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niggers like you make this board shit
fucking normie

28

My life it's ok but I am still dead inside and feel nothing but boredom and melancholy. Sometimes anger or frustration.
Still, I think that's the best it's gonna get so that's fine. Plus I can still sometimes get entretained by some games, media or my job.

28 here

Some things are going well, buuuut
still virgin, never had a gf. I'm trying hard, but nothing happens. It sucks. Most of the time I'm either sad or filled with rage. A little bit of luck would be great.

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currently 29,
used to workout, had stable job, working on education, got put in mental asylum. forced on meds.

IQ drops by a gazillion.
life is pure shit. living on welfare feels wrong and i hate it

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same thing bro
get a good lawyer for dem court order

About to turn 29 here. I have advice for anyone wanting to attract a female, and it sounds really dumb, but it actually works. The trick is to make lots of noise and take up lots of space. That means stretch out, stand up straight, gesture wildly all over the place, hop around like an idiot, etc. I can almost guarantee all of your failed approaches were quiet and still.

27 here. have shitiest office job. hate my coworkers. have very small social circle. hate every working day
I want to get out of my life

There is nothing to do the damage was done the secound you started on meds. no amount of money. will bring back my cognitive abilities.

If you like money its nice i guess.

>29 years old
>for the longest time I would believe that I had narcissistic personality disorder
>family members, classmates, co-workers, total strangers would regularly mock me, insult me, yell at me, criticize me, try their best to publicly humiliate me, tell me to kill myself
>if I ever complained about any of this people would tell me that I'm "weak" for complaining (my brother actually told me this)
>I've been driven out of everywhere I go, whether it be school, work, family
>I'm a friendless high school drop-out virgin with a decade-long gap of unemployment
>year 2016
>finally get around to have myself officially evaluated by an actual psychologist for all personality disorders and mental disorders
>cost me $700 to have the Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory - 2 along with a bunch of other scales, inventories, and questionnaires be administered to me
>get myself officially diagnosed as having major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, and generalized anxiety disorder
>it's all on my psychological evaluation report
>nobody in my family or anyone else for that matter believes or cares about anything that was written on my PsychEval report
>people still treat me like shit
>I was kind of hoping to at the very least be able to get on disability with this report
>I can't
>the psychologist guy who wrote for me the report has been ignoring all of my e-mails and phone calls for over a year

Well, I guess I'm stuck then. People just don't like me.

that sucks user. But you seem to be an interesting person. I like you!

high on dxm because my life is shit.

It's not fucking fair. I have enough intelligence to earn a professional degree but also enough self awareness to realize I am socially stunted to a severe degree. It actually impairs my ability to work. I just wanted a couple beers, so I stop by a bar and have a couple drinks, and I can see people peering at me in the corner of their eyes.

I don't know what I am doing to make people stare at me. I'm clean, my hair is cut, my work clothes are washed. What is it?

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You're alone in a bar.

Or is it normal in your country to be alone in a bar? It sure isn't here.

I guess that's fair. But I didn't think it was strange enough that the staff would briefly glance over at my like some sort of exotic animal. There was a a guy who came in by himself two or three stools down from me, obviously drunk, but no one even noticed him. Maybe that's worse?

What about the meme of the sad lonely depressed dude who hates life going to a bar?
When did bars become so fucking normie

I have the same problem.

I used to think that people would stare at me because of my weight. So in 2015 I went from weighing 284 pounds to 170 over the course of about 8 months. Was considered as being someone that of normal weight according to the body mass index. Still getting stares.

Then I thought that it had to do with my clothes. So I spent $1,000+ on brand new, expensive clothes from Hugo Boss. Still getting stares.

Then I thought that it had to do with my beard. So I completely shaved off my beard. Still getting stares.

Then I realized that I tend to sweat way too much, to the point that my ass sweat makes me look like I urinated on myself. So I started wearing several layers of all-black clothing, and only going outside on cold winter nights so that any sweat stains become much less visible. Still getting stares.

I just can never win, can I?

That guy is right to some degree. I am one of the only guys that goes there alone; that cliche doesn't happen anymore, you apparently have to be especially pathetic to drink alone in public anymore.

While on the topic, in the entire year I've been here, I've only seen one woman by herself.

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I dunno man, congrats on the weight loss, though. I've lost 30 (well, 20 now after starting drinking) myself, at about 260, so I am at the threshold at wearing clothes outside of big and tall. I also spent some cash on nice work clothes after losing some weight, but I can only do so well while I still have the manboobs.

The one thing I can say is I don't get drunk while I'm out. As I approach buzzed status, I actually start to talk (this is very, very bad), so I stop drinking after two tallboys.

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Dude, fucking congratulations on the weight loss bro, well done.

>Play videogames to escape my reality
>Constantly do shit, even against computer opponents
>Constant reminder of how much a failure I am
>Videogames are no longer fun

I play them to escape my reality and how much of a failure I am, not to be reminded of it.

>cannot enjoy playing solo games anymore
>lose motivation to play any more recent multiplayer games
>stick with ancient games like Quake Live
>get bored eventually as well

I wonder why I put together this PC, don't even need such high specs.

what hobbies and skills? Also what job specifically?

Have you thought about other hobbies?

>try to get into new games
>get frustrated and quit
>go back to the games I spent my youth on
>play like a god and feel really good and have fun

shame no one cares if you're good at ancient games that are no longer relevant

27 here

1 month into my new job, getting paid a little bit more than ever, boss gave me a good review today, had an easy day at work. Sounds like its going pretty good right? Nope. Here I am, friday night drinking in front of the computer alone. Still poor as fuck, still a virgin, still never had a gf, still have no friends and with no end in site. Oh well, its looking like in 3 months I'll finally be able to move out of mommys house so that might improve things but I doubt it. The job made me realize I cannot talk to women above 4/10, regardless of my social improvements over the past 4 years.

>get myself officially diagnosed as having major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, and generalized anxiety disorder
They're all meme disorders though, no one is going to take them seriously. You need at least schizophrenia or something before you can really get somewhere.

>aunties and cousins try setting me up with girls
>they're all late 20s/early 30s "WHERE ARE ALL THE GOOD MEN" roastie caricatures straight off a MGTOW propaganda site
>im expected to settle for these broads who have literally nothing going for them
>be a mid 20s guy
>female equivalent is apparently 5+ years older than you but has a worse career if one at all (most are part-time/casual waiters), no savings, no car, not even thin or average body, wears leggings/tights and does nothing but update instagram/twitter

fuck this gay earth, where did this imbalance come from? how is this fair?

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>The job made me realize I cannot talk to women above 4/10, regardless of my social improvements over the past 4 years.

one strategy is to think of literal roastie scat/piss porn or women leaking period blood and other disgusting shit. you need to humanize them with your mindset and then they will not appear as scary, works for me at least.

31 here
Women are whores.
Life sucks.
Just stay in your basement playing vidyas until you die.

Yep, these women are your looksmatch, even though in reality you out rank them. Thin, attractive women are worth more than ambergris.

Found a job where I'd be doing less work but getting paid more, but they need three singed letters of recommendation, not just references, and none of them are getting back to me. The listing has been out for a month but I just recently found it, hope I get those letters before its too late

>Or is it normal in your country to be alone in a bar? It sure isn't here.
I went to Japan and drank alone at bars for a week and loved it, didn't feel judged at all. Just a quiet white tourist getting buzzed.
In Australia I feel it's horrible and that I'm constantly being judged for not being able to get even one friend to come along

That's bullshit. I've got like 5 solid references but I really doubt I could get any of them to sign a letter.

Exactly, I even emailed their HR and asked if they would accept a typed letter without a signature, but with the contact info, nope gotta be hand fucking signed, then scanned.

Why don't you date a few and just get the experience of being with someone?
Men always look more attractive when in a relationship

Fuck. You just described my state so far. 28 as well.

>>for the longest time I would believe that I had narcissistic personality disorder
>>family members, classmates, co-workers, total strangers would regularly mock me, insult me, yell at me, criticize me, try their best to publicly humiliate me, tell me to kill myself
>>I've been driven out of everywhere I go, whether it be school, work, family

I don't want to mock your pain user, but if this is true... I just can't believe you're just some innocent victim of fate who just has happened to be everyone's punching bag for no reason.

Also: 27, life is utter shit but i'm not really complaining, could be way worse.

>that 27 year old boomer that actually enjoys boomer posting
WIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

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>fuck this gay earth, where did this imbalance come from? how is this fair?

Ask yourself: Where'd you get the Idea that life was supposed to be fair from?

> The job made me realize I cannot talk to women above 4/10, regardless of my social improvements over the past 4 years.

Once you work with them long enough, you'll realize the 1-2/10s are more of a pain in the ass to talk to than the 8-10/10s.

>work at a high school
>finally done for the summer
>2 whole months to myself
I'm very excited to not have to leave home except for groceries.

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what if I'm attracted to that kind of stuff

26 here.

I want to kill myself.

Shuaib is my hero.

I've been thinking about it all day.

Hanging myself sounds like the best choice.

I don't know how Shuaib could manage the brief 5 second feeling of dismemberment and before death.

>32
>depressive episode again
I just want to sleep all day.

I'm 3 months being a neet and it sucks who the fuck would want this shit life and if i go get a job I'm just going to be doing the same shit as before just with my own place.

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tfw never fell for the med meme.

I rather jut live with the shadow people and paranoia.

>My iq is below a 100

i hate to be that guy but if you find a job you enjoy work ends up becoming a nice escape

>29 KV
>Currently on JSA
>About 300 pounds in the bank
>Nothing on the horizon

Nothing in my life is going right and I swear regret of not taking any chances in life and the envy I have of the current generation is literally eating my body.

I don't even like my job but it's still an escape for me. It's 40 hours a week where I'm too busy to let those suicidal thoughts get a real hold on me.

>apply for jobs
>abysmally low self esteem
>impossible to sell myself to an employer because I think I'm worthless

Well this is a pickle

my brother's mother-in-law tried to set me up with her daughter who's a literal camwhore. I'm not sure how to feel about this.

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Does she have a nice body, at least?

What's life like in the U.K.? The countryside looks very comfy at least, better than desert and sand.

Are you me?
Literally having this problem now.

If she's a literal camwhore just make sure she isn' a real life whore. Still all the male attention and $$ coming in no doubt fucked with her brain's reward system a bit, as it would with anyone (just look at celebrities), tread carefully.

but yes, does she have a good body? what is she like? and more importantly, does your brother's mother-in-law know that she is a camwhore?good riddance

what work can someone that has done nothing with his life do?

>suicidal thoughts get a real hold on me
just keep beezy I can world of warcraft for that.

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she knows her daughter is a lost cause so shes pawning her off on you any maybe she'll get a grand kid or two out of it.

Am I understanding this right, that your brother is married to this camwhore's sister? Seems like it might be weird being married to the sister of your brother's wife.

what subjects do you teach?

just fucking try it at least i mean if you can handle other dudes always trying to pay for meet ups and you could do some mind loops and think of it as empowering that a lot of people are fapping and paying for what you get for "free"

yea she's hot but crazy, and currently living with a gay girl who's beating her I guess

her mom was telling me about some of her pictures on the internet and I was just left speechless. I still haven't looked any of them up and I don't think I will. it's all just so blackpilling.

yea I've thought about that too. I think I'd rather die alone than marry a crazy whore.

>What's life like in the U.K.?
It's fine I guess. No one to talk to though.

>The countryside looks very comfy at least, better than desert and sand.
I live in London, the crap suburb-y bits, where gentrification has touched, yet. I've always wondered if living in the USA would have provided me with more opportunities and people to meet.

My trick is just do some drugs before you go in and make a good impression.

I used to take vyvanse and heroin and it work wonders for how i act around normies

yea dude her mom was telling me that her nudes are on google apparently

>blackpilling
dude its not even that bad its not like she is a legit whore taken loads will you work.

Also what I hate about job listings is they're all like

We're seeking HYPER MOTIVATED DRIVEN GO GETTERS for our entry level position!

Reading this shit makes me want to put a bullet in my skull

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>her mom was telling me that
her mom is probably insane and that means she might be watch the fuck out dude.

>I don't know how Shuaib could manage the brief 5 second feeling of dismemberment and before death.
and the half-minute (if your lucky) bout of convulsing for air due to asphyxiation will be more pleasant somehow?

For security cleared jobs, you take blood tests = no drugs

I know, getting rejected for pleb-tier jobs cos you're not super enthusiastic is a real blow to the little ego you have left.

That little shit was like 19-20 when he blow out his brains. I would kill to be that age again. Fucking selfish little shit..

snort some coke or whatever makes you happy

I swear, references are the most bullshit thing imaginable. Built for normies to keep subhumans out. I wonder if we could push back against references by saying they aren't inclusive enough, or something blah blah diversity etc.

her mom is crazy. she was also telling me about how she's a witch and did magic rituals. the whole family is a little off

>three singed letters of recommendation, not just references, and none of them are getting back to me.

get friends to lie?

It seems shiitty but like this is your life we talking about.

I ran into that block while applying for a job at fucking BIG LOTS
Like, you REALLY need 3 people to vouch for me for a god damn job at BIG LOTS?
Fuck. I'm aiming pretty low here, I'd like to have ANY job at this point.

Why do you all have to be such fucking crybabys, in 10 years time if you carry on like this shit you're going to wish you had could trade the problems you got now.

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Tell us oh old wise one
How do we change our pathetic ways?

Tfw you feel for the joe rogan smoke dmt thing again.

I just want to sit around smoke weed, salvia and dmt.

What's her name? I've probably fapped to her

Hey you, shut the fuck up.

I can wait to get to work with all the other dudes my age that have wives and kids to talk about.

hey im 28, its ok i guess

I don't do drugs. I probably the last nerd who doesn't. I don't have any money anyway.

>in 10 years time
From the bottom of my heart I hope to be long dead before that.

well you missed the bus that was heading to the 27 club.

Fuck, that is the worst
Nothing makes you feel more pathetic
I'm practically a 15 year old in a 28 year old man's body

it's ok I'm prob like 12.

Yep, everybody you age is moving onto the next part of their life and you're still stuck at the beginning.

35 year old neet virgin here.

Still hanging tough guys.