Vices

definitely trying to kick porn and fapping, it doesn't help the longer I go without it, the stronger the desire to do it becomes. Also not really a vice, but I've failed almost two straight semesters of uni and haven't told my parents, not sure if I should bulked down and repeat the semesters or drop out. Kill me.

getting blackout drunk every time i go out drinking

>had a mental breakdown
>lost job, moved to shitty backwater state
>can't seem to bring myself to look for work, too caught up in my old silicon valley life
>slowly rotting away

i just want the energy to look for work. i just want to get back in charge of my life. but things are just comfortable enough living with my friends that i can't seem to do it.

doesn't help that entry level positions don't call me back, or that my lack of access to legal cali weed has me drinking on the daily. i need to get it together.

never let your life go, bros. its harder crawling back up the mountain than it is the first time around by a hundredfold.

I drink lemon and ginger tea on the reg. That's not what I'm trying to quit. I opened the bag and noticed there was some lemon and garlic powder in it the first time I tried this tea. So one day after having some I decided to snort the powder from the bag. I am convinced that powder is the result of my improved mood, gym and academic performance and I actually won't be kicking it.

Porn, fapping and Soda since last Monday. Almost a week so far!

cheese fries

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I quit drinking but I still can't get off the 'chan. And it's honestly worse.

Keep at it bros, it’ll get better.

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hot Cheetos

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Whores

Fudge Mint Squares

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Dental hygiene
Posture
Biting nails
Spicy snacks

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Caffeine. Particularly energy drinks. I feel like a slug.

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Sorry to hear that user. I had one when I was really young and as a result its just taking me an awful long time to finish university and actually get into the field. I'm honestly not sure I want to move to a larger city to work a stressful programming job. Pretty comfy with the gigs I have going. Hope you figure things out.

you are describing my life....even was working in SF for two years after college....tech startup I worked for was acquired, and I was laid off... Moved back in with my parents at 30....at least they live in San Diego so it's not too shitty....still sucks though, feel like I took two steps back and wasted 5 years of my life.

Don't give up user.

Just beat my dick to my last porn video for a month. Wish me luck lads.

pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5c44cdef976c4

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think the drugs might be connected to that sensitivity, bucko?

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Eating sweets watching porn and biting my nails basically have like half a nail on 2 fingers because ive been doing it since i was like 7

Every time you get the urge to come on here read a book. Shit works and you get smarter.

Christ find a better last video this is shit

Her.

I need to stop biting my nails. I feel like a manchild and I'm perpetually handmogged because of it.

I've been trying to keep sweets with me at all times to prevent myself from biting my nails but it's still not working.

Start drinking water whenever you would normally drink something with caffeine. Set a scheduled time that you wake up everyday if you don't already have one. I kicked caffeine about a year ago and after the first few weeks I felt loads better.

>posting the last vid you jerked off to
Delightfully devilish

I have the tendency to get addicted to anything, just that type of personality. Opiates, LSD, ecstasy, alcohol, weed, I’ve been there done all that. So I mainly just have to have a policy of total avoidance. It’s either 0 or 100 with me and I can’t seem to develop an in between

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Masturbating and Caffeine

Quit alkie and tobacky over a year ago, only relapsed on tobacky but I'm on a solid 4 month streak right now. Caffiene and fapping is a different beast entirely though.

Mine is peanut butter and honey that shit is so good

procrastinating and watching disgusting porn

Screenshoting Tinder photos (and Instagram/vsco) of American girls that I'm not ever gonna meet for later use.

T. Balkan

Procrastination, porn and my habit of socially isolating myself when I get too stressed

Porn

Smoking black and milds at work. Literally cough up half a lung. Literally inflamming my brain and fucking up my test. Literally creating plaque in my arteries and giving myself a limp dick. WTF AM I DOING. But probably see u outside smoking a black in a min.

Computer, think I might transfer my passwords off and smash this one. Definitely fucking up my life in recent years.

Biggest vice of my life is just how apathetic, loserish, and unconscious I've become lately.. Having a live-in girlfriend has really mentally shackled me, I've become the fat lion she's wanted me to be, not the fit stud running around tagging the town. Can't remember the last time I felt young alive, and had neurotic fantasies about my life and where I was going. I've just been beaten down by the boot of life lately, thinking its good enough just showing up for my wageslave job, coping with cigs on my breaks like a little passive bitch.

Might be time overall to just pack up and go somewhere far far away for a month or two, get some perspective and some real problems.

Snapchatting worthless whores all day

Been vaping for almost 2 years, debating finally cutting it out completely after my next batch of juice comes (3mg)

Juul, Vyvanse, Weed, Cigarettes, and caffeine. When I am not on at least a couple of these I feel like such a boring normalfag.

being fucked up

porn and biting my nails
after i deal with the nail biting i'll probably quit snus as well

Nice

The reefer and Jow Forums

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Kratom. It has mild opiate effects. Causes low sex drive, irritability, lowers test, and has withdrawal effects that include depression. My girlfriend just broke up with me a week ago due to me getting pissed off at her while on it which has happened a lot. It's so fucked how I'm addicted to something so "mild"

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Caffeine for a couple of weeks.
My reason being that my eye-lids twitch when I close one at a time and I'm looking into the mirror, however I got curious and wanted to see what happened when I filmed both being closed, both my eye-lids spasm more than when I only close one, looks like how a butterfly flaps it wings when it's not flying.
Spooked me quite hard and now I'm testing out to see if it's caffeine or something else.
I did drink a litre of coffee this morning so it probably is the reason for my closed eye spasms.

Sips because they've really ramped up my daily caffeine intake. I used to only be a morning coffee drinker.

sugar. remember who controls the industry boys

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Not hating going to uni

Porn, corn chips and playing Skyrim.
Also procrastinating on my days off from work went I tell myself the day before that I'm going to get some much stuff done including looking for a new job and cleaning the house.

Sorry to hear about the school troubles man. College was a real struggle for me for a lot of reasons, but I learned one thing for sure: communication is key. Get your folks in the know, thhey might be able to help you. Before you go to them, have a plan. Plan A, you make all those classes up, here's a timetable, costs, make the arrangements or at least know how you will. Plan B, you drop out and get a job. Again, have a plan for either scenario and get your parents in your corner. Best of luck to you, you'll get through this

Shitty cheat snaks I keep giving into

eating

Smoking weed at night.

Drinking booze, starting to manage it by limiting myself to one night of drinking a month and no beer at all

Sugar
Shit food

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trying to kms weekly

Coming to this shitty board

I'm in the same boat, i keep trying to quit and i keep failing miserably, i dont know wether to laugh or cry.

Stims. Fapping, because of stims, and benzos to alleviate the negative side effects caused by stims. The crazy thing is that I’ve never been as happy, organized and productive as I’ve been this year.

for me, soda was/is nowhere near as hard as those first 2. you can definitely not ever drink soda again, just let your body go through the sugar cravings and they'll be gone afterwards. find something else you like to drink like water with lemon (my fav), unsweetened teas, or very watered down juices or gatorade (like at least 1-to-5 watered down).

Really need to lay off the fast food burgers, fried chicken, gravy, etc because of the trace amount of trans fats. It's hard bros, I love that shit.

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Girlfriends.
Being single is so much more relaxing. But then a girl inevitably wants to have a relationship, I like her enough so why not, and then six to twelve months later I'm tired of her but too guilty to break up with her. Keeps fucking happening.

posting cute trap pics of myself

Why would you want to stop that?

Proof you fucking faggot

It gets depressing after a while. I'd rather focus on improving my real non-trap life instead of looking for praise online on something with no real ROI.

You should turn your trap pics into hook ups

I honestly think about this daily. I'm a skinny twink and won't even have to trap to get customers as a whore. But it's obviously degenerate so I refrain.

But what do you WANT?

Staying in bed and skipping school, unironically

cocaine
alcohol
cigs
porn
gambling

Skipping school is not that bad if you do something interesting with your day. Otherwise, just go to school.

D-does lifting count?

I relapsed into drinking last summer, only managed to get back on the wagon a few months back. Quit drugs for good a few months after that. Quit vidya when I got a real job a few years back.
I've only got one thing left to take care of, but that one's the hardest. It's sinking into despair and staying depressed for weeks if not months. Socializing helps.
Oh, and lying. I just can't stop lying about stupid shit to people dear to me and I don't know why.

Can't you just use your school's weightroom? You should be lifting a few times a week anyway, but you shouldn't be skipping school that often.

>school's weightroom
Wait, is that a thing in the US? Yuropoor here.

I'm a Yuropoor from fucking Eastern Europe and I've for a gym in my dorm. Month's rent is $100 and access to the gym is $3 a YEAR.

It is, high schools love their sports. Either way just lift after school. You shouldn't skip school just to lift.

>dorm
I'm not in college though, I'm in secondary school a year shy of graduation
I mean, we've got a lot of equipment as well in PE class but no barbells/plates/racks so lifting at school isn't possible. Still, skipping school is pretty pointless to be honest, it's just I really hate having to wake up early in the morning.

>I mean, we've got a lot of equipment as well in PE class but no barbells/plates/racks so lifting at school isn't possible.
Gotcha. Just have to lift after.
>Still, skipping school is pretty pointless to be honest, it's just I really hate having to wake up early in the morning.
I don't blame you. You should go to school, but there is no good justification for how early they make students wake up.

Coffee every morning. No longer even gives me a boost I just need it to feel normal, I want to have coffee like once or twice a week when I really need the caffeine boost and actually be able to feel something after drinking it

Oh, you mean school school. Yeah, that might be an issue. I think we had a climbing rope in my school? Maybe, I'm not sure, I spent it smoking behind the school building.

Downing a whole pizza in one sitting. Also just pizza in general.

Not much of habit but i have big social anxiety with names and always mix similar ones which leads to problems

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>skipping school
This is how I managed to drop out from three different universities in three different countries. Don't skip school.

Fapping to porn. Playing videogames and watching anime I dont mind but being under the influence of the jewish media is hard to give up completely for me. I even managed to prevent myself from becoming an alcoholic but porn is the one thing that is the most difficult for me.

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Gamble all your savings away, you won't have any money on cocaine.

How did that happen? Did they just kick you out one day? Can you greentext it?

>silicon valley life
ew god, maybe you should just off yourself. Don't bring your cancerous states problems to other states

Switch to indie stuff.

If you skip enough classes you fail some courses, which eventually leads to you being kicked off the program. Granted, all three were completely free, financed by the governments of those countries, which adds more shame to my failings, but it might be different in for-profit higher education systems.
I was a fuckup and an alcoholic in my late teens and early 20s. Don't be like me.

alcohol when sad

just grew some of my own cant wait to try out, helped me quit drinking

That sounds pretty scary, I can't imagine myself dropping out, it sounds like hell (having nothing to do and the likes), good thing you managed to sort yourself out.

Life story here. Feels good to snag a good girl and then 8-12 months later Can’t stop myself from getting apathetic and wanting out. Kills me to break girls hearts sometimes wish I had no guilt/shame to just ghost them. Life is better single