What does it mean if i love the thought of me becoming a girl? Im not gay, im not attracted to men nor many traps...

What does it mean if i love the thought of me becoming a girl? Im not gay, im not attracted to men nor many traps, but the thought of me becoming a girl turns me on like nothing else. I dont have a necessarily strong desire to become a woman or a girl either, i used to crossdress when i was a child, but i dont think it was anything to do with being transgender. Does anyone else feel this way?

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You're agp.you watched too much porn and fucked your brain.

He said he did it as a kid tho. I used to cross dress before I was 10, asking my mom for girls clothes and she'd cave. I still cross dress though I know I am a man. I just enjoy it. I'd probably enjoy it less if I thought I really looked that awful and i'd do it full time if it weren't for my voice and flat ass.

I never watched much porn, the only times ive masturbated over this thought is in my bed. Ill admit that the porn i watch sometimes is strange but its not related to anything transsexual.

You're gay and have a mental disorder nice.

I've felt the same way for the past 5 years, user (basically since late puberty since I'm 18 now). Came out to my parents as "transgender" in high school, mainly due to pressure from my ex (super whore sjw tumblr chick). Bad idea, since I don't want to actually be transgender. I just like role playing as a girl online with people who, for all I know, could also be guys role playing as girls.

>tfw dad caught 11 yo me under the table at school dressed as cinderella

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im not attracted to guys though.

>I just like role playing as a girl online
jesus fucking christ are you unironically me?
ive been addicted to catfishing as girls for 5 years now. :^(
pic related is about one and a half years old.

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I wish the truth came out for me. My mom slowly threw away my girls clothes when doing laundry with out me noticing.

i havent crossdressed since i was 12 but i was just wondering if it was related to the thoughts i have now. the only girls clothes i own are from when i was

Throw it out and forget about it.

Its an ongoing interest for me and am somewhat feminine looking, but still like women.

i dont even know where the clothes are anyway, not like i really care.
i am too masculine to do it anyway, i have quite feminine face/bone structure but i am way too hairy.

If you can get past it then its not an issue.
I'm hairy, but have soft thin hair. It just sucks wanting to be feminine and being kind of born feminine, but trying to attract women.

I mean, it just sounds like a fetish or kink, and a somewhat common one. I read somewhere that a fair portion of people find it arousing to "put" themselves in the position of the female in porn. Doesn't mean that you want to be trans

you dont have a middle name? lmao

I cant even remember the amount of irrelevant shit i used to chat to people lol

i dont put myself in the position of the female though. i only like it when its me whos the girl.

that's just agp op you are a fine. I have gender dysphoria and it has ruined my life, I will never be happy.

Imagining yourself as a girl in your thoughts and what you would do isnt gay.

It still just sounds like a kink, not gender dysphoria tho

i never claimed it was gender dysphoria. i just wanted to share my thoughts.

I feel you. My dream is to crossdress outside and look cute while doing so. I never know if it's because the idea will make me horny or if there is something more (like a feminine side or whaever)

Yep, not trying to constrict you or anything, it just sounded like you thought it was gender dysphoria.

hope you find a way user.