don't listen to what typed up, neither would i, try too though. (Also to that user who is copying my typing/writing style, I see you....)

Fucked it all up how? By not jumping her bones?

Let it fucking go. Women aren't worth the shit in your asshole. The moment you realize, the moment you can try to live a somewhat decent life.
Dwelling on whores will turn you into a stalker/serial killer.

maybe if i told her how uch she really means to me things would be different

i listened to other people telling me to cut her out but i think about her everday so what good was cutting her out of my life

now this other guy gets to go to the beach with her and she sits on his lap and looks happy with him

This is how I feel every time I check a girl I likes Instagram.

Don't get into a relationship, to fill a void inside of you.
You'll want to be a whole before you put effort into one, so that once it ends. It doesn't leave a scar.
Because what are you going to do , once you no longer have it?

Just drink more you'll feel better

Perhaps, you shouldn't hate yourself or the two of them for how it went down though. If she brought you as her date for a wedding you obviously meant something to her at some point.

And this guy is right if you're looking for a relationship for validation or just because you've convinced yourself that having a monkey with tits and their own monkey brain problems is the key to your happiness than you are probably approaching this from a bad angle or perspective.

Never give love to someone who doesn't give it back. Ever. One-sided love is always a bad deal, and means that she's not at all who you think she is. You give her your heart, while she takes it and either ignores it or crushes it, but gives you nothing in return.

What you're in love with is nothing more than an illusion, an image of what you want her to be... the thing you love, is not that person at all. Or she wouldn't be sitting on someone else's lap would she?

I realize this is easier said than done, because for pretty much everyone, it takes years to even decades of time before you learn this. But it's all true. Someone who doesn't love you back, is NEVER worth your time.

Marry me, like right now.

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Dude, just be thankful for all the good shit you two have been through and let go without any hate. This is the best option judging by what you have described. View her as a lesson on life that will make you stronger. There is no true love. You will find another person who deserves your romantic feelings eventually, but no one is worth your suffering.