Why aren't you in a relationship user?

>depression
>no social skills at all
>not bad looking but i don't take care of myself, like not brushing teeth, not eating enough, etc
>don't trust people because of shitty experiences i've had
>most people i know hate me for existing
>don't enjoy going outside of my house
>nobody has the same interests as me

>Go to mostly dude college
>Too lazy to start or hold conversations
>I don't want to chase a girl I want her to chase me.

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letting you know now OP, if i find the source for that, and it isn't porn, i'm going to find, catch, and eat you alive

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>ugly
>mental illness
No chance.

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nobody knows who I am. I'm basically a ghost. I haven't ventured outside in a matter of months

>start going out with woman
>notice that I've stopped doing most of the shit I enjoy doing
>sex is less interesting than masturbation
>her voice starts annoying the shit out of me
>dump her
>try again a year later
>same shit
>mfw

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I dated a BPD girl and was raised by a Bipolar alcoholic mom and sometimes I want to kill one just for the sick mind games they play and the level of emotional manipulation they sink to. I think women have damaged me the most in life

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>closet crossdresser faggot
>sometimes bully by other officers cause my face is girly n smooth (BITCH I USE CREAM!)
>the only times i feel alive is when im at my apartment
>only enjoy my job when shooting or being on guard (standing in a corner all gear up)
>sometimes i wish i get shoot

why cant i find a bf?

>no hobbies
>average looking
>never feel like i can be myself, often i become boring as I'm concealing autism
>never feel natural when interacting with people, robotic
>anxiety depression, add, other maldjustments and mental issues I'm sure
>every interaction with women has been poor or worse
>no friends
>bad fashion taste
>very bad dealing with feelings, both internally and externally
>don't go outside too much as there's nothing to do
>unmotivated to do literally anything
>i've come to terms with me being single and i don't care to try in that field for a while
that's about all i can think of

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thats not a hentai, and thats a trap

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>Have had girlfriends in the past, they drain your energy and your time
>Focusing on building a career and acquiring wealth

>Sex is great to have with women, but sometimes even sex is draining when there is no love behind it

>would rather have my emotional needs meet with my close friends and family and save the intimacy with a girl who deserves my love, vice versa.

Probably because i wake up and tell myself today is the day and then it's 3 a.m and i'm still on Jow Forums
>>oh and check these digitz

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>Extremely clingy and overly-jealous, possible results of trust issues

This is the only reason, people often say how i'm the best person they ever met but if i ever get into a relationship things go to hell.
My first and only relationship fell apart because i'd think about shit that wasn't real (or was it?)

The person said once "I've never been so happy with someone since 10 years ago, and i'm grateful that person abandoned me because then i could meet you".
Is that supposed to sound sweet? I kept thinking "If that person comes back he'll abandon me" or "Well guess i'm not exclusive and you could find happiness with someone else, just find someone else" or stupid things that brought my anxiety to unsustainable levels. No need to say how worse it got over time and stupid things, and i slowly distanced myself until the person confronted me on what was wrong and we broke up.
Am i in the wrong here? Was i too stupid? Is it even normal to be like this?

I'm a complete idiot and deserve to be in this dark room crying myself to sleep. Wish i could fix this and be happy with someone.

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>pretty low self-esteem
>don't go out other than work
>no friends or social life
I'm a loner by nature and have trouble maintaining relationships with people so I don't end up speaking to them for long, I think I just need to find someone like myself, who's also a loner that desires love so we can understand eachother.

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exclusive ephebophile and highschool girls are creeped out by me

>No social skills
>Insecure
>Skeptical of modern women
>No real friends
>No social proof

>Don't go anywhere besides work
>Massive anxiety, don't talk to people usually even when I do go places
>Moderately clingy
>Get depressed easily
>No motivation
>Nothing notable about me, extremely average.

Hard to trust anyone desu but you sound like a pretty chill person
/10 would share my skittles with

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>average looking
>Not to social
>low self-esteem
>huge trust issues
>hate most people

Why am I lile this? How do I change? I wish I could change but it everytime I try, it's almost impossible for me.

I could be, but in a relationship the venom becomes apparent even if i don't mean to bite...

I can suffer during those times but the final blow of breaking up hopes and expectations hurts the other person too much for me to "try again" and end up hurting another person. I hate this.

>Venom
>Bite
You must be into snakes as well eh? digging this even more and i'm sure you aren't that bad to be in a relationship with

Snakes are cool! I admire nature in general.

I'm caring, loving, supporting and loyal with all my soul. Pretty good, huh? If you're into a retard that is constantly anxious over minor things and could throw a life of happiness and promises in the trash because you brought up your ex and i'm too insecure to deal with your past.
I still wonder how much i hurt that guy.

>ugly
>bedwetting at 30
I hate my life

I too hate the fucking past infact i never look back once and wouldn't even talk about it so no worries and i'm sure he'll move on like everyone does Also nothing retarded about anxious over minor things and throwing shit away at the drop of the hat because i literally walk away from shit with no feelz all the time! You sound pretty bad ass desu

I'm just broken, guys. I'm helpless.
I've had girlfriends before, even casual sexual partners, but nothing that matters.
I blew my chance with the only girl I that was worth it.
Worst part is that she's still my friend. We talk every day, we've even fucked after "the break up", but she's also fucked another guy, days after we had sex. And she talks with many guys too, although she really doesn't "feel anything" when talking to them. Now there's this new guy who's basically me, in a shorter, uglier version. His personality, the things he likes, everything is just the same as mine.
Why doesn't she want me back? I know we would be the happiest together, but she doesn't want to see it. What can I do to forget her? Just leave her and don't feel the need to come back?

In my case it's not even a drop haha, a soft afternoon wind slightly bends the hat and i'm already sending everything to shit inside my mind.

But well, thanks for the compliments user. You are right about walking away from shit with no feels tho, there's no use in punishing yourself for things that are over. Well, that's what happened for me, the moment it was over there wasn't any anxiety anymore and i felt way better.

>27
>stopped carring 5 years ago
Relationship does not start on itself and I will do fucking nothing to start it. I am too old for that shit.

>don't talk to people
>not attractive
>boring personality

Same reason why I haven't made a single friend in all my years at university.

>Cheers to that
Also you should contact me because i said so ^^ here's a throwaway email thompsondon36Gmail

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Because I'm a degenerate and a dxed autist
and I have made bad choices on where to meet up
Always meet at a Park or in front of a Con center lads

more in depth info though;
I got in a relationship with my friends friends because he kept singing my praises and told him I was comfy? and I could help him I felt bad because I'm actually unstable, but my friend was right, in a sense I'm "wholesome" because I want people to be happy.

I still feel bad though that my friend sang my praises, even though I guess I am wholesome, since I hate being malicious or thinking bad of someone, I stay neutral towards people most of the time.

The person I dated was his long-time online friend

So anyway, that's my story.

How bad must a woman be to be worse than your own hand?
>How do I change?
You dont, when you are too far gone there is no turning back.

>Manlet
>Crippling Depression and Social Anxiety
>Literally a 3/10
>Horrible Self-Esteem and Absolutely no Confidence
>Poor as Fuck
>etc....

It was over before it began bros. I'm just glad I can watch the decline happen.

I liked the reason lol, i'll send an email in a couple hours user i just need some sleep bc its almost 3 and i'm seriously passing out

>not ugly but definitely not a chad
>always go after girls who ignore me
>zero social skills
>never able to pick up in signs girls throw me
>7/10 neighbor girl
>mfw find out she had a thing for me
>mfw she found some one else
>shootme.jpeg

It's been three years since that and feel like shit when I see here and her shit excuse for a chad boyfriend

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Ok sweet dreams user

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>mfw find out she had a thing for me
Why the fuck do they never show it or confess first? For fucks sake, do they think guys can read minds?

I gotta admit I fucked that one up , she would skate around my house when I was outside and act different or just smile at me. This was during my full blown autist days when all I did was smoke all day and drink to try and fit in with chads.

Start lifting and ask her out while staring directly in her eyes and feeling her soul. If she rejects you, just keep lifting until a new women approaches you

Fuck off Nick. Nobody cares about you and Brooke.

>tfw the girl you like is literally Stacy

it's going to take a whole lot more than just memes to make her happy

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try 2 women

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Never saw a reason for one when you could just have friends. Just seems dumb.

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BPD alert

Not nick and not talking about brooke

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holy fuck this origami

Wasted too much of my life being a genuinely vile person, and now it's too late. I may work, live alone, be generally doing well in life, etc, but it's all pointless when everyone seems to be either engaged or fucking boring.

But it's alright. Everything's fine. Used to it. Being a dumb robot self-sabotaging piece of shit was something I did, and it's something I'll live with and get over one day.

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>no friends
>never go into town or whereever people are other than work
>not a bit talkative

I don't use my hand thanks to Japanese fucktech, but, real bad. I've had a couple of random fucks who were good tho. One was a crazy-ass redhead, the other a nigga
I did, once. It was pretty neat. But I think that if you're going the harem route, you need 3 or 5 so that one doesn't gain complete dominance and start pushing the other out.

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Look into Borderline Personality Disorder

>want to be happy with my waifu
>trust nobody (not even myself)
>have enough emotions to deal with already and more important priorities
>lack focus and social skills, which amplifies a self-centered nature
>and also that depression anxiety stuff that makes it feel impossible to not be stuck in retard mode
I can't even maintain friendship. Falling in love with someone else is the last thing I need.

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>extremely clingy
>jealous
>don't take betrayal easily
>if I think I'm not doing my best to please someone I'll end up over-doing something to compensate and usually makes things worse
>expect my partner to love me as much as I love him
>can't stop cuddling/holding hands but won't do anything at all in public

I've given up on finding a bf. Just thinking about it makes my heart hurt

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I'm pretty similar minus the jealousy stuff. Can't fucking stand public affection but once I'm home it's a whole new game.

Would you like to be my online bf? No homo

>ugly
>unironically

as much as i hate using the excuse, it's because i'm autistic. I'm unable to develop meaningful human relationships despite trying. Wage hermit shuffle.

I was in a relationship for three weeks, but the girl I was dad didn't want to be seen with me (we work together), when co workers found out she broke up with me

Lol I guess that would take care of the "public" issues

Kik: pistachio74

No motivation and interests, depression, paranoia and severe anxiety, lazy, no hobbies, shit country with leftists parents and a batshit insane sister who decided she wants to be a guy after saying she's gender fluid for the few years before that.
I'm probably going to move to another country and barely talk with my family.

>whenever I talk to a girl online they think I'm a girl
>they find out I'm a guy and ghost me
>mfw

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i dont know how to meet people, and its not like im in college

>Suck at confessing
>Doubt too much

Sorry friendo but I'm not supposed to talk to strangers

Is this a female or Male I can't tell

>fat
>autistic
>emotionally a woman
I think the last one is by far the worst
Ive been on a strict exercise regime so maybe i wont be so fat?
Some girls can get over the autistic part
but being overly emotional about everything is the biggest turnoff for women.
I was raised by a single mom narc

Oh... ;_;

I'm a boy. A very very lonely boy

>Fat
>slowly becoming NEET
>forget to shower everyday so smell like ass

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are you a kawaii uguu feminine bf
or are you a normal human being pursuing a pure homosexual relationship

i know who you are, you fucking girly voiced asshole

I'm a normal human bean but I like cross dressing behind closed doors. Just like god intended

>manlet
oriori

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my voice is deeper than your boipussy is long

>Too hurt
>Can't go through the same thing again.
>Tired af
>Would rather focus on myself instead

Erm... don't want to. You have to like yourself before someone likes you. Hope this year will be enough for me to improve to get a gf. If not - doesn't matter, the year after will do

very good user, keep it up
oreg

haven't been interested in anyone for a while, haven't met anyone worth being interested in either. a couple of girls that i'm friends with seem to be into me but its probably not worth it

Thought being single was better, since you can do whatever you want whenever you want, and have alone time. If I was in a relationship like that, and we trusted each other, now that doesn't sound too bad. People keep tellingme that'sthe marriage portion of the relationship.

Now I don't really know where to meet relationship material girls. Literally go to a mostly male uni too. Only sloots at parties and either girls in clubs are ugly or already have a bf

Fuck

Maybe you should try not being retarded... or idk.. not wasting away?

>ugly as shit
>short

not my only issues of course, but if I were attractive my other issues would be irrelevant. being attractive overwrites almost every flaw you have.

>white virgins only
>i'm not attractive
>I can't relate to normies (not a problem if i'm looking for virgins)
>I refuse to shop for a mate with dating sites and want to meet someone irl.
>I put off it being a major issue by receiving affection from animals, family and children.

>can't hold a conversation for five minutes
That's the only main issue I have

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1st girl I asked out said yes but my dumb fuck friends were waiting for us when we got out of the theater and really pissed her off. Didn't really go further after that, but before that it was good. 2nd one I want to ask but she's a friend of a friend, and the mutual friend doesn't want us together and I want to respect that

come one you gotta have one thing you are interested in to talk about more than 5 minutes

>average looking face i suppose
>long hair i barely take care of, so when i go in public i just tie it up
>beard bc i barely shave so i look messy most of the time
>severely depressed
>extreme social anxiety but i can handle talking to new people, i just force myself when the loneliness is too hard to handle
>very low self esteem but i act like its not even a factor, i feel gay when people find out
>kinda chubby, but too lazy to drop the fat.
>low to zero motivation
>can be very clingy since my life is so devoid of physical female contact, that any touch even the lightest touch sets off all my reward centers in my brain causing me to fish for more touch and seeming slightly creepy sometimes even though i have no sexual desire, i just want loving touch.
>i can't flirt with a girl, dont know how and never been given the chance to try and learn. im just not attractive
but i guess if i try hard to work on myself i probably can get someone, but im feeling pretty hopeless and unmotivated. its all my own fault that im in this deep dark hole anyways
sorry for shit blog

>arab
thats all you need

>livin in austria
>white boys are either disgusting chads or awkward af

what's wrong with awkward boys? like if you are here you are probably awkward too

I'm ugly and my standards are too high. I'm not Chad enough to treat a girl like whatever and I'm too tired to act chivalrous.

>My name is Nick
>I'm into a girl named Brooke

What kind of black magic fuckery let this coincidence happen?

only person i'm into doesn't want it