How are you holding up, bros? I'm not doing bad but I hate all of the subjects I'm taking (all mandatory). Courses are really mediocre and unenjoyable. I'm barely learning. On top of that, I have to do fucking tons of weekly homework or I'll fail the courses. Homework is just the worst, silly and sisyphean and more often than not, large.
Now I understand why people do drugs and get wasted on the weekends, its really tiresome. The saddest part about this is I that use almost all of my free time to study algorithms. I feel bad when I have spare time and I'm not doing something 'useful', fucking wage-cuck mentality.
hey dude. im going to school in canada and majoring in bio. i currently have no friends so yeah thats fun. i also have a job, and i am also experiencing the same shit with intro classes, not nearly as interesting as i thought uni would be. oh well. its got to be done so i guess i just keep plugging away...
Made a 53 on my college algebra midterm. The class was online so I thought I could just cheat the entire course. It turned out that we have to take the midterm and the final on-campus. The material is easy as fuck, I learned half of it in a few days before the midterm. Good news is that I can get a B in the class if I actually try for the rest of the semester
Michael Sanders
I can't believe I was so fucking stupid. I somehow fucked up one of the easiest classes ever. I made a D in the class last semester because I didnt show up for to exams. At least I'm making straight A's in my A&P classes
Ryder Gutierrez
My gpa is shit, I'm retarded, I'll never be worth anything in life, and I honestly should kill myself because I'll never be happy.
Usual shit
Jeremiah Wilson
I scored 20/40 on my renal physiology exam. I should've just slept last night. Shit like this makes me question what I'm still doing in med school.
Blake Collins
I got my test results today and i fucking failed, I studied so hard and still failed misserably, I'm the worst kind of stupid and I don't even know why i bother anymore.
Kevin Walker
The introductory classes aren't as fun as the advanced ones.
Evan Robinson
got a 49% on my first linear algebra exam. If nothing else I'll go back to cc and take calc 3 instead, I'm just depressed I did so fucking bad.
Cooper Ross
in my experience the most interesting/fun classes were the middle range ones (200-300 level) they were well organized and the professors didn't just literally not give a shit
Grayson Gray
>tfw behind in every class >tfw midterms coming up Fugg
Joshua Jenkins
Yeet. The introductory classes at my uni acted as filters to sort out people who weren't actually interested in the material or those who probably couldn't handle the more advanced classes.
Lincoln White
professors not giving a shit is depressing
Nathaniel Kelly
all levels of classes were filter classes at my uni first year, second year, third year, even fourth year filtered people out
nature of the system. the professors know the students don't give a shit so why should they?
Caleb Kelly
Gonna have my meme poli sci degree in December. After that I'm likely fucked.
Jonathan Perry
I basically failed everything in chem and calc for the first month and have like a 30% in each of them. The only reason I'm still there is because of the finals replacing my lowest grade.
Midterms for both are in a week, if I start now realistically how fucked am I? Should I keep pushing? I'll definitely become homelessness if I finish with a D or less.
robots arent capable of going to school fuck off you sad boi hipster special snowflakes theres nothing wrong with you youre a very privileged mentally healthy functional human being whos just a whiny bitch. go whine somewhere else about your first world upper middle class problems
Christopher Reyes
tfw no gf is really hitting hard tonight, just the magnitude of it all and how loneliness has affected me. I cannot conceive of a woman enjoying my company in any capacity, let alone being attracted to me. My crippling self hatred has colored my perception of the world and I don't know how to un-fuck myself.
Kevin Hall
did you get involved in class? what about a study group?
Bentley Brown
KEEP PUSHING it is great that your lower grade gets replaced, take your study time seriously
Ayden Clark
Involved? Teacher has a thick chinese accent and isn't good anyway, so I teach myself out of the test book. I just didn't do enough homework and forgot some shit, sucks ass. I actually like this class far more than calc or stats or even discrete reallly.
Jose Reyes
>Tfw going into my Master's of Counseling program this week.
You'd be surprised how relavent Jow Forumsis to the psychology and therapy practices.
Thomas Bailey
Dude, you just have to accept yourself as a fucking weakling and realize that your weakness is a result of a lifetime of poor conditioning. You have to really be honest with yourself about both your strengths and weaknesses. Your self-hatred is a result of holding the approval of others as a higher value than honesty, but the truth is that if you were honest with yourself you wouldn't hate yourself nearly as much.
So what I'm getting at is this: for example, if you were in a social situation you would naturally feel anxious af and the fear of others judging you for the anxiety would compound your self hatred, but here's the rub, if you were honest with yourself you wouldn't deny your feelings, you'd take a step back and say:
"I feel extremely anxious and uncomfortable right now but this is just the result of inexperience and my conditioning, this is the truth of the situation but there's nothing objectively wrong with it."
Now the physiological symptoms of anxiety will still persist, but once you internalize self-honesty 50-90% of your self hatred dies. The rest is residual self-hatred from the old neural wiring, but that can be reversed with practice.
Self-hatred is an issue of honesty.
David Brown
i have a physics exam on wednesday. i failed the first exam but it can be replaced by my final. i have to do good on this exam or else im fucked. fucking hate physics. why the fuck is it required for pre-health? dubs and i get an A on the exam.
No good. Each semester except for last one Ive signed up for classes then cancelled them all. Last one I didn't cancel but stopped going to classes so they are all failed. I want to go back next semester, but this semester I didn't fill out the FAFSA so I don't know what I'll do now. Ah well
Anthony Foster
I'm thinking of cancelling two classes this semester due to bad grades, I need 95% in my final in order to pass and I don't know what to do, i feel like shit since im only having 5 clases and I'm failing 2. Why did you cancel yours? And why you stopped going?
Daniel Bell
Normies are total slaves to social approval, the reason it doesn't look like it is that they've simply been conditioned through years and years to have high self-esteem. In other words, their egos are so massive that when encountering embarrassing stimuli, which would normally break robots, they respond with robust, self-referential, ego-defense mechanisms. You see, their ego/persona can never be challenged directly except under drastic circumstances, such as when other high ranking normies publicly humiliate them, and that is actually their greatest flaw btw. The Super Ego is what they are slaves to, i.e. societal expectations, social proof, the collective parental voice inside their heads telling them what is appropriate and what isn't. Normie brain architecture is already so rudimentary and concrete, there really isn't any means of retroactively rewiring resources away from the Super Ego circuit without irrevocably damaging their sense of identity. Robots on the other hand, their architecture is far more malleable due to a sense of self never being developed to a large extent. Yes, robots and normies are both tied to social approval, but robots contain a far greater propensity for achieving self-actualization because their egos are already so fragile, they don't have any else to lose. What I'm suggesting here is taking advantage of a built in backdoor to hack the evolutionary source code itself.
Jackson Johnson
It might be a bad idea to cancel this late in the semester, you won't be able to get a refund and it will go on your permanent record. >Why did you cancel yours? I'd get anxious about going to classes, or about whether or not I'd even be able to pass them. Or I would get behind on one assignment and shut down and stop doing everything. >And why you stopped going? Previous reasons, also I would miss one day for a legit reason and it would break my stride of going to classes and I'd get anxious to go back. Also last year before going off to college I was on a fairly high dose of prescription stimulants for ADHD and depression, it was an anti depressant stimulant. After my prescriptions ran out I stopped them suddenly and entirely cause I was nervous about the process to refill them.
Jose Martinez
>I failed everything >I dropped classes Theres a lot of anons saying this, but that isnt surprising given where we are. Just remember not to see failures as an indictment of who you are. Past performance doesnt define you. It doesnt mean you cant succeed. Im 24, and have failed so hard in the past I had a 1.8 gpa and was suspended. My overall gpa is now 3.2 and major gpa is 3.6. Good luck and godspeed, anons.
Henry Rogers
I just started my first year and I'm miserable. I never really wanted to go to college but it was either that or being a NEET so i figured I might as well give my parents a false sense of pride before i off myself
Jacob Sanchez
I know this post may get lost or ignored but is there anyone who knows anything about ARMv8 assembly code. I have to learn how to program in it for a class but there's no information on it anywhere besides the official website and God it's vague and unintuitive
Ethan Peterson
Almost done with my journalist degree, gonna get the fuck to Malmo in Sweden so I can buy a cheaper new volvo and start my comfy office job in the center of Copenhagen before you fags get dressed
Evan Jones
>want to attend a convention >long story short, a series of increasingly improbable events, approaching astronomically improbable levels, prevents me from going >want to attend a college social event >get too sick and can't go >want to attend another college social event >get fucking sick again
I'm crashing hard lads, only got 9 credit hours and I might fail all my classes. Probably have a combined 20% in my two midterms. I can't see the light, I don't even know if I have college in my current or future plans desu. Things are dark.
Gabriel Howard
>doing my coursework >tries to cite shit using the reference site that uni suggest >not responding >click click click >not responding >check ref site >24 new references added >tried to delete >not responding >tried to sort them >not responding >try to relog >can't log back in I want to fucking kill myself
>5-7 page paper due on Thursday >going to start now
fugg me
Jacob Watson
Nigger that's plenty of time.
Jaxon Reyes
>went to maritime school and thought it would solve my problems >didn't solve my crippling self confidence issues or my depression or the fact I can't feel present in my life >passed both first and second semester barely >the amount of effort I have to put in is exhausting >it's either studying becomes my life or else I fail >now out in some fucking oil tanker with normal fags everywhere >have to obtain signatures >have to do task reports and projects >want to go home desperately J U S T E D Y E T A G A I N
Brandon Sanchez
Not when I work what is essentially three jobs.
Cooper Hall
I started Calc 2 yesterday online, I'm excited boys. But what the fuck, $100 for matlab, what a Jew scheme.
Jack Sullivan
>7 word essay due on Monday oh the horror
Nolan Gomez
A girl I liked but never really talked to last semester passed by me on the way to class today, she said "hey user" and smiled. I still have her number from last semester, should I use this as a springboard to try texting her some or am I being autistic and thinking too much about a passing hello?
>calc 2 >online wew, don't take it lightly and good luck user
Christopher Nguyen
Who here /electrical/fag? Just finished final exam on electronics analysis and i feel like i'll retake it next semester. Its not fuckin fair. The other section with the same subject has a chill professor giving out easy grades. Mine's torture
Austin Barnes
Just do it, what can you lose? You don't have any more class with her, so you might not see her again.
Hudson King
Got accepted as an exchange student in Europe and it's weird. Don't speak the language at all, but most people know some english so I can at least communicate with them.
Bentley Nguyen
>13/25 in lab exam Ya boy doesn't know how to read ECGs
Jack Rivera
What is your destination, user?
Benjamin Garcia
I've barely spent any time studying. I'm still going to get perfect grades when I cram whatever I need quickly in but I feel like I've learned nothing.
Easton Peterson
>freshman hazing next week How fucked am I?
Cooper Torres
You're right, fuck it. I'll give it a shot today.
Blake Evans
Anyone else here who's depressed and has ADHD? It feels like life never ever cuts me slack. Everything always goes to shit and I just can't muster up the strength to overcome my own head. I skipped classes again today and I feel like shit. There's no one to help me. Medication doesn't help.
Whats up folks can i get some of yalls opinion in my plan for the future.
I live in texas and i am 18 i do not have a car but am planning to buy one (nissan sentra 2011, fuel efficiency 27 mpg with 190,000 miles on it for 2200). I am in highschool with a gpa of 3.4. I plan to move out by the end of the school year in april or may because of ass parents .Currently i have 4,000 dollars saved up. I work fast food for 7.25 about 22 hours a week i plan to move to dollar general and work the same hours. If i move out i will probably room with my brother and pay 400 in rent or move in a studio for 700. I completed my fafsa but still have not applied to tcc i have an email claiming i am elligible to get 6,095.00. If it does give me that money then i will go to school and complete an associates of chemistry for 7,000. I would have graduated high school with certifications in microsoft word, powerpoint, excel and access. Hopefully i can get a job as a data entry personnel and earn 20 the hour. After completing my associates of chemistry i hope to work as a chemical lab technician. After two years of working and saving up money i will apply and go to a&m for my last two years of college for my bachelors and major in genetics(biochemistry, biophysics, molecular biology etc). Which then i will work until i go back to school for my masters and repeat same process for a doctoral so that i can become a genetic engineer.
Christian Turner
Ho did you do IT?
Camden Cruz
Calculus exam in 2 days and I haven't studied one bit. Didn't even attend lectures. It's so boring to deal with stuff that gets you nowhere. I probably won't even use that knowledge in my life. I just wanna make video games or study artificial intelligence but I'm stuck with these stupidly boring classes. Maybe choosing higher education was a mistake. I don't know what to do.
Robert Brown
FUCKING HELP THESE RETARDED SHITSKIN INDIAN FOREIGN STUDENTS ARE TAKING FUCKING 50 YEARS TO USE THE FUCKING PRINTER, I HOPE THESE SANDNIGGERS DROP OUT AND DIE HOMELESS, I'M LATE FOR MY 11:45 CLASS, I'VE BEEN HERE SINCE 11:20, I PURPOSELY LEFT EARLY TO PRINT MY STUFF, BUT THE PRINTER IN THE BUILDING MY CLASS IS IN HAS NO INK, I WASTED 4 OF MY PRINTING PAPERS FOR THIS SEMESTER ON BLANK PAGES THANKS TO THAT SHITTY ASS FUCKING BROKEN PRINTER, SO I HAD TO RUN ALL THE FUCKING WAY TO THIS BUILDING TO USE THIS PRINTER AND THESE FUCKING FAGGOTS WONT MOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE HOLY SHIT WHY ME, MY CLASSMATES ARE ALL GOING TO THINK I'M A RETARD WHO DOESN'T HAVE MY SHIT TOGETHER BUT I DO, I'M JUST LATE TO CLASS BECAUSE OF THESE FUCKKKKKKKKKING SUB HUMANSSSSSSSSSS FUCK THEMMMM MOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEE, AJSKLDFJ;LKJEGWAIO JO;K FOE FUCKING KILL ME THIS IS THE WORST I DO MY WORK AHEAD OF TIME AND THIS IS WHAT I GET ALFSDJKLJEAJIO;SKJ SOKD ;KFSAE
Jaxon Lewis
Nigger calculus is used a lot machine learning
Ethan Foster
I have an accounting final tomorrow and calculus friday. I can barely concentrate on studying because of my ADHD. I feel you user. And it feels fucking bad. The only way I can study is just doing old finals. I can't fucking sit through reading the boring ass textbooks. I'll read the words, but I won't retain anything at all so it just feels like a waste of time.
Michael Martin
Second year med school Gf dumped me because I was too autistic, now have to attend all classes with her and its fucking terrible Not only the subjects are difficult as fuck now but I have to see her everyday Im going to a psychiatrist soon because my mood swings are getting worse and worse Good news is her friends still like me and Ive got a killer new haircut(trying to focus on myself and better myself to stop thinking about her)
Aaron Cruz
>make video games or study artificial intelligence Just like everyone else... Have fun being a white-collar wageslave, but at least you have a stem degree, right?
Adam Adams
>girl gives a report today >literally 10/10 report >she talks non stop for 40 minutes >even prof is so impressed, he doesnt really bother to give her any questions >im giving a report next week >im awful at public speaking >my report is high school tier compared to hers to begin with and I doubt I'll pass a 10 minute mark How fucked am I? Rhetorical question obviously. I feel just awful knowing I'm such a brainlet and everyone at uni is smarter than me
I failed up. I didn't study very much this weekend for an exam I am taking today because I planned on putting it off until yesterday and today. Sadly, i ended up busy with other stuff yesterday and am extremely sick today with diarrhea and vomiting. I have only studied like 20% of the material that the exam is on so I think I am going to fail it
Zachary Brooks
public speaking is fucking awful. Atleast try to prepare for it as good as you can and drink a couple shots beforehand
>tfw when short presentations almost weekly >tfw anxiety everytime I can't even eat and feel like I have to vomit and pulse is going crazy high, can't sleep sober I'm going to a doctor tomorrow, if he can't help me I'll drop out I'd seriously rather work at mcdonalds for the rest of my life than endure this shit any more
What kind of report, user? It has to be one fucking massive piece of assignment if someone can go on for 40minutes without the prof telling them to stop.
Jackson Morgan
I know that feel, user. One of my module leader is making us give a presentation EVERY WEEK. I just stuttered terribly throughout the thing and couldn't even form proper sentences.
I'm a history major Average is 20 minutes but the prof said that the longer it is, the better
Carson Hall
>the longer it is, the better What the fuck, that's dumb. Does your prof not know the meaning of being concise?
Samuel Thompson
I'm currently in my second year of uni. It's much more fun than last year. Made some new friends, but not too many. I'm also taking art history and it's surprisingly interesting. A lot better than I thought art would ever be.
In my third year of EEE, I'll be soon starting on my bachelor project. Fuck this, I seriously hate uni and every subject, yet I have the best grades in my class. I've no idea what I want to do and have no passion. At least I have those fine grades.
Matthew Hernandez
just go while feeling sick you fucking pussy, or throw up then brush teeth and mouthwash and go then
Gabriel Harris
>failed all midterms epic simply epic
Jack Reyes
I am thinking of going to get my Bachelors after getting an associates this past summer but I haven't taken a ACT or anything to help me get in to a proper 4 year school. How should I approach this since I am coming pretty much from a community college?
Colton Ward
>tfw realize my health is shit because I work near full time and have no time for sleep >sleep all day and wake up 2days maybe more later >tfw no way to repair semester.. >"but prof, I was sick!" >cryingOnRainyDay.jpeg I was doing so well the first month and then, I just couldnt wake up Im not even depressed, just so fucking tired I make an effort to cook and eat healthy I planned my sleeping schedule accordingly so I slept enough, idk what I did wrong