Hows ur mental health going bros

hows ur mental health going bros

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Very good been two weeks clean of weed and Coke and honestly feel like my mind is very clear now

its okay im no longer at risk for going back to the ward

i am learning to do things again, like wear a t-shirt and soon i will start looking for a job so i can be more independent

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Went on vacation
tanned for about 15-18 hours (with sunscream of course)
Nice medium tan and incredible positive energy + feeling more attractive
It's the best shit right there.

Poorly

I'm trying to fight a case of the gays but some of you guys are so thick and juicy.

why contain it

social stigma

No matter how Jow Forums Im going to get I'm still socially autistic.

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I can relate

how do i get that body? what routine what diet? tell me concretely i have autism i need concrete advice please help

The other day I had a mental break down after getting a match on tinder, so not that good.

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I had a mental breakdown after I got ghosted by a unatractive girl in less than 1 day.

I ended up ghosting the girl, she is cute and I'm still glad we matched but now I just feel like shit.

I only feel bad IRL when a girl approaches me only because she approached an autist.

Hello me, how are we doing

i've had constant migraines for the past 4 months due to a head injury and i feel my mental is going to dark places. and it's the biggest gains goblin i tell you.

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No good.
Even being slightly attractive doesn't mean shit when you can't talk.

I deleted Tinder after she ghosted me.

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gf of 3+ years and I broke up yesterday.

went out to a club last night with a friend to shake it off, was wearing a white tee with Free Trial™ upper body after hitting a PR on The Press™. a pretty cute girl couldn't stop looking over at me and my chest.

it was a huge confidence boost, and we're all gonna make it.

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i tried to open a can with my barehands and ended up cutting myself

No matter how much weight I lose or how hench I get I'll never not be a loser, Don't know why I bother doing anything to be honest

I like to know that I'm stronger now and have insane endurance so if I try to take out the orderlies at the hospital again while I'm inbetween seizures in a fit of psychosis I will land some serious blows probably before getting taken down. It's gunna add a gem to the pile of existing medical reports.

Lol

im glad for you user i might be going back to the ward though soon :/

Quite bad. For the past year I've been having increasingly worse cartilage damage in knees, due to the exaggerated running, hiking and squats I did in order to get fit and get my shit together, which did happen, I would walk for 2+ hrs a day and then run in the evenings, plus workout. Best time of my life, I got very fit, social, active...

But now this, its spring outside everything is coming to life and I'm dying, i can't go into the nature I grew so fond of. I also can't sleep on my stomach anymore because the knees hurt too much, ironically I can't sleep on my back either because of my pilonidal cyst returning... So I don't fucking sleep.

Also my best friends crush is flirting with me and she's the only thing keeping him from killing himself.

I sound like a whiny faggot I know, but im really sinking low brothers....bad times incoming, I hope I can get through.

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I'm so lonely lads. I have acquaintances but can't connect to anybody. I can't keep going on like this. I need some soul to feel close to

id go to therapist if i could and believe all his/her lies. just to feel better a little bit

Probably going to kms this year desu

I've been going 90 miles per hour toward a nervous breakdown for 3 years.

Ever since i started meditating i'm feeling happier and at peace
The only problem it's made my Sociopathy/Autism a lot worse

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feeling drowned in responsibilities in my last college semester. social life isn't improving one bit, if anything I think it's going downhill.

going through the motions, every week feels the same. I'm going to ask a girl out tomorrow but I'm already expecting the rejection

also tried to start lifting again, but I can't do it for shit. Thinking about waiting for summer/after graduation and make it my focus in Summer, but I might not pick it up again if I leave it

You can replace knee cartilage with surgery and be carefree for 20+ years. I'm fucked in the spine and every option has drawbacks. Knees are a piece of cake

Wtf? Do you like in Uganda?

Broke up wih gf 3 years ago abd im just finally starting to feel a need/desire to talk to women.
Going from avoiding all eye contact to scanning areas for women to approach and talk to

sieg heil, brother

Currently a rollercoaster, up and down. But I'm 2 months smoke free (cold turkey, nicotine and weed) so I'm much less paranoid/stressed out and anxious during the days and starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and it's bright.

How you doing, OP?

What have you been doing with the money you're saving not smoking?

I've been off nicotine since late december and I have like £1k I don't know what to do with

lmao damn I can't say I have saved 1k, but i've been treating myself with some new fresh clothes for spring and summer. Also some new gym clothes

Partially related to my discover of (((them)))

Yeah, that is how I feel too.

How do I learn to love myself without getting validation from others? How do I know if I do love myself? I can't seem to see how it works. I work out and try to eat well but I guess that isn't it. Not alone anyways.

it's shit

Anyone got tips on dealing with crippling anxiety?

My life has been nothing but stress for almost two years, but now after losing everything I finally have the freedom to relax for a bit. No idea what to do with it, which is part of why I’m here.

>finally get a gf
>after three months tells me she has borderline personality disorder
when you literally can't win in life

It's been too long since I've fucked a girl. Actually jerked off to a guys picture on here and feeling eerily fine with that.

slipped out of studying routine over the last few months and now i'm drowning in deadlines and fucking it all up.

drank more than a litre of whisky over the last week (stopped yesterday), haven't been to the gym this week. broke it off with my fuckbuddy a while ago and have been back on porn. most of my social interaction was through her social circle, so i'm quite isolated now. met a chick who i realised i wasn't attracted to enough to fuck, which was kinda disappointing.

it's a weird time that i hope i manage to make the best out of.

I know I love myself because when I look in the mirror I want to kiss and hug myself.
I always play with my hair and faces.
I always make Lewd faces in the mirror to cheer me up.

Maybe I'm just desperate and lonely.

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Care more about what you want than what other people might think. A lot of what you think goes on in other peoples’ heads is pure projection and a lot of the time they don’t think about you or the things you do nearly as much as you assume.

Ikr, I just get coked up n shag fatties atm

based gemposter
I'd fuck you if I could

The thing is I'm a virgin.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I want to cold approach this nerdy looking shy chick but I'm afraid.

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Bad.
GF of two years left me because she "couldn't support me the way I needed to be." and various other BS that basically boiled down to her not being a fucking adult and knowing what she wants after telling me she wanted to get married for the past 4 months.
Friends are still fine, gains have gone to shit, uni grades are shit, drive to do much of anything is gone.
Now I just sit and draw, listening to Joji and crying.

>inb4 blog

Fuck you I'm miserable.

I didn't reup my scripts and I'm falling back into old habits. Bipolar kinda sucks because everything is normal until it isn't.

Sorry but I'm not gay.

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I had another rage fueled breakdown yesterday, decided to sign up for counseling after considering it about 2 dozen times since almost killing myself last semester. Things are okay I have a gf who I just told about my anger and she seems to understand.

sorry to break it to you bud, but you're gonna have to learn to have a conversation before you can hope to wet your pee pee. skipping talking and going straight to sex only works if you're chad, which, needless to say, you're not.

Moved out from controlling parents and renting a flat with the gf. Feels amazing! We are all gonna make it :)

But I don't want to fuck anyone.
I just want someone to hold my hand.

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even better. conversation is still the precursor.

Feeling stresses as f. I finally hit 405 on deadlift on tuesday but felt a burning sensation in my groin and now i think i have a hernia. Why cant things ever go right.

step 1: realize that you might just be a nasty weeb.
Step 2: stop being a weeb, girls can smell weird shit like that from a mile away

Then what am I supposed to do?
Every time I get invited to a nightclub I get approached or get my ass squeezed. But I'm too autistic to say something. I rarely get invited anyways.

I actually look like a gay tranny IRL not a weeb.

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Join a club or something, I joined a sports club and a local community thing to meet people and it really helped me remember how to break out of robot mode and talk to people like a normal bean

i was watching the beginning of Up and i started crying when i realized i will never be unconditionally loved by a person that i feel the same way about a.k.a genuine love. I wish i was gay so bad, wememes were a mistake.

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Can you grow a beard? Are you fit?

Some things you can do are: Start lifting, get a nice haircut from a barber that knows what they're doing and what looks best on you, grow out the beard (and take care of it), get nice fitting clothes.

if you can't grow a beard start using minoxidil and you might just be able to grow a full beard in less than a year

are you responding to the right post? the guy's a sperg, appearance seems to be the least of his problems.

I wish I could join a club.
But I commute every day.
Clubs start a 6pm.
Bus arrives at 6pm.

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Holy fuck delete this. All i want is true human affection, someone who cares about you, loves you and listens while you do the same for them. Someone you can trust, who is there for you.

Sex doesnt fix shit.

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He's describing himself as looking like a gay tranny, sperg and virgin so ofc he's gonna act like one in front of girls. If he atleast fixes his appearance he might get some confidence.

but yeah you might be right.

Then find something that starts later, also get a car, the bus is a fucking meme, I should know, I just got out of having to take it every day for work

DELETE

Pretty good, I managed to not suicide three weeks ago when I literally already had the noose around my neck
Now I'm on antidepressants and it seems like things are looking up, I signed up for the gym again, my psych wants me to resume contact with my friends, haven't talked to them in 15 months

There is no way a beard would look good on me.

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then start lifting

But I do lift.


I got baby muscles.

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i want this and also pic related

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Maybe not but you would look good on my dick
>inb4 but I'm straight
>Wearing light blue jeans in 2019
>Straight
Nice try fag

really bad, i tend to develop some body dysmorphia while cutting, some days i just look at the mirror and feel like im small and fat, it's truly desmotivating

holy shit i'm in the same boat
>acquaintances but no friends
i just want someone. this feel is more then i can bear.

I'm not here for sex.


I'm here for hugs and cuddles.
I have a male friend that gives me hugs and plays with my hair. Sometimes that cunt won't cross the line and attempt something gay.

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>constant
>migraine
Pick one faggot if it lasts for more than 4 hours it's probably a cluster headache not a migraine

Bros is there anyone in your life who doesn't have any flaws? I've been friends with a girl for 5 years now and we're very much best friends, but only a year ago did I realize that she is the only person in my life who is flawless.
To me she is the perfect image of beauty, the perfect mixture everything I like to see in someone, and the person who makes me the most happy. We love each other like best friends, but I think my heart wants more. She admitted that in the past she had a huge crush on on me, but the problem is she's had a boyfriend for the past year and they're very content with each other, and because of the way I feel towards her I want her happiness above all.
I've thought about this a lot, it's really hard having your best friend be a constant reminder the girl you want will probably never want you back the same way. I've tried to move on to other girls but they always end up having unmanageable flaws and my mind always goes back to my friend. I'm worried this is just how it is going to be and my heart will be stuck on someone that it could never had and that thought keeps me up at night. I have no idea what to do

After a lifetime of ibs I started a diet of 90% oatmeal a few days ago. I’ve never felt half this good in my life. It’s like I’ve been sick and depressed for the last 20 years. It makes sense why everyone else seems so goddamn happy all the time now.

Damn dude, you really went five years without making a move?

It's a tough situation you're in right now, but you have to give yourself a shot at getting her. If you don't think you can steal her from her boyfriend then you need to prepare for the moment she's single and pounce on that (meaning you should probably keep going after other girls in the meantime)

Also, don't be a cuck with all the "I just want her to be happy" shit. If that's true then who better than you can make her happy? Make yourself a better man for her and do whatever you can without damaging the friendship to plant a seedof doubt in her mind about her current relationship, and how you might be a better man.

Am absolutely fucked. Been binge drinking the last month at home by myself. Very good potential waifu told me to fuck off

Yes, I'm a gigantic faggot but I don't care anymore

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its finally getting warmer where i live, it really heals the soul being in the sun. I always get seasonal depression in winter

I was just measured at the doctors and I’m 5’11, as opposed to 6’0. My mental health is not good right now fellow manlets.

I didn't really realize I truly wanted more than just friendship between us until like a year ago and shortly after that she got her boyfriend. We're taking a road trip together across the country down to the grand canyon for a week with just me and her, maybe that will be my chance to plant that seed of doubt? I'm not sure how, but I can try. I know it's going to be hard, though; she's referred to him as "the total package" before and I honestly don't doubt she means it.

going strong through a "don't contact the ex-gf" phase
a month ago we were seeing each other again
3 weeks ago i ended it
and in 2 months she invited me to her bday party

yeah

I am a sick man. I am a spiteful man. I am an unattractive man. I have spent my adolescence playing video games and browsing Jow Forums. I have burned all the bridges in my life, my friendships either by acting like a moron on purpose or by pure apathy. Sometimes, when i am completely alone at night i scream into the darkness. If i hear a noise at 3 am i jump out of bed and start throwing hooks into the thin air. It brings out a feeling of catharsis from me and if any extra terrestial space demons are trying to steal my soul i take pleasure in knowing i have remodeled their invisible faces. I have spent the last year trying to gain control over my life and i started lifting and reading. I have embraced stoic teachings. Before i used to be anxious in front of normal people, now i simply do not care. I noticed females looking at me and expressing interest, but i don't think i am interested at this point. My biggest dreams are to move into a shack in the woods and bomb the govenment.

>That 30 year old boomer who read Socrates and decided to become another unabomber

damn homie this hits close to home. Having that one chick in the back of your head that you compare every single girl to.

It's basically a curse.

I fucked up my chances with this one girl that was basically my best friend that was also the perfect GF and we didn't talk for a year. We got in contact again and lo and behold, she has a BF. We're on friendly terms and talk from time to time, and when we don't I kinda forget about her. But then we get in contact again and those feelings I had come right back up and ruins my mood for days.

Will I try again? Maybe I will. But maybe that fantasy of a perfect girlfriend was just that... Fantasy.

congratulations, keep it up man

you can usually tell someone has BPD without them having to tell you

Yeah same fucking forest fire smoke covered where I lived from August onwards so the bad feels hit me earlier than usual

Not perfect. Everything would be totally okay except nothing turns me on anymore. Gonna do no fap for at least 3 months and see if that helps, but I'm not hopeful. If that fails I'm seriously going to start pinning this shit called PT-141 which is supposed to make you horny.

I was there 8 months ago user. You can make it out of this. If you feel hopeless and empty inside, seek therapy, it does wonders. You need to vent to someone. stay strong. You'll find someone, and they'll be lucky to have you.

She has flaws. They all do. You just don’t know “that” side of her to have seen them and you’re delusional because you’re lonely.
Any girl is fair game if you can pull her away, but guys who orbit on a girl and play the sad sap in love are a special kind of pathetic. She will end up running back to the guy anyways or move on to a similar guy eventually.

I think if you nut up and look elsewhere you’ll find something that’s genuinely your own. And this poor girl won’t have to shoot down her formerly assumed gay friend at the Grand Canyon.
Best of luck bro.