Just got dumped by the girl I thought I was going to marry. She was the first person I felt genuine love towards...

Just got dumped by the girl I thought I was going to marry. She was the first person I felt genuine love towards, and now I'm trying to hide how much I want to run to the gun cabinet and off myself.

How the fuck do I move on???

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How long were you together? I'm kinda going through the same thing.

>How the fuck do I move on???
I don't know, but what I do know is that this definitely is not the right board for your kind.

GTFO

Same here, still hurts after all these weeks.

Lmfao you deserved it

Drugs and alcohol buddy boi

(this is op even if the number's different) we were together about a year and a half

Find another one you pussy. There's plenty of women who aren't cunts. They're rare, but they're out there

Fuck I know how it feels, couldn't stop crying like a bitch all day for weeks, couldn't focus on anything else to keep my mind off it. Never been so bad in my head before, it's been 2 years and still think about it daily. Hope someday I won't give a shit but it's sure taking time, no matter what I tell myself to rationalize it and take it with logic I still feel the same.
Only thing you can do is to make goals to have something to look forward to, feel better about yourself and keep your mind busy. Still struggling with that

>womyn who aren't cunts
Fckig beta orbiter or kissless virgin

go run as fast as you can while screaming, you'll forget all about her when you're regretting what you did in the asylum.

get busy. dont spend time at the computer, start working out or get a job, any job. go to bed exhausted so you can fall to sleep. dont contact her. remove stuff that reminds you of her. you dont need to throw it away, just put it away.

t.10yrs of "was going to marry"

see escort. lawl

get the fuck out of my board you peice of shit degenerate normie

this.
or in general just find something else to fuck and get your mind off of. drugs and alcohol help too. youd rather be blurred of your memories of her than sitting around sober thinking about her and feelin sorry for yourself

drown yourself in booze and opiates and buckle up homie its only going to get worse. you'll get better for a while, move on, find a new girl, get comfortable, get dumped, repeat ad infinitum each time getting worse and worse in quality of women, quality of life, and the troubles you're already involved in

thats not a very long time and I'm assuming you're young, who's to say if you can have one relationship that more can't happen?
this but I recommend you treat yourself in little ways and take things easy.

going thru this 5 years together.
i fucked it all up and treated her like shit so i can't even victim complex.
i'm so sad and angry.

you guys probably would've gotten divorced and then you'd be paying alimony and child support if you had kids. i dont understand why nobody thinks about these horrific outcomes. be lucky dude

>(this is op even if the number's different)
Jow Forums isn't your personal blog you fucking insufferable newfag

ok mgtowfag

You sound like you're under 24. You weren't gonna marry this girl either way it went. She's the first girl you've felt love for, she won't be the last. Go find another girl, if only for the night. Go to a bar or get on Tinder and talk some shit to some fat or ugly girl and see if she'll suck you off.

>insulting someone who sees reality correctly.

your funeral