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Cheers man. Exactly what I plan on doing. Fuck everyone. Not permanently,
tho. Just for a minute.

Care to share? Guessing you got fired or kicked out of College.

>you will never travel with a young qt woman years after the apocalypse
>you will never undertake a treacherous journey through the ruins of the world for some reason or another
>you will never pick through rusted shells of cars looking for supplies
>you will never start out strangers yet as time passes get to know each other
>you will never save her from an attack by one of the nightmare beasts that stalks the wastes
>you will never help her limp to a nearby building to rest
>you will never clean and bandage her wounds and care for her as she recovers
>you will never warm with her beside a small fire the one night you dare to make one
>you will never have her curl up next to you for safety
>you will never keep watch from the roof of a ruined building by the moonlight as her warmth pushes against you
>you will never lose one of your sleeping bags when an old bridge you are crossing collapses and you are forced to share from then on
>you will never feel her hair tickle your face
>you will never let her cut your hair when it starts to cover your ears and eyes, and watch her giggle at the results
>you will never feel her grip on your hand tighten when there is a distant howl as you are walking
>she will never be a warm island of joy in the cold lonely world you travel
>you will never look into her soft green eyes
>you will never hear her lily soft voice
>you will never listen to her sing songs her mother taught her in a soft cooing voice
>you will never tell each other stories
>you will never slowly grow to love her

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I was also in the military, you are surrounded by a lot of weird people. You also lose touch with old friends. but you can always find more friends by getting an out door hobby,

I recently got hearth broken and my last relationship was like 5 years ago, I tough I wouldn't need a gf and when I got her that feeling of love burried deep inside me got to see the light for a second before she told me we couldn't meet up anymore, apparently I was her fuck buddy and nothing else

No problem. i hope you enjoy it and come back refreshed, maybe with a new idea that might help you in life.

It's kind of a long story and more complex than that. I've had to talk more about it than I would've liked to, just wanna leave the whole thing behind.

Yes sir, but the train is moving and it ain't stopping. Time to start moving with it.

But if you do. hold on to her forever.

I've started to realize i desire my post apocalyptic waifus more than a real woman. One of my friends got me a hookup with a fat girl who invited me to her apartment to "watch a movie" after my friend talked to her through my online dating account. I drove 45 minutes there, bought condoms along the way, then we watched 30 minutes of Avatar then shut it off said it was boring and asked me what I wanted to do. Realized I wasn't attracted to her and just wanted to go home so we chatted about music then I left. Drove 45 minutes home and wondered about life. That was a month ago, I'm a 25 year old virgin never kissed and I'm wondering if I ever will lose my virginity at all. Feels good to be a confirmed volcel, which is honestly pathetic. "Yeah I'm a virgin but I could have lost it if I want to." Whereas I really want a qt to wander with me through a ruined city and for her to be the perfect mate for me. But that will never happen because no one is created to be tailored to me.

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>We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything - what a waste!

I'll leave you that.

I just lost the two friends I had left. Like actually lost. No going back. Ever since I started uni my life has been complete shit. They blocked me on everything and I probably won't see them again. I am 100% alone now. I still have my parents but I only see them once every 3 months. Fuck my life.

Do what gives your life purpose.

I don't know man, I have a few really good friends, and I'll always be grateful, but that brings it's own problems.

I was raised in a very physical love type of home, so growing up and not being able to interact with anyone physically really fucks me up. I feel so starved for affection, but I seem to only push away any attempts. I don't know if it's on accident, or if I have some deep rooted feeling of hatred for myself, so I won't let myself be happy.

Maybe I'm not looking for affection at all, and there is a part of my subconscious that knows it, but I don't know it, so I continue to suffer, creating elaborate situations in my head, and only getting more and more bitter as the time goes on, hoping that I'll find what I'm looking for

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my entire family is lonely and sad and i am alone too and i hate it. it's fucking stupid but i would feel guilty if i got a gf or friends because i would be having fun without them. i hate them so much. they make me feel sad and like i have to be their emotional support, it's like a fucking black hole of loneliness and i'm at the center being sucked in and torn apart. i hate i hate it i hate it. i want to shoot myself.

the worst feeling, i'm not even my own friend

Why your friends dont want to talk to you? Why they blocked you? Is it your fault or they're just morons? I personally blocked some guy from college because he was psychopatic, beated me and he was stealing my shit. Also having hard times at uni now. No real friends. From time to time im drinking beer in my favourite bar in town and this is pretty much my only relation with other people. At least i love my parents.