Why should one even bother, death is imminent, we will be forgotten, people tell themselves otherwise with the hope that they will someday be remembered and loved. It is a lie, we will die, we will be forgotten, this life is meaningless, all controlled by pieces of paper and empowered assholes, irrelevant, meaningless, stupid shit. Again, why do we even bother, we are insignificant, cosmic ants, no relevant knowledge will ever come from us, we move forward thanks to carnal desires, the desire for a women, we do not even find attractive, but yet our old neanderthal past makes us want. What is the purpose of two pairs of lips tocuching each other?? Non at all, yet we think we have some purpose in this cruel, violente, vil Life, we a are so naive, we think we deserve the best, we deserve nothing but death, the obligation given by the right of living. So again, i adk myself, why do I bother, habing a great body, having good Hygiene, having an enormous intellect and wisdom. It will all perish, and so will we. The need for women or men is purely an ancient desire of procreation, yes it does give pleasure, but it shouldn't control your life. The need of affection in this life is unbelievable, our primary gial is love, but why? Have we not received enough from our family or friends? Are we not satisfied by other people's love, ignorants, bigots, despicable humans is all there is. This poem/text shall continue. You are afraid I discover all of this and want to make a big deal out of it, but to be honest I love fucking nothing. Why should i hold these fuckers? I fucking hate them, they think a girl, some alcohol will bring them happiness ans I honestly still believe that, I just need some comfort, some love, as depressing as it sounds i just need to get it all out. To be honest, I love non of you, if you dies I would laugh, your death brings amusement to me. Death is coming to get me, I will resist, death cannot defeat me. I am god, i am everything.